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this is awesome on a stick.
or in other words...POPSICLEISHOUS!
yeahh!
you guys are amazing!
your parents are awful though!
post more, suckaas!
Mah Girlies <3
Mellers, Renneh, Stephers, Crysters, Breezy, Corinnee, Meggers, Brittanyy |
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Ashlynn's POV
I looked over at Nat. I needed to be strong, for her. Why did we have to live with such crazy parents? I sighed, I should have been like this years ago, running away. But no, I had stayed for Nat, she needed somebody to show her that she could make it through, if not suffering while doing so.
“Ashlynn?” I heard Nat whispering, like a little child.
“Yes, Nat?”
“Do you want to cry?” she asked me, causing me to swallow my tears.
“Yes” I told her truthfully.
“OK, Because I want to cry as well…” She whispered.
My heart dropped “Then cry” I told her, as a tear fell down my eyes.
I knew we could make it, I just had no idea how or when we would. But we would. Looking around, I saw a world I wasn’t used to. Boys wresteling in the park , couples kissing. This was all forbidden by our family. But this is now our world. Our only hope. |
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Nat's P.O.V.
So there we were, walking on the sidewalks in the lonely world. No contacts, I was starving, and we didn't have the money to go to a supermarket or anything like that. Thoughts rushed through my head. Are we gonna make it? If so, how? Would we meet anyone? Would we die? Where are we going? And so on.
I felt, weird. I'd always seen the homeless, but anytime that we were out, and that I tried to give something from me to the homeless, our parents acted as if it were sin. I couldn't help it! You can't just leave some guy out on a street foodless. Though I guess I'm in their shoes now.
I asked Ashlynn if she wanted to cry. There held a long pause until she answered with a yes. I wanted to too and so she told me I could do so. I tried fighting it back, I really did. But so many thoughts brought me the pain of knives into my mind, heart, and soul. I choked back the tears, but let them out.
"Ashlynn?"
"Yes Nat?" she said through her tears. I let her calm down a bit before I said what I needed to say.
"Where are we going to go?" |
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"you are my only.. my only hopppee"
lol. this is greaaat = )
real eyes, realize real lies.
Read My Blog
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oh shnap.i posted before nats update...
HM.. you should sneak on some ceratin tour bus... *ahem ahem*
real eyes, realize real lies.
Read My Blog
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Yikes. this is amazing! You guys are great! And Ashlynn, your name is soo true.. right now...im gonna change mine. i just did but i will again. haha.and someone should update.
=]
Thank you Aimee! You rock. =]
Guess what? Today is my birthday! I'm 16.
-Bursts into chorus of Sweet Sixteen by Hilary Duff- xD |
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Ahh! I just found this! It's great! ANd what lovely parents..who kick you out for watching a movie! lol! Post Soon!
-MEl<3
Thank you Ari for the amazing siggy!
What up dudes? PM me at cuteachariam23
Call me Mel<3 |
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Nat's P.O.V.
Ashlynn stopped dead in her tracks and I continued to walk but noticed she stopped. Turning around she looked like she was going to burst into tears some more.
"I-I-I don't know Nat. I'm being honest. I really don't know."
Now was my turn to stop in my tracks. I felt like we should just stay there. And die. Even though we shouldn't have done so, we might as well have. Seeing as we had no essentials to keep us alive. I was still wondering if it was even legal for our parents to do what they did. And being in that crazy house with all of those "superstitions", I wanted to go up to people and tell them that what they were doing was wrong. Yet something inside me told me that Ashlynn's life and mine has been just one big lie.
Dark depths creeped up on us eventually. We'd been walking for hours. We'd been kicked out of the house at about noon, and I didn't know what time it was. I'm assuming some time from around 7:30-9.
"Ash, please, can we sit down? Lay down? Somewhere? My legs are going weak. I can't-- I can't--"
"What is it Nat?"
And from all I can remember, I blacked out hitting my head on the hard concrete.
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FANTA ORANGE, I WILL not update until YOU update!!
mucho <3 |
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I stared at Nat, I was in shock.
"NAT!" I screamed, there was no reply from her limp body.
Tears escaped my eyes, my little sister. I knew she was not dead, but she seemed so weak, she might as well have been. Her eyes were half open, only the whites were showing. The night overpowered Nat and myself, the rain battering down on us.
"Oh no" I whispered, sobbing.
I had heard stories of people in these situations, most of the time they had died. Unless it was in some fairy tale. But this was not a fairy tale, this was a nightmare.
I took Nat in my arms and carried her to a dry place, some land in the alley way. She was light, as if the passing out had drained all of the weight out of her. My mascara was smeared as I looked at the people passing through the alley way.
This could not be happening. |
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