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Our long 9 weeks without her presence... 

So.. you may have seen a gagillion "Ashlynn" threads. Get over it. She's just that cool, and we love her just that much, got it??

So I'm making THIS board for all you "Ashlynn Fans" out there to post the your days w/o Ash.
 Kinda like a blog/journal I guess. xP

So... here I go...

Day 1 w/o Ashlynn|April 14, 2008| 8:28 pm...

All I have to say is.... I feel heartbroken and lost.... where is the livelyness on our boards?

GONE.

Wanna know why? 'Cause Ashlynn is gone.

Okay, scratch that. Yes, Ashlynn is gone. And I miss her and her liveliness. But we can come up with some liveliness can't we? I know we can.

....Maybe....

I hope she's okay. I hope she improves the grades before school is out she won't have to go to summer school. What will this week be like w/o her??

............................................................................................

I may just cry. Wait, that's what I did last night. You wanna know what I did last night? I SAID MY GOODBYES! Did I ever think I'd have to do that?! NO. You wanna know what I did. I said goodnight && goodbye to her. Then, I got ready for bed. I lay in the darkness, cried, and listened to my ENTIRE BarlowGirl playlist....

Is it so wrong that I miss her??

Peace && Love, never forget her,

Nat

 
 
New Post 4/14/2008 8:53 PM
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Re: Our long 9 weeks without her presence... 
Modified By mollylovesjonasforever on 4/14/2008 7:55:25 PM)

Day 1 Without Ashlynn, 4-14-08, 8:54 PM

Mood: Distraught but hopeful

Today, in my geography class, we watched a video on African villages. I felt so empty, sitting there, heartlessly enduring the ticking of the clock while those children with gaunt eyes haunted me.

Ashlynn was from South Africa. Ashlynn, Ashlynn, Ashlynn. My day was filled with worry. Was she herself crying right now, pondering what we were discussing? Was she a wreck? I know I was. I was soo touchy, wanting to lash out at every last person who even somehwat got on my nerves. But I didn't. You wanna know why? Because Ashlynn's absence has made me realize something I didn't think would come out of it.

 

She was that everlasting, glow of radiating sunshine. That sunshine may be dimmed sligthly, but it hasn't been snuffed out. Everytime I think of her, sure a few tears come to the watery brinks of my puffy eyes. But I know that shes only a thought away. I see her countless perky posts, that made me smile and laugh. I can almost feel her enthusiasm.

These weeks will be wrongly and unfairly lonely without her. But I know she'd want me to keep my spirits high. I just have to believe. Its all I have, for the next nine weeks.

I cried out with no reply and
I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone.

And though I can not see You
and I can't explain why.
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life oh
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

<3 Fare thee well, Molly


edwardcullen and jonasbrothers frequently dazzle me.
 
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New Post 4/14/2008 9:05 PM
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Re: Our long 9 weeks without her presence... 

So I've seen the siggys, been PMed by the girl herself, and I've seen all the threads.

Ladies, let me just say that I love Ashlynn.

But she's not dead.

SHE.IS.COMING.BACK

She did nothing wrong, so no one should be mad at her. But she also didn't die. I don't see why everyone is acting like she's never coming back.

Because she is.

So just, write for Ashlynn. Dedicate your stories to her if you'd like. But please, stop acting like she's gone forever.

Thanks.

 

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New Post 4/14/2008 9:36 PM
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Modified By mollylovesjonasforever on 4/14/2008 8:56:05 PM)

Woo, blank post. Sorry guys - don't know what happened?

 


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New Post 4/15/2008 8:31 PM
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Re: Our long 9 weeks without her presence... 

 Niki_619 wrote

So I've seen the siggys, been PMed by the girl herself, and I've seen all the threads.

Ladies, let me just say that I love Ashlynn.

But she's not dead.

SHE.IS.COMING.BACK

She did nothing wrong, so no one should be mad at her. But she also didn't die. I don't see why everyone is acting like she's never coming back.

Because she is.

So just, write for Ashlynn. Dedicate your stories to her if you'd like. But please, stop acting like she's gone forever.

Thanks.

 

....I kinda agree w/Niki. (kinda weird since I started the thread) Maybe I'll just stop.

But I miss her.

*twiddles thumbs*

HMPH.
 
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Re: Our long 9 weeks without her presence... 

Like I said, I'm agreeing with Niki.

So here's what I'm gonna do.

To all of you out there... do what you want. I'm just not gonna use this thread anymore. You can randomly chat, or continue to write what you feel. I don't care.

I guess I didn't cross the thought of the fact that she'll be back.. So maybe that's why I made this.

Or maybe not. She told me to find someone else to vent to while she's gone, but you girls & guys don't need to hear the story of my life, got it?

So if nothing else. I'll just keep something to myself on Word.

But 'nuff said. Do with this thread what you want. Got it?

Love;

Nat
 
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