Don't Wanna Lose You Now
Song by: Backstreet Boys.
-This one shot takes place 5 years from now-
I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I knew what I've done
You know, so why don't you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care
I waited for her to come home from a party she'd gone to with her friends.Her friends were horrible when they were at a party,so like usual I stayed home while she went.I tried talking her out of going but as usual she replied with this ' Stop treating me like a child Kevin!I'm 25 years old I can make my own decisions!'.She,Joe,Nick,and I all shared an apartment for now.
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again
I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It just keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away
Two thirty in the morning I was still on the couch waiting for her to come home.I only did this because I love her,crazy of me to say that after what she's put me through but I do.
" You're still up Kevin?" Nick asked as he came downstairs.
" Yeah.She isn't home yet." I replied.
" Oh." Nick said.
" What are you doing up?" I asked Nick.
" Hungry." Nick left into the kitchen.
I gave up on waiting for her,I was too tired to stay up any longer.I got to the third stair when the door came open and she stumbled in.
" You're late." I went back down the few stairs I had climbed.
" I know." She slurred.
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again
I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It just keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away
I walked over to her and helped her to the couch.She smelt heavily of alchol.
" I'm capable of walking!" She fell back onto the couch.
" No you're not.You're totally wasted." I sat down.
" Why do you care?" She asked hatefully.
" Because I love you." I said.
" You love me?" She giggled.
" Yeah." I said.
" That's crazy!" She stood.
I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you
Don't want to lose to loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don't want to lose to emptiness, oh no
Never again
" No it's not." I looked up at her.
" It totally is. I'm out." She stumbled to the door.
"You can't you've had too much alchol." I went after her.
" Whatever." She opened the door.
" No!Don't go!" I called.
She went to her car."Too late!"
" Get back here now!" I demanded.I was doing everything in my power to stop her from leaving.
" Stop treating me like a child Kevin!" She got in her car and turned it on.
" It's kinda hard when you're acting like one." I called.
She pulled out and left,I figured she'd realize what she's doing and she'd come back.
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again
I woke up on the couch,Nick and Joe were watching the news.
I heard something about a woman about 25 driving off the road and into the ditch and she died at 3 am on the way to the hospital.
" What are you guys watching?" I asked,my voice trembled.
" Kevin..dude..I'm soo sorry." Joe said.
" What do you mean?" I asked.
" She's gone." Nick said.
I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It just keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away
A tear slid down my cheek, I got up and went to my room and began to write a song what I had just gone through.
-KATi3
