Author's Note: Thank you to everyone that is reading so far! Here's chapter 1!
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Chapter 1
"Rape! RAPE!"
The sound of the word made me shiver.
I knew they were just kidding, the guys were messing with each other, causing the other to yell, "Rape!" or, "malest!".
The two simple words meant nothing to them, but they have a whole other meaning to me.
To the left of me, I could ehar the little Christian girls, who I call, "The Saints"; talk about abstince, and staying sexually, "pure" until marriage.
Now this? This conversation just makes me mad, even jealous in a way. That abstinense crap is bull*CENSORED*. What if it's not your fault you are not a virgin? What if it wasn't your choice, you had no option but to have sex with someone?
It's just not fair.
I wanted to stay pure till' marriage,
but my boyfriend of 5 months thought otherwise.
Hi, I'm Shannah monroe,
and I have been raped.
Finding love is something I had always dreamed of. Love at first site existed in my thoughts. Long walks on the beach? Laying under the stars with the love of your life?
I wanted it all.
But that all changed when I was raped.
I don't know what crazy things I was thinking back then.
Love doesn't exist. It's a bunch of *CENSORED*.
And that's why I will enver open myself up to anyone again.
For now, i'll just stick to my 10 rules of love.
The number one rule?
1. "Never, fall in 'love'. "
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Author's Note: Yah i know, the first chapter was a little short, but I just wanted to set the story up a little. so sorry for the shortness!
Comments make me happy!
Chapter 2 should be up tonight!
-Dusti
