If You Could Only See
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
The days went by slowly, so slow that the Earth seemed to barely rotate. She was just a small town girl, living in a boring, lonely world. And he was a city boy, not wanting to see the city lights, he wanted to get away from all of the harsh words, and backstabbing friends. All of the people that put you down, and pretend to be your friends, just to use you.
It all started on a stormy Friday night, her boyfriend of two years had just broken up with her, and she felt like her world wasn’t worth living.
She shivered under her loose fitting shirt, the rain was pouring down, and she was alone in every sense of matter. She was walked up a highway, didn’t care if anyone saw her or killed her. The backpack slung around her back had nothing in it, just her life savings. She had no plans, just to get away from the madness of her life, her abusive boyfriend, her friends didn’t know anything, her parents divorce, her sisters pregnency.
He was sitting in his bunk on his bus. Nothing in the world to care about, his life was perfect according to plan, except for the fact that he hated it. His brothers were supporting, yet they didn’t know what was going through his mind.
She kept on walking down the glass filled highway, until a memory entered her mind.
Flashback
“I saw you with her,” She yelled all of her harsh words biting into him.
“It was nothing, I swear,” David, her ex-boyfriend, yelled back to her, unrealizing what was happening, her life going down the drain.
“How can you say that when you were making out with her, come on, I am not blind, how could you do this to me,” She yelled, tears glissening down her pale face.
“Well, ok, I admitt it, I didn’t think this was going to work out I the first place,” David said, backing away, thinking he could just leave.
“Then why didn’t you tell me,” She shrieked looking up to the heavens, and asked God why he did this to her.
“I didn’t want to hurt you,” he said, stuffing his hands into his pockets.
“Guess its to late,” She said, turning on her heel and fleeing the cafeteria.
There was hordes of people listening to their fight, their breakup. Everyone sat there shocked that the most likely couple to get married was breaking up right before the student body.
Present time
She quickly tried to block the memory from her mind. But she couldn’t do it, she literally was breaking into a thousand pieces, just by something she saw. She wrapped her arms around her skinny torso, in an attempt to keep from breaking. The hole in her chest was tearing at the edges, and there was nothing to mend it.
There was a car coming, something to stop the pain, something to get out of this hard life she had.
Its bright lights were reflecting off the road signs, and it was coming at about seventy miles per hour.
This was it, she could just not live, no one would miss her, no one. Her parents would be sad for a couple of days, yet they would get over her. Her ex boyfriend wouldn’t care at all, and neither would her sister or her friends.
It was now or never. She had to do it.
She thought of all of her life memories, they flashed before her eyes.
She dropped her backpack, and stepped off of the side of the road, prepared to end her life. She walked the short distance towards the middle of the road, and the vehicles lights were only about fifteen feet away. The tires squealed, and then it was time for the impact.
There was yelling, and she felt it, the car bending around her.
As she tried to end her life, she heard something, “NO!”
