Chapter 4

~Angela's POV~

After I dropped Joe off at his parents house I headed back towards the apartment.When I got to our floor I noticed someone sitting on the ground as they leaned against our door.As I got closer he lifted his head and I realized that it was Nick.

"Nick what are you doing here?"I asked as I looked into my purse for my keys"And where's Emily?"

"Emily's at home with mom,dad and Frankie I told her I had something to do."He said as he slowly got up off the floor"I'm here because I needed to talk with Becka but she shut the door in my face."

"So how long have you been sitting here?"I asked as I found my keys and started to unlock the door.

"About two hours."He said as I opened the door and we both walked inside.

Thankfully Becka was asleep on the couch or I would have to explain why I was letting Nick into the apartmenet.

"Why in the world would you wait outside the door for two hours?"I asked.

"I had to talk with her."Nick said as he glanced over at Becka and then back at me.

I shook my head.

"I really don't think that's such a great idea."I said sighing a little"She's been through enough in the last five months alright we all have."

"And you think that I haven't?"Nick asked shaking his head"It was torcher being over there not having anyone to talk to and watching Joe and Kevin while the talked on the phone with you guys."

"You have Emily."I said shaking my head as I walked into the kitchen.

"I didn't start dating Emily until towards the end of the tour."He said quickly as he followed me.

"Still Nick why did you break up with Becka in the first place?"I asked"I thought you loved her."

"I do......I mean I did."He said quickly correcting himself.

"Then why did you break up with her?"I asked.

"I got scared alright."He said quickly shaking his head.

"Scared of what?"I asked.

"I was scared of getting that close to someone when I'm only seventeen alright."He said shaking his head.

I sighed a little and shook my head walking back into the living room so that I could get Becka to go to her bed so that she wasn't sleeping on the couch all night.

"Becka."I said softly as she moved a little in her sleep.

"Let me take her."Nick said as he watched me.

I looked back at him Becka would seriously kill me if she knew what I was about to do.

"Fine but if she wakes up and catches you I had nothing to do with it."I said as I walked past him and headed towards my room to change.

~Nick's POV~

I watched Angela walk away before I slowly leaned down picking Becka up as I headed towards her room with her.I slowly laid her down in her bed as I pulled the covers over her and pushed a couple of pieces of hair out of her face.

"I still love you Becka."I said softly as I leaned down and kissed her cheek"And I'm sorry for everything that I've done."

I watched a small smile come to her lips before she moved a little in her sleep.

"Nick."She said softly in her sleep.

I noticed the stuffed animal that I had gotten her sitting in the corner,it looked like it had been thrown there.I sighed as I walked over picking it up before I walked back over to her bed and stuck it in her arms.

After that I slowly turned and headed out the door.

~Kevin's POV~
I watched Jenna as she slept peacefully beside me.Everything seemed to be going so fast that it made me sick to my stomach thinking about having a baby when we weren't even married yet.I kissed Jenna on the cheek and then walked over to her desk grabbing a pen and a piece of paper,I scribbled her a quick note saying that I had gone home and that I would be back in the morning before I headed out the door.

When I got back to the house I walked in to find Mom,Dad,Frankie,Emily and Nick all sitting around in the living room.

"Kevin."Mom said getting up as she came over to hug me.

I hugged her back as I felt tears prickly my eyes it was the first time that I had actually let the tears fall down my face.

"Mom I'm so sorry."I whispered as she pulled away from me.

She quickly wiped her eyes and shook her head.

"It's fine Kevin."She said softly as she patted my shoulder"Right now you should get some sleep and we'll talk about it in the morning."

I slowly nodded my head before I headed up the stairs to mine and Joe's room.

We really need to get our own house.

I slowly walked into the room to find Joe sitting on his bed with his laptop as he typed away on it.He stopped when he saw me walk in.

"Did you and Jenna work things out?"He asked.

"Sort of."I said softly"I mean we worked everything out between us."

Joe nodded his head as he went back to typing.I slowly walked over to my bed and sat down as I took my shoes off and then laid back looking up at the ceiling.

"I just don't understand it Kevin."Joe said after a few minutes"I mean what happened to our promise."

"Do you think I really meant to break it?"I asked as I slowly sat up"We just got caught up in the moment."

"When did it happen?"He asked.

I rolled my eyes I was really getting tired of all the questions.

"The day we got told that we would be going on a five month tour."I said sighing"When Jenna and I had stayed in the hotel room by ourselves and you guys shared a room with Becka and Nick."

"I knew that was a bad idea."Joe said.

"I had taken a shower and left my ring on the sink which is kinda stupid because I never take it off but I did that night."I said sighing a little as I shook my head"And that is all you need to know."

"What do you plan on telling our fans or the media?"Joe asked.

"I really don't know yet."I said shaking my head"But could we not talk about it anymore."

Joe nodded his head as he went back to whatever he was doing on his laptop.

~Becka's POV~

I woke up sometime in the night and glanced over at my clock it was only five in the morning.I groaned as I slowly started to pull the covers over my head before I noticed that something was in my arms.It was the stuffed animal that Nick had gotten me a really long time ago.I raised my eyebrow wondering how it had gotten there and then I realized that I hadn't fallen asleep in my bed but on the couch so how did I get into my bed when I knew Ang wouldn't carry me and I know good and well that Jenna couldn't.

Maybe she had Kevin do it for her.

I slowly got up out of my bed and headed out my room and into the kitchen to get myself something to drink.As I walked into the kitchen I saw Jenna sitting there her hand on her stomach.

"You alright?"I asked her as I got a glass out of the cabinet.

She nodded her head slowly.

"Yeah I'm fine."She said softly"I just woke up to the baby kicking and I was craving some ice cream so yeah."

We both laughed as I got me some water and the sat down across from her.

"Hey Kevin didn't carry me to my bed did he?"I asked.

"Not that I know of."She said with a little shrug"I mean I fell asleep before he left but I'm not so sure he would have carried you to your room."

"Nick did."Someone said from the door and we both looked up to seen Angela walking into the kitchen.

"How did............"I I started to say

"I let him in because when I got back home he was sitting outside the door and said he'd been sitting there for two hours."She said as she sat down at the table with us"You were sleeping on the couch and I was going to try and wake you but then he said he would carry you."

"And you just let him?"I asked.

"Yeah I did."Angela said with a little shrug.

I looked down at the table.

"You know I had a really wierd dream that Nick told me he still loved me."I said softly"It sounded seemed so real and then when I woke up I had the old stuffed animal he had given me in my arms."

Angela only nodded her head.