I love the Jonas Brothers so much and I will/do support them in anything and everything! But, I feel like I'm not doing enough and their is nothing I can do about it, and my parents, bro and my sister dont help at all. Dont get me wrong i respect their opinion,but, this is getting really aggrvating! My sister, my brother, and my parents always bug me about being a JB fan, and it never stops. They say I'm to old to be a fan of these guys (16, which is not true), and that I just need to get over them. Plus, my dad, mom and my brother always bug me about how they are gay and stuff like that. I mean, I know they are joking(atleast my parents are), but it's like, just leave me alone about it! My mom has gotten a little better about it though, she just laughs at how i react about a tv apperance or something like that; but she still wont let me attend any of their concerts or even let me really buy a poster of them or cd of them even with my own money! No matter how much I beg! I dont have one cd or a poster of them. i had to download all their music. And ive never been to a concert, she wont let me. I really dont care about the posters, but you get my point. I know I shouldnt care what other poeple think, but this is my family. So, really anything Jonas Brother realted, I have to do on the computer and I have to do at night when they are sleeping. And plus, my friends dont help much either. I try not to talk about JB around them, because I am given a hard time sometimes and they have COMPLETELY differnt music taste than I do. Although, two of my best friends, are although not fans like me, support me and dont give me a hard time about it...probably becuase they think nick is the cutest thing they've ever seen...lol. They have just learned to laugh about it. And the hard thing about all this, is not only not being able to support them the way I want to, but also sometimes feeling the pressure to get over these amazing guys and stop listening to music I really like. Like, when I think about my friends and how they dont like JB, I sometimes feel more pressure to fit in with them, cause of my past friends issues. So I will deny liking them, which I feel bad about, cause it's like im acting embaressed about them, which IS SO NOT TRUE!!! I LUV THESE GUYS! But at the same time, I dont give a crap what they think, because I cant change what I like! But the one thing I always feel bad about is that when my friends talk about them, i have to pretend and sometimes lie about liking them to my friends. For example, one of my friends was listening to one of their songs and talked about how lame it was, and although it wasnt my favorite, I still liked it a lot. And i agreed with her saying how lame and stupid I though it was. And I feel terrible about that! So, with all this, I had to join this JB fansite secretly, which was TOTALLY worth it btw....lol, my mom wont let me go to any of their concerts, I can't really own a magazine, shirt, or a poster, or listen to their music a lot with out getting made fun of, I have to sometimes tape tv appearences and watch them when they are not around, my parents wont let my join the JB fan club,and something else, I cant vote, and request as much as I would like to, because of all the ragging I get from my family! And thats what is making me feel unsupportive. It's one of my dreams to meet these guys because of how much they have inspired me! But I sometimes feel quilty about it, because of what you guys do for them, and what I don't do. I guess the moral of all this is, dont rest on what other poeple think, even if they are your friends. And if they are truly your friends, then they will support you, and I want to learn that! But I think the hardest think I have to worry about now is my family, and how I am basically living the life of a secret Jonas fan. I want to go to a concert, I want to be apart of their fan club, I want to support them how they derserve to be, but....with my family and some friends...its hard...UGH! this is just so aggravating! Any advice on this or anyone else going through this? I need some encouraging words! <3
JB FAN FOREVER!!!!
