Dude. Okay. Before I start, I haven't been on in an insanely long time. That's because most my peeps don't go on anymore :(  I hope if you guys see this, you'll respond!!

Here we go. Boys. Gosh, why do they make me want to hit my head against a wall or something?? :P

I just got back from a school overnight trip. It was one of those team building/bonding things. One of the excersises was we had to swing across on a rope like 20 feet. I was so freaked out because there was a deep ditch below it and it looked easy to hurt yourself on. So after the encouragement of my group, I went for it. It looked good until I was almost at the end and I was running out of speed. And I was thinking "Crap, now what??"  But one of the guys in my group (who I must say was cute and funny but for some reason I didn't really notice him at my school or anything until this point) reached out and pulled me to the other side. He was like "you're safe now, you can let go..." and I was like "oh..." and he gave me this adorable smile. So the rest of the day he'd help me out because I have a clumsy side. He'd like hold my hand to help me out when we were crossing a bridge and stuff like that. We didn't talk that much because he didn't make a move to talk and I had no idea what to say to him because I'm just smart like that. But when I got home today, I went on facebook and clicked on his page to say something to him but I noticed his relationship status was in a relationship with some girl. Well that just sent me crashing down. Grr.

Haha, I have to stop doing that. I either like a guy then find out he has a girlfriend. Or I don't tell my friends I like a guy, then they'll go out with him.

Whatever. I'll find the perfect guy for me some day, he'll be single and I'll call dibs on him before anyone can steal him from me xD  I'm so pathetic :P

Your time will come soon :]

and he sounds really sweet btw :P too bad he is in a relationship isnt it? :]

lol