I was just wondering if anyone else had an experience like this, or knows what I mean...

So, the first half of this past summer was just HORRIBLE for me. Like...I got a job as a hostess at Applebees, and the girls I was working with didn't really accept me. One of them even told the boss that I wasn't doing my job right, even though I really WAS doing it right. (She was doing it wrong, actually). And most of my friends went out of town, so I was alone all the time. Then I went on a church trip to the beach, and my best friend and me faught the whole 6 hours down there, and then we made up, but the whole week there was this tension...it made everything awkward. Then my family went to the beach the next week and it RAINED. The WHOLE time. So baisically, when I got home, I was MISERABLE. To make matters worse, most of my friends were out of town, my best friend and me stopped talking after the beach trip, and my other best friend seemed to have like...dissapeared. Like I had no idea where she was-i called-no answer, she never emailed me back, she never signed on AIM...she was just gone. for like two weeks. which NEVER happens. EVER.

So, it felt like EVERYTHING was just falling apart. Like...I stopped getting along with my parents and  so we argued ALL the time, and we used to get along GREAT. I stopped putting make up on (and I never get caught with out it) except to go to work. I started wearing sweatpants every day. I stopped caring what I looked like. I never fixed my hair. I was miserable, and I cried myself to sleep all the time. Like...I just felt like nobody understood, and I felt like my life was falling apart.

FINALLY, I called my friend, who had seemingly disappeared, (her name is Amy) and her mom answered. Turns out, Amy had mono, and was super sick. And something happened with their interenet and so they didn't have it, which was why she hadn't been online. So, I was upset, because mono takes FOREVER to get over. And me and Amy had tickets to a JB concert, so we were like sooooooo sad that we weren't gonna get to go. So...all of this made everything WORSE than it already had been. Then, oneday Amy called me and it turned out that she DIDN"T have mono. The doctor had been wrong or something. She was getting better and we were going to go to the concert.

So, obviously, we were REALLY happy. lol. And so July 29th (concert dayy!) came. At the time, I was a fan of JB, but I never would have bought tickets if Amy wouldn't have begged me to. So, I was like...excited...but not like...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!. excited. And I never imagined that the concert would be HALF as amazing as it was.

After that concert, after seeing JB...something just CHANGED. like...my whole summer was getting better. Like...I realized that I DID have friends. I started to care about things again. I started to believe that I actually can follow my dreams. It was like..I was just....REALLY, genuinly happy. Like...nothing could bring me down. It was like...in that JB concert...I just saw how they were so...happy, maybe? That they just seem to live life to the fullest, something I hadn't been doing. And so...It like...inspired me. It just totally changed me. Like...for weeks, I was just on top of the world. I was always happy, and laughing. Like I'm still that way, and it's been almost three months. It's like...tehy really changed my life. At work, I had been made fun of a little bit because I was a Christian, and so I just started acting like I wasn't, at work. After the concert...I realized...if THEY aren't 'embarrassed' about their faith then why should I be? I started acting like MYSELF again.

So my question is does anyone else have a similar story? Like...did they somehow change everything for you? Like...was everything different after them?

and I'm sorry this is SO long. haha. Lately...I've been into long posts. haha.

<3Carrie

<3Carrie {misses him} wrote I was just wondering if anyone else had an experience like this, or knows what I mean... So, the first half of this past summer was just HORRIBLE for me. Like...I got a job as a hostess at Applebees, and the girls I was working with didn't really accept me. One of them even told the boss that I wasn't doing my job right, even though I really WAS doing it right. (She was doing it wrong, actually). And most of my friends went out of town, so I was alone all the time. Then I went on a church trip to the beach, and my best friend and me faught the whole 6 hours down there, and then we made up, but the whole week there was this tension...it made everything awkward. Then my family went to the beach the next week and it RAINED. The WHOLE time. So baisically, when I got home, I was MISERABLE. To make matters worse, most of my friends were out of town, my best friend and me stopped talking after the beach trip, and my other best friend seemed to have like...dissapeared. Like I had no idea where she was-i called-no answer, she never emailed me back, she never signed on AIM...she was just gone. for like two weeks. which NEVER happens. EVER. So, it felt like EVERYTHING was just falling apart. Like...I stopped getting along with my parents and  so we argued ALL the time, and we used to get along GREAT. I stopped putting make up on (and I never get caught with out it) except to go to work. I started wearing sweatpants every day. I stopped caring what I looked like. I never fixed my hair. I was miserable, and I cried myself to sleep all the time. Like...I just felt like nobody understood, and I felt like my life was falling apart. FINALLY, I called my friend, who had seemingly disappeared, (her name is Amy) and her mom answered. Turns out, Amy had mono, and was super sick. And something happened with their interenet and so they didn't have it, which was why she hadn't been online. So, I was upset, because mono takes FOREVER to get over. And me and Amy had tickets to a JB concert, so we were like sooooooo sad that we weren't gonna get to go. So...all of this made everything WORSE than it already had been. Then, oneday Amy called me and it turned out that she DIDN"T have mono. The doctor had been wrong or something. She was getting better and we were going to go to the concert. So, obviously, we were REALLY happy. lol. And so July 29th (concert dayy!) came. At the time, I was a fan of JB, but I never would have bought tickets if Amy wouldn't have begged me to. So, I was like...excited...but not like...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!. excited. And I never imagined that the concert would be HALF as amazing as it was. After that concert, after seeing JB...something just CHANGED. like...my whole summer was getting better. Like...I realized that I DID have friends. I started to care about things again. I started to believe that I actually can follow my dreams. It was like..I was just....REALLY, genuinly happy. Like...nothing could bring me down. It was like...in that JB concert...I just saw how they were so...happy, maybe? That they just seem to live life to the fullest, something I hadn't been doing. And so...It like...inspired me. It just totally changed me. Like...for weeks, I was just on top of the world. I was always happy, and laughing. Like I'm still that way, and it's been almost three months. It's like...tehy really changed my life. At work, I had been made fun of a little bit because I was a Christian, and so I just started acting like I wasn't, at work. After the concert...I realized...if THEY aren't 'embarrassed' about their faith then why should I be? I started acting like MYSELF again. So my question is does anyone else have a similar story? Like...did they somehow change everything for you? Like...was everything different after them? and I'm sorry this is SO long. haha. Lately...I've been into long posts. haha. <3Carrie

The first half of your story sound just like me now. I am glad your summer got better.

If anything,the fact the Jonas Bros. coming over here was worse.

I wanted to go so bad,but it felt so selfish to want to go,seeing as I've been 3 times.