because I'm crying  because my mom's not letting me to go to Six Flags to see Demi today and I have to stay home and clean and do nothing else while my friends that I haven't seen in a while are having the time of their life rocking out to my favorite singer/idol, how she's not even letting me go TOMORROW either even though i have tickets just because we have to go to PA and clean some stupid house, of how much I hate planes yet I'm going on one in a couple of days, how much I dont wanna go to Florida again yet I do.

and then what makes me dislike myself is the fact that I'm crying over such petty things when there are more important things in life to cry over.  then again, it could be the fact that I'm a cry baby. lmao.

Aw Mandy, it's okay to cry. I'm so sorry. I hope you cheer up soon! Be happy! And don't dislike yourself.

 Lol, I guess you like the Balloon Festival. Listen/sing/dance to Demi while you clean the house. It might make it go by faster. Good luck with your cleaning!

Emily;; wrote  .GetCaught. wrote lmao. ily guys. but  yeah. no she's not letting me. she tried making me feel better by fighting over fries with me playfully and getting me wendys instead of me making lunch. but i'm still sad. i guess i'm ok though cuz she bought me 7th row seats to see Demi at the balloon festival. she did this last year too!' she didn't let me go to a jonas concert in NY with my friend. and she brought me to the balloon festival. lmao. EDIT: Urgg, she's making me clean the house. darn.     7th row is really good! Lucky duck (:

ehh. it's all the way on the side. I'll be lucky if I see the stage. :l