Chapter 4.
I guess i didnt remember what happened last night. Until i took a breath. It didnt smeell like Nick. As i said, i could smell him. Oh no...Then it all came back to me. I got a wrenching pain in my stomache. I saw Joes arms around me. Wow. He was so freiking cute :D. I turned over and..
"Hi" I said sleepishly.
"Hey" He yawned. We realized what had happened last night. We both felt like crap. I twirled around with his hair. We were face to face in the back lounge.
The door suddenly BURST open.
"Hey Joe! have you seen-" Kevin started.
"Oh...My...God..Please tell em you guys didnt..." Kevin said.
The next words i uttered brought back memories of things i regret.
"Dont tell Nick" I said.
"I cant tell him if he dies" Kevin said.
"What?" Joe said Springing up. Kevin covered his eyes.
"Dude...Put some clothes on..NOW!" Kevin said. Joe and I got dressed.
"Wheres Nick?" I asked, nervously.
"Hospital" Kevin said shaking
"WHY?" joe and i yelled fast,
"He was so broken up about your break-up he realized what he said to you. He cried and cried. He beat himself up practically. All for you. His omniPod fell off. He was almost dead this morning." Kevin said looking down. Now i really felt like crap. I couldnt believe i actually banged my Ex's Brother..When he still loved me. Joe looked at me. His hair was messed up. He looked like a *CENSORED*atoo :D.
"Oh god" Joe said. He sat down and covered his eyes. He was crying.
"Lets go..Now" I said. Kevin took up outside.
"Joe.." i said. Quietly.
"Yeah beby?" He said smiling at me. He took my hand.
"What if im..." I started
"Pregnant?" Joe said softly.
"Yeah.." I said. This was akward.
"Itd be too soon to tell. Nick would eventually find out." Joe said. He was worried. I moved in closer to him. I looked up at him and we kissed.
"Ugh you two STOP! please!" Kevin said.
"I cannot belive you two slept with eachother." Kevin said.
"Me either" Joe said. He looked down. I gave an Ugh.
"Lets go." We toppled into Kevvys Carrrr :D. We drove off in a hurry. Joe and i were in the backseat. I really thought this was his choice. Joe NEVER let up a chance to ride shotgun. Joes hand slig from my knee to my thigh, I stared at his hand. I kind of wished he would get it off. But it didnt. Joe just smiled at me. I gripped his hand. We were both nervous. I was nervous for A MILLION reasons. We arrived at the hospital. We rushed inside. Ncik was lying on a bed. He looked perfect. I hugged him. He was confused. I felt guilty. Joe came up to him behind me. Nick watched as Joe gripped my hand. I slapped it off. I had to fake it. Nick smiled. It gave me a tingly feeling.
"Im so sorry Steph" Nick said. I felt tears coming.
"Its ok..Just DONT do it again" I said smiling. I was still kinda pissed at him.
"Im so mad at you right now, Im confused, heartbroken, Yet, Im happy to see you" I said. Kevin smiled a bit.
"Nick..Ill be back later" Kevin said, swinging his car keys around his finger. Ncik got out of the bed. He was okay now.
"Can i....Talk to you?" Nick asked.
"Um okay..." I said. I nudged joe a bit. He needed to leave.
"Will you be okay?" Joe said
"Yeah" I said back.
Joe left and shut the door.
"I am so sorry." Nick said. I felt that he meant it.
"Nick..I cant do this..Im so confused.." I said. I was walking around and covering my face...
"Dont be" he came up to me and gripped my shoulders.
"I dont think i can do this" I said. Nick shoved me against the wall. I saw Joe peek his head up from the window.
"Please.." Nick said.
"You broke..Me heart" I said.
Nick Kissed me so passionatly..It was filled with love and eevrything i needed in life. I kissed back, but i was so unsure about it.
"Nick..:" I said. i looked down. He threw my head up. We were so close now. I could feel his body heat.
"You mean the world to me. Im so sory i let you go. I couldnt believe this. I need you. I cant live without you. I love you so much. I cant live without you. You mean more to me than words can describe." He started, Tears came. I felt guilt id never felt before.
"I dont care what i do for you. I need to see you smile. I love to feel your lips on mine, Youre so beautiful. I dont know whered id be if i didnt have you. Your the voice i hear inside my head all day. When i close my eyes i see you." I felt his love.
"I need you back. Im so sorry. I will never let anyone hurt you. You make my life. We have the best times together. Weve had so many memories. Ill be there to catch you when you fall, or wipe awya your tears. I love you" He said. He kissed me.
"Nick..I..." I started off. He shoved me harder.
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I NEED YOU?!?!? THAT I CANT GET YOU OFF MY MIND?!!??! IT DRIVBES ME INSANE! BUT I CANT STOP! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! WORDS CANT DESCRIBE!" Nick saidl. He was yelling. I cried harder.
"Baby..Im so sorry.." I could see his eyes tearing. I had to take him back.
"But..I guess you dont care" he said. He started to walk away. It was now or never. I grabbed his arm and spun him around into me. I kissed him like id never se him again <3. We let Joe back in. Joe needed to talk to me. He brought me into the hallway.
"Howd it go?" He asked
"Were back together" i said nervously
"Thats great!" Joe said sarcastically. He still loved me. I kissed him slowly.
"You know i cant do this. WHat we did, i regret, Sorta." I said confused.
"I dont regret it." He felt my face.
"You are my shining light. Im sure" He said. Oh GOD
"I cant be with you." I took his hand. It went down to my heart.
"Half of it..Is yours.." I said smiling. This made Joe satisfied.
"Ok...But..when he finds out..Dont resist me okay? I hate it when you do stuff, and i cant join in." He said.
"Im sorry" I said. I went back into the room. Kevin came back....We went back to the bus. Nick and I made out. Joe watched us, He was sad. We went to the bus and Ncik was WAY too happy and HYPER! It was rpetty funny. Days later, My stomache bothered me. They were on tour, so i didnt wanna worry them.
"Steph..You comming?" Nick said, right before they went off the bus too go to a show.
I got up, My lower stomache started to hurt. I sat back down.
"Ow..No...I think ill sit this one out." I said. Joe gave me a concerned look.
"Okay..." Nick said.
Joe made a U-turn back to me. He said
"Are you okay?" He said concerned. Kevin watched for Nick, Listening to our convo.
"I dont think so." I said.
"We'll go to the hospital later, I really think your pregnant" Joe whispered. Kevin looked down for a minute.
"Okay..." I said. I felt bad when he uttered those words.
The show was over 3 hours later. Oh god. I felt like crap. Joe rushed back in to me.
"Lets go tonight." He said. Nick was exhausted. He collapsed next to me. He fell asleep very soon. I smiled at him. After i was sure, I got up. Joe woke me. Kevin drove us. We sat in the waiting room. Joe read about himself. I laughed.
The doctor called us in.
"ok sweetie.. Whats your name?" SHe asked swetly.
"Stephanie Mires" I said.
"And yours?" SHe asked. Looking at Joe.
"Uhm..Joe Jonas" He said. He was embarassed.
"FROM the Jonas brothers? Oh she just left your concert! Wait till i tell her i saw you here!" SHe said
"Um! I dont think thats a good idea..Could you not?" He asked. The doctor nodded in undertandment.
SHe asked alot of akward questions. Wehn i told her i thought i was pregnant, a unpet face cam over her, She lookd at Joe dissapointedly. Asking madehim nervous.
"WEd have a pretyt cute kid." Joe said. I laughed. even if it wasnt funny. He took my hand.
"Itll be okay..I think" He said.
The doctor came back with the results.
"Your pregnant lil miss!" SHe said sadly. I fell back. Joe put his head down.
"Nice going Joe." Kevin said from the door.
"Looks like i shot a hole in one" Joe said smiling. I hit his chest playfully. Reailizing what she said. I almost cried.
"Crap" I said.
We left. Nick was up and shining. I stoppped in my tracks.
"Oh hey." He said. Not wondeing where we were.
"WE WENT TO THE STORE!" JOE SAID
"To get milk!" Kevin said.
"Then we drank it" I said
"Okay....:" Nick said.
A few weeks later, Nick started to wonder why I didnt get my m period alot. I thought i heard something after the show. You know in Nicks bunk. I didnt mind. I lied down. i heard whispers. I looked around. Nothing. The boys wer eonstage. I could hear it. Joe and i decided to tell Nick after the show. The tour was over.
Joe and i sat Nick down. Kevin was there too. The rusting got louder.
"Nick..We need to tell you something" Joe said his leg shook. He took em hand.
Nick expected me to pull back.
I didnt.
Nick got a face.
"Kevin, you may wanna hold Nick back" I said.
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