(the lyrics might not be right sorry..)

"we got along we got along until you did that. Now all I want is my stuff back. Do you get that? let me repeat that. I want my stuff back." Aly sand then looked over to me. I placed my lips close to the recording microphone and started singing.

"You could send it in a box I dont care just drop it off I wont be home" My lips quieverd and tears started forming in my eyes"cuz without me you know you're lost minus you Im better off.Soon you will know....." i held myself together. My sister started singing with me As she sand she held my hand.

"You're not livin til you're livin-livin with me..You're not not gettin' til you're gettin' , gettin' to me" I let go of her hand and shook my head to myself. The music stopped and the lights turned on. Our manger reached over to press a button. A voice entered the room we were in.

"Aj.... wahts wrong?"his voice was full with fake concern.

"nothing, i feel kinda sick" I spoke into the microphone. My sister turned to look at me. Her eyes squinted only she knew what was really going on. I set my headphones down and walked out.My eyes filled with tears once agian.I kept walking down a narrow hallway.

"amanda!" my sister yelled from behind me. I reached the parking lot and sat down on the walking curve. Aly's hand streched towards me

"the floor is dirty,"  she laughed

"I dont care......" I looked away. she gave up and sat beside me

"boys are dumb." aly looked ahead at the closed parking lot.

"tell me about it...."

"Listen, I know this hurts you aj but you cant just walk away from everything because it reminds you of a guy," she turned to look at me and pursed her lips "sorry that was harsh"

"It's the truth..." I hung my head

"Okay then repeat after me, I will not let Joe Jonas conrol my life" I cringed at the name

"I will not...." aly's lips started curling into a smile. I continued"let....Joe....Jonas," My voice cracked "control my life" I looked down. I felt my sisters arms wrap around me

(so what you guys think??? should i continue?/)

yes i like it please continue!

Jess

and read my story she will be MY angel

"Good girl" she laughed

I broke free and laughed along with her. My horrible luck made the unexpected happened, a couple feet away a trio ambled towards us. Last time I had seen Joe he had short hair and wore simpler clothes and more of a baby face. The new Joe I saw had straight long hair cutting off above his shoulders, the shagginess was tamed by a white band going across his forehead. he wore a simple purple v neck shirt exposing his collar bone and tight black pants.

"hey" he smiled

I stood up slowly "Hey" his brown eyes gleamed

"what are you guys doing here?!" we decided to record something to get out of the way" Joe said keeping his eyes fixed on me.

"It was kind of a last minute thing," Kevin yawned scratching the back of his head.

"are you guys recording too?" Nick smiled balancing on his heels

"yeah. We just had to come out here to grab something to drink real quick" Aly lied

I broke away from Joe's glare.

"How about we go grab something to eat when we finish?" I annonced to the boys/.

"Great. I just got my allowance!" Nick brightened up.

Aly let out a loud laugh. The five of us walked into the studios. I fixated my eyes on the patterns of the carpet.

"alright we only have to record some background music so thirty minutes?" Kevin smiled at my sister. she pushed her hair back

"yeah, we gotta finish a song and re-record a newversion of a song" she twirled her fingers in the air

Joe was smiling, maybe unlike me he had forgotten our relationship.

right now rightnow???

lol

awesome blossom.

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