cause I really like them, ok? haha
now, as Marni can tell you, I practically WORSHIP the band The Hush Sound. lol
and this fic is based on one of their songs
I got kinda stuck with it, and the end is kinda iffy
but I like the rest of it
so I hope you do too!
=D
Love You Much Better
Why do you sing to everybody but me? Why do I let it go on?
You've got such a music box song in my head all day long.
Caitlin watched from her seat backstage as Joe and his brothers played for the screaming crowd. They were such hams - Joe was even blowing kisses to the fans, sending them into a even deeper frenzy.
Caitlin let out a soft chuckle at the screeching 12 year olds, and the boys that made them that way. Even though she had been friends with the Jonas Brothers since they were all in diapers, they never ceased to amaze her. She watched them grow from three little boys in their garage to the world famous rock stars they were today. She was so proud of them and all they’d done at such a young age. And she was extremely grateful that they always let her go on tour with them, letting her sell merch. But still things could be a little bit better.
You see, Caitlin was hopelessly in love with Joe. She always had been, ever since they were kids. She tried to hide her true feelings, but she was pretty sure everyone knew. Well, everyone except the one person who REALLY mattered. She sighed and continued to watch the show.
You fell for a girl with wild eyes, dressed in satin and lace.
She's just an empty diamond mine with moan across her face.
While everyone ELSE may have known her true feelings, Joe was painfully oblivious. He only paid attention to brainless blonde bimbos who laughed at everything he said. Back home, he dated a string of them, and they always broke his heart. Caitlin couldn’t remember the number of times she had stayed up with Joe while he ate bowl after bowl of ice cream, wondering where it all went wrong. As bad as she felt for him, she really wanted to slap him those times. He kept falling into the same trap - over and over!
Now that they were on tour, he was back to his same tricks, and frankly, Caitlin was sick of it. She was tired of mopping up his tears and cleaning him up after every bad breakup. She was done with waiting around for him to notice her. It was time to take action.
I can love you much better
If you can't see it you're blind
I can love you much better
And you know someday I'm going to make you mine.
Her thoughts whirled around. She was going to start small - nothing too drastic. Maybe she would flirt just a tiny bit. Maybe she would hold his glance just a tad bit longer than was necessary. Maybe she would…..
“Oh it’s just no use!” she thought, sinking down to the floor. “I don’t want to stoop down to the same level as all those blonde airheads! But something’s GOT to change. Something is GOING to change.”
You are the daydream in my eyes, there whenever I wake up
But the colors never crystallize and I never get enough
“Caitlin!!! Wake up!”
She opened her eyes to see the face that had haunted her dreams. She shook her head slightly to make sure she wasn’t still dreaming.
“Morning, Joe” she replied, still a little groggy.
“I’m sorry I had to wake you…..you looked like you were having a really good dream.”
“I did?” Caitlin racked her brain, trying to figure out what she had been dreaming. But all she could remember was that Joe was in it.
Shaking her head, she shoved Joe out of her bunk so she could get ready for the day.
And while you kiss everybody but me, I just sit back and watch
But one day soon, I'm gonna grab you by the collar
and kiss you all I want!
Later that day, as she watched Joe happily oblige fans’ requests for kisses, she felt herself grow a little bit jealous. I mean, even though they were really close friends, he never kissed her. He just wasn’t touchy feely like that. And seeing him act that way with the fans….it just made her kind of mad. She turned away from the scene and slipped into a daydream.
.I can love you much better
If you can't see it you're blind
I can love you much better
And you know someday, I'm gonna make you mine
“Earth to Caitlin! Come in Caitlin!”
Caitlin blinked a few times, then came back to earth again.
Joe was standing in front of her, a concerned look on his face. “Are you ok?”
“Oh, fine,” she lied. “Never been better.”
“OK,” he said. “Just making sure.” And he walked back over to the adoring crowd.
Caitlin sighed and slumped down to the floor. This was getting ridiculous.
She looked up at Joe, the boy she loved, and right there she decided, once and for all: Somehow, some way, she was going to make Joe Jonas hers.
I can love you much better
I can love you all right.
I can love you much better
And you know someday, I'm gonna make you mine.
comments?
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~Brittany!
