Why do they do that?
Why do parents make you feel like you should have never been born?
Like you're not good enough. Too fat, too ugly, not smart enough, not grateful enough, not perfect enough.
They won't accept that everything is different for us than it was for them.
That they don't know what it's like going to school with a bunch of rich, snotty, skinny b!tches.
And no matter what we do we will never be good enough for you.
Why do they make you want to lock yourself in your room, never talk again, and cry your heart out?
While they sit downstairs not caring one dam/n bit, just oohing and ahing over the better, smarter, nicer siblings' new accomplishment.
These are the times when i don't feel like it's worth it. Any of it. Life.
I sit in my room, block out the world, listen to underdog over and over again, feeling like the true underdog i am, the one that no one cares about and the one that no one pays attention to or takes seriously.
And i think about how much easier life would be if i was out of here.
Because sometimes parents just aren't worth staying around for.
