This is a tad bit depressing. I'm not going to expose the ending though. :/
It's a oneshot for my two loves on JBF, partner in crime/ twinnie. <3
hope you girls like it.
& don't hate me please. :)
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Baby girl I'm just a bit confused
you've been acting like you've been abused by me lately whats going on
“Come one please!” the brunette haired girl pleaded. I shook my head and tied my hair up into a messy, yet stylish bun. “Chelly, I can’t let those puppy eyes fool me again” I replied. “He has to know that once he messes up too much, I won’t forgive him that easily anymore..”. She sighed. “But Steenie!” she exclaimed. “We all make mistakes! That’s what makes us human!”. I rolled my eyes. I was in a purple tank top, with gray short shorts. “Well then..” Chelly said as she grabbed onto my arm. She dragged me to the side of the stage. “Look at that face” she hissed. “How can you hate that face?”
I stared at the face of my boyfriend. Our eyes met for awhile, before I turned away. “We’re going to try something different..” his voice rang. “This song, is for all those lost souls out there, who don’t know where they’re at, and who just want to be loved” he said. “This song is for all of you who had your heart broken and want forgiveness..”. The room instantly had girls screaming “I love you Nick!” as well as girls making those heart shapes with their fingers. A familiar tune began to play as my eyes widened.
“Promise me one thing?” I asked as he took my hands. I stared into his eyes. “I plan to keep all the promises I make with you” he said. I smiled. “Promise you won’t forget me”. He smiled and gently kissed my forehead. “Of course I won’t. I can’t” he said. I smiled as Rachelle impatiently honked the horn. “Steenie! Hurry up!” she shouted. We were well away for her to hear us and she knew very well that she was hurting us. “But promise me you won’t” I said. He nodded. “As long as you promise me that you won’t leave me” he said. “Then I’ll promise you too”. I smiled and stood on my toes to reach his lips. After awhile, I pulled away and got into the passenger’s seat next to Chelly. She instantly drove off as I waved my last good-bye at Nick.
“Broken hearts and last good-byes..” he sang. “Restless nights but lullabies.. helps make this pain go away..” he sang. My eyes widened as he reached the chorus. “I’m sorry, for breaking all the promises that I wasn’t around to keep..” his voice bellowed. “If only,
This time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay. But your already on your way.” Chelly looked at me and smiled weakly as tears started to well up in my eyes. How could I have been so stupid? “Filled with sorrow, filled with pain.. knowing that I am to blame..”. I ran out of the building not wanting to hear more.
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After the concert, we went back to the dressing room to find only Chelly there. “Where’s Steen?” I asked. I took out my phone to check my messages, and found out that I had one missed call. I hated when people called me during my concerts. I sighed and opened it not bothering to check who it was from. Nick, I’m sorry for putting you through so much pain. I decided that I’m going to stop touring with you, so you can focus on the fans instead of me. Just do it. For me please. Steen.
I gripped my phone tightly. “Dude” Joe said noticing how red my hand was turning. “Don’t take it out on the phone..”. I released my tight grip and sat on the couch. “Steenie decided that she would stop touring with us” I said grimly. “Apparently, now it’s her fault”. I sighed and ran a hand through my brown curls. “It’s not her fault!” I said. I stood up and decided to call her back.
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I was driving to my parents’ house, while at the same time, wiping away my tears, when my cell phone rang. I glanced over at the seat beside me and picked it up my eyes on the road. “Hello?” I asked. “Steen?” Nick asked. I felt a lump slowly forming in my throat. “What do you want?” I asked angrily as I wiped away my tears. He sighed. “I want you to come back to me” he said. “It’s not your fault this all happened. It was mine. I was stupid. There. Happy?’ he asked. The way he said it made me think that he was only saying it just to get me back. “Not this time Nicholas” I said hanging up angrily. I saw a pair of headlights speeding up to me and decided to switch lanes. But somehow, the car, at the same time, switched lanes, and swerved into me sending me crashing into a tree. I slammed my head hard against the wheel and blacked out.
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“Steenie?” I asked. I sighed and closed my phone. “She hung up on me!” I exclaimed. I sighed and sat back into the couch. “I can’t leave here without Steenie. I won’t leave without her”. Just then Big Rob came into the room. “Guys..” he began. “There’s been an accident..” he began. My heart froze. “Please..” I whispered. He hung his head then looked at us. “One silver car, and one black” he went on. “The driver in the black car received only minor injuries, while the silver driver is in critical condition”. I instantly tan out of the room and into the car that I was borrowing for the night. I felt my phone vibrate and looked at the screen. St. Margaret’s Hospital.
At the hospital I ran up to the desk. “Christine Lowles” I said in a rush. The lady sighed. “257” she said. I smiled thanking her and ran to the second floor. Yes, I’m a diabetic, and I ran two flights of stairs. When I saw her room number, I slowly opened the door. I saw her sister there and closed the door quietly. Christine laid in her bed, motionless with tubes sticking ot of her and bandages wrapped all over her forehead. “Get lost Jonas” the girl hissed. “You’ve done enough damage..”. I winced at her words and walked up to her. “Aimee, just,c an I have a minute?” I asked. She glared at me and then turned her attention to Christine. “I’ll be back..” she whispered before glaring at me, then leaving. I sat in the chair by her bed and took her hand slowly. “Steenie-bear..” I whispered. “I’m sorry..”
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.
As long as I could hear that sound, I was convinced that she was okay. “Don’t break your promise..” I said.
“Nick?’ a voice asked weakly. I bolted up awake and looked at her. “Steenie, babe, you’re awake” I said smiling as I gently kissed her lips. She smiled. “Are you angry?” she asked. I took her hand and slowly began to stroke it. Her skin was so pale now, and the bags under her eyes were even more noticeable now. I smiled. “Why would I be angry?” I asked. “You’re awake, and that’s all that matters now”. She smiled and closed her eyes. “Steenie-bear?” I asked. She smiled. “Hm?”. I blinked at her. “Forgive me? And I love you” I said. She smiled. “I love you too. And yes, you’re forgiven..”. I smiled. “Nick?” she asked. “Tell Chelly and Aimee that I’m sorry..” she said before coughing. “You promised me babe..” I warned. “Don’t go..”. She opened her eyes, as I saw the twinkle in her eyes for the last time. “Everyone can’t keep a promise forever..” she said weakly. “I’m sorry Nick.. good-bye..”.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beeeeeeeeeee.
I held her hand as the tears began to fall from my eyes. It was all over. I lost her. The love of my life. The girl of my dreams. I lost her and I would never be able to bring her back. It was all my fault. I took a wrong turn..
you might
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line
