okay this is my first fan fic that i have posted EVER. so if you dont like tell me and i wont keep writeing! lol, Nick is a little bit emo, and the jonas brothers arnt famous (yet) hope you like it.

Rachal's Pov Chap 1

I sat up in bed as my alarm clock went off. Ugg anouther day in 'paradise' yeah right! more like h*ll! i hated this town and everyone in it! i was put into foster care about two weeks ago. and my new family definatly wasnt what i would call brilant! my foster brother got into a lot of trouble with his friend everday, usualy spray-painting buildings and walls, my foster mom was okay i guess, but totaly oblivious to what was happening to her son, my foster dad was never home he was working all day long. more like watching other people work and he got paid more than the people who were acctualy working. but hey i wasnt complaining, scince i had moved here i got ans new cell phone AND iPOD. the only one in this family that i realy even talked to was my foster sister she was about 4 years older than me about 19. we shared a room and she was like my best friend in this messed up town, i went to her for everything! she was really cool. her mname was Lexi,  a name that i had liked since i was 5 when my best friend at the time  had her cuzin come over for her birthday party [her Name was Lexi]

Nick's POV chap. 2

"Dudes!" i said looking up from my sketch pad.

"what?" my older Brother Kevin asked from the front seat.

"where are we going exactly?" i asked we we're moving yet again. but this time we were moving away from our really anoying parents who realy didnt support our dreams of being a band. they didnt know that we were leaveing we haeft at about two-o-clock in the morning, we grabbed all our stuff and snuck out. we couldnt stnd it anymore, so we just left.

"we dont know," my other older brother Joe said "will you shut up!"

"Joe, Nick please stop fighting." kevin said and sighed, "and i do know where we're going. where going to Weschester New York, ive enlisted both you guys in the school there so you can be regular kids while i try to work the band out." kevin ezplained and i heard joe mone from the front seat. and i continued to draw. i loved to draw, it was my way other than singing, to express myself. mostly i drew people, mostly depressed people, cuz that was the way i was feeling lately. but ocasionaly i would draw regular people or just the landscape.

Rachal's POV chap 3

the next day i woke up really early and hopped into the shower. as the cold water touched my skin i screamed and covered my mouth hoping the scream would go back inside so not to wake any one. i had forgotten to turn on the hot water as well as the cold, man i was being stupid! after my shower i went to my romm and slid into my black skinny jeans from Hottopic and a black t-shirt with my favorite band on it Fall Out Boy on it. my faveorite person in the band probly had to be Pete Wentz. anyways, i ate my breakfast and walked to school tying to burn off the extra calories i had just taken in.

when i got to school i headed right to my first period class. i couldnt really do anything eles the wasnt really anyone i could talk to. everyone in this school thought i was an emo freak. so i went to class and waited for school to start.

Nick's POV chap 4

when we had finaly arrived it was 4 in the morning. 2 hours in the car with my two older brothers wasnt exactly what i would call fun, whenever there was a song that they liked they would crank the sterio so that 30 minutes that we were into driving i had already had a headach. they also stole my sketch pad a couple of times and called me an emo freak which pissed me off even more, well technacly joe stole it then kevin tryed to get it away from him to give it back to me, but when they both saw the drawings they were all like "wow Nick, your a pretty good drawer for being all emo all the time" then i was like "yeah reall? that made no freaken since!!!!"

we got to the appartment in westchester, it was really small and grubby and very, well nasty! i couldnt belive that we were moving into such a discuting place. i glanced at Kevin and raised my eyebrows.

"its all we can aford right now." he rolled his eyes "and it comes with bed and a couch. thats a plus right?" he asked and i shook my head when i saw the couch it was beaten up a pile of junk there was only two beds and i definaly was NOT sleeping on that nasty couch! "you guys can have the beds, ill sleep on the couch" kevin suggested. it was a one bedroom apartment which ment i would have to share a room with joe. oh great just what i needed to be taunted even more.