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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Readers would make my day!) ** Chapter One - 3/28 **s |
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PMS :)
Mickie and Jenna !
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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Readers would make my day!) ** Chapter One - 3/28 **s |
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Haha. I second Emily's motion for you to Post More Soon.
I need to go write! Buh-byee!
With love,; Nat |
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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Readers would make my day!) ** Chapter One - 3/28 **s |
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so i read this yesterday, and i have no idea why i didn't comment.
it's amazing! it's hard for me to fall in love with a FF with just the first chapter, but i did with this one. i can't wait for more!
PMS pleaseeee. :]
joseph likes it rough. ;]



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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Reader would make my day!) ** Prologue - 3/28 ** |
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ditto to everyones comment =] pm's go to g*money
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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Readers would make my day!) ** Chapter One - 3/28 **s |
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Chapter Three
I walked to the mailbox. The ground beneath me was soft from the spring showers. My flip flops snapped as I inched closer. My eyes were closed. I sifted through sale papers, bills, and useless letters from my aunt. She seemed to send two a day, even though she only lived an hour away. I made my across one addressed to me, with the same return address as before. At first, I was excited. But, then it wore off. This didn’t mean I was accepted.
I took it in the house. My mom was sitting on the couch, watching the news. I figured I would show her now. If I got in, then great! But, if I didn’t, it would be best to tell her now.
“Hey mom, look what came today.” I handed the letter to her. Maybe it would be easier if she opened it. Maybe it would shield that pain more. She tore the letter open with excitement. I became scared when the smile vanished from her face. Tears began to form in her eyes as did mine. I hadn’t even known the outcome yet, but I they still came.
“What is it? I didn’t get in, did I?” She looked over at me, wiping my tears away.
“No honey . . .” My heart sunk. I couldn’t breathe. There were so many emotions running through me, so many feelings of doubt and discontent. I want to scream, I wanted to die. But, my mom had a smirk on her face. Why? Did she enjoy watching me suffer? Did she find it amusing that my dreams were shattered. Harlow Music Conservatory was the most prestigious music school in the country, and their summer program was a chance for younger aspiring musicians to explore their options. She broke through the thoughts going on in my head. The room was silent, but I heard so many things inside myself that wanted to break free.
“You didn’t just get in. You got a full scholarship for the summer program.” The salty tears were still cascading down my face, but now for a different reason. I screamed at the top of my lungs, involuntarily. I don’t think that it is very safe to switch emotions like that. I was literally shaking. I felt a high like no other. I hugged my mom and quickly began to pack, even though I wasn’t leaving for another two months. This was the first step for me. I was just a singer, but this could make me more. From this point on, I made a promise to myself. I wasn’t going to be “just a singer” anymore. I was going to be a musician.
You just see right through me. If you only knew me, we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable, instead of just invisible.
Read and comment The Ebb and the Flow and help prove a teacher wrong!! :D |
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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Readers would make my day!) ** Chapter One - 3/28 **s |
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haha i hate when moms do that.
awesome chapter. =] pm's go to g*money
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| katie[g*money]holla wrote
haha i hate when moms do that.
awesome chapter. =]
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I agree, I hate when mothers do that!
That was an amazing chapter <3
PMS!
Mickie and Jenna !
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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Readers would make my day!) ** Chapter One - 3/28 **s |
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DUDE!
This is ahmazzing!
With love,; PostMoreSoon!,;
Nat |
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| Re: The Music Inside . . . (new FF. Readers would make my day!) ** Chapter Four - 4/1 **s |
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Chapter Four
“Do you have your money?”, my mom asked as she pulled the last suitcase out of the trunk. The air was thick with smog. I hadn’t seen so many business people in one place. The clacking of heels and the constant beeping of cell phones filled my head.
“Yes, mom” She looked apprehensive. I had been on a plane before, but not without her in the seat next to me. If you think about it, that is how my whole life was. With her right there to help me when I fell.
“Do you have you ticket?”, she asked again. Did she not trust me?
“Yes, mom.” There comes that motherly thing again. I looked at her as tears welled up in her eyes. She was very dismayed about me leaving. I gave her one last hug before walking through the terminal. I looked back before I past through the doors; she was crying. That is the time when I noticed that her life relied on me as much as mine did her. It reminded me of a quote I read, by Jane Howard. “Call it a clan, call it a network, call it a tribe, call it a family. Whatever you call it, whoever you are, you need one.”
The plane ride was long and nonstop. It had only been a few hours, but I found myself longing for my little Pennsylvania town. L.A. seemed like a fictional place. I’ve read about it in all of the celebrity magazines and you always see it on TV, but I’ve never been there. I imagined the palm trees lining the roads. The ocean and the sand. The large houses. It excited me and gave me something to daydream about while I was stuck on the crowded 747.
I put the earphones of my iPod on and sunk down in my chair. I had it on shuffle and the first song to come on was “Hollywood”, by the Jonas Brothers. I couldn’t help but put the song on replay. Before I knew it, the pilot announced that we would be landing soon. I hesitantly buckled my seat belt. The landing was bumpy, but normal. I grabbed my carry-on and proceed to walk towards the exit. I stepped into LAX as just a normal sixteen year old with dreams, but after nine weeks here, who knows what I will be. The normal hustle and bustle at the airport was annoying, and hard to do by yourself. I grabbed my luggage, which was luckily all there and headed outside. I had only hailed a taxi once in my life, during my school trip to D.C. I felt like a stranger in a whole new world. It was dark, and lonely. It was nothing like I pictured.
The next chapter will be a bit longer, and the parts that I had auditions for will come in. Thank you all who are reading. I appreciate it greatly! And, keep the comments coming!
You just see right through me. If you only knew me, we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable, instead of just invisible.
Read and comment The Ebb and the Flow and help prove a teacher wrong!! :D |
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bump.
You just see right through me. If you only knew me, we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable, instead of just invisible.
Read and comment The Ebb and the Flow and help prove a teacher wrong!! :D |
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