wow i know exactly how you feel!!! i could vent for hours.
they really are the most amazing people ever. i ignore all those losers who claim that they're "just another boy band" or "disney freaks" or anything. i enjoy loving those cuties sooo much. like it honestly makes me happy knowing i've got their music at my side, and knowing that they love us fans so much makes me feel all gooey inside lol
like when i'm at the mall, walking alone, i sometimes picture walking with kevin and having him protecting me and telling me all about the different shoe designers he loves.
or when i'm in tap class i picture joe busting some moves...and, of course, falling!
and sometimes when i'm feeling really down, i'll think of nick and how strong he is and it just brings me right back up with all kinds of confidence.
they really are a part of my life. i see how amazing they are as people and it makes me want to be a better person. i look for their qualities in friends, too, like how they give others respect and speak with great maturity.
a lot of people would laugh at me for saying these things...and yeah sometimes they can because i do say some pretty cheesy things lol. but when it all comes down, jb completely changed my life.