My head is spinning right now.

My grandma, who I was very close to, died last night. So my parents have been so busy making funeral arrangements and dealing with everything I have no one really to talk to. My friends are amazing, but they don't really get it. Plus, my friend is having this huge end of year party tomorrow and I have one the next day but I have to miss them both. Which, I'm not sure how I feel about. I just don't know what to do...Oh, and on top of that I have my Latin final tomorrow. Ugh...all I want to do is go to sleep and pretend everything was okay. On top of everything else one of my best friends is leaving for Poland for a month in three days and tomorrow is my last day at my school because I am going to a new school next year...my head is spinning and I am emotionally exhausted.

Well, must study....hopefully I can find sleep.

I just needed to get this off my chest...

xoxo ali

oh, you're too kind.

but I'll be okay ( :

I mean I don't have much a choice do i?

xoxo ali