Hello Beautiful
“Joe I have to leave I’m sorry” she said as she grabbed her bags.
“Johanne please don’t. I love you.” I said as I grabbed her by her arm.
Hows it going
“I love you too but this is the best for us.” She said as she walked out the door.
I hear its wonderful
In California
I dropped to my knees crying in pain, not knowing what she meant this was the best for us.
I've been missin' you
I just stayed there in the exact same clothes for day. Months pasted and I was still lost with out her she was my one and only love
Its true
But tonight, I'm gonna fly
I watched the moon from inside the plane. I decided to look for her. I wanted to be with her.
Yeah tonight, Im gonna FLY!
It was 5 am when I left the plane. I looked at the address her best friend gave me so that I could find her.
Cause I go across the world
I got to the front door of her apartment not knowing if I should ring the bell.
And see everything, and never be satisfied
Before I was going to ring the bell I saw the door knob turned. Out she came….or atleast what had once seem to be her.
If I couldn’t see those eyes
She looked shocked when she saw me. She didn’t seem the same. She was fragile. She had always been a strong girl. This scared me.
Hello Beautiful
She let me inside her apartment. She was happy to see me. Her pale face seem to grow paler as minutes pasted.
Its been a long time
She told me that she didn’t want me to see her like this. That that was the reason why she left me.
Since my phone rung
She had told me that the day she left she had gotten a phone call from her doctor. He told her she had only months to live
And you've been on that line
I began to cry. I had not listen to what she had told me that day when we argued on why she was leaving me. The clues were obvious
And I've been missing you
The disease she had could not be passed through contact. It was genetic. I hugged her when she told me she was scared.
Its true
Scared not about dying but about leaving me here in this cold world alone. That was the reason she left me. She wanted me to find someone knew. What she didn’t know was that I didn’t want someone knew I wanted her.
But tonight, I'm gonna fly
I kissed her passionately. I missed her lips.
Yeah tonight, Im gonna FLY! Oh Yeah!
I lead her to her bedroom. I laid her on her bed. I laid next to her. I wanted to prove that I loved her. She said that love could be proved in other ways then having sex. That I could prove my love for her with just lying there, holding her all night long.
Cause I go across the world
Days passed. She became weaker. I left my career to be with her. It killed me that with everyday that pasted she was leaving little by little.
And see everything, and never be satisfied
I woke up one morning. She was lying next to me. I tried to wake her up but she didn’t. I started to kiss her so she would wake but that didn’t work either. I began to panick.
“Johanne! Johanne wake up!” I said as tears filled my eyes. That was the last time I saw her. Her family came a day after and took her body to Chicago with them. They never approved of our love.
If I couldnt see those eyes
I went through her things a few days ago. I found a letter she had written to me moments before she died. In it she told me she loved me and that she would be waiting for the day that we will be together again.