“Okay baby I have to go we go on in a couple hours and we gotta prep, I love you!”
“Ok, have fun and do great at the show! I love you too! Call me later?”
“Umm yeah…sure if I get the chance…”
“Ok…that’s fine”
“Alright I gotta go! Bye babe!”
“Bye!”
The line was dead before I even got the word out of my mouth.
…if I can?..Should that worry me?..I know he’s busy…but seriously…if he’s not going to call me he should just say so! I’d rather he did that as opposed to him saying he might call me or he might not because now I’m going to stay up waiting to see if he calls me!
I should totally be used to this by now! We’ve been dating for a year now, but he’s never done this before this behavior where I’m guessing what he’s going to do next is completely new! Maybe it’s his way of telling me that he’s over me…or that something is wrong and I’m just missing it!
Okay I need to calm down! I think maybe I’m just getting anxious because I haven’t seen him in two months…what was up with that anyways? He keeps saying he’s going to come and visit me when he has a chance…and I know he has!...but still nothing!
Crystal calm down! Everything is okay! This is what I get for dating a rockstar…I know he loves me but it’s just so hard to go two months at a time without seeing him…and having to read all the rumors about who he’s supposedly dating now and worrying if maybe he is and he just forgot to break up with me and having all those girls fawning over him because he’s Joe Jonas!
Bad! I’m getting myself worked up again…why is it that Spencer and Katie don’t seem to have these problems…they’re perfectly fine with the fact that they’re boyfriends are having millions of girls throw themselves at them…although Kevin does come back a lot to surprise Spencer…and Katie goes out to see Nick every couple of weeks…why is it that I got the laid back un-caring brother? What is up with that nonsense?
He didn’t call and so at 1am I said goodnight to Spencer and Katie who were still up on the Fan Boards seeing what was new and went to sleep. At 3:37 am my phone started ringing…I was gonna kill who ever was on the other line! I looked at who was calling…wouldn’t you know…
“Joe?”
“No it’s Orlando Bloom, How are you this morning?” he said in the cheesiest British accent that if I had been fully awake I would have probably found completely hilarious, HOWEVER at 3:37 am it was not that funny.
“Joe what do you want?”
“Go outside to your front yard!” he sounded really excited
“Say what?”
“Go outside to your front yard!” he repeated
“but it’s 3:37 am…what is outside that can’t wait until I wake up in the morning?”
“there is this really amazing meteor shower, and I know how much you’re in to that stuff and I heard about it and thought you might enjoy it!” he told me
“awe baby! That’s so sweet but I’m sure someone will tape it and I can watch it on youtube tomorrow!”
“NO M’AM! This is not a youtube experience! Haul your butt out of bed and go watch it now!” he commanded
“UGH! Fine!” I said as I pulled myself out of the bed pulled on my robe and dragged myself downstairs and out the front door to the middle of the lawn and looked up.
“I see no meteor shower” I said
“It’s supposed to start any minute, be patient” he said…he voice sounded really close…
“okay I’ll try to be patient” I said
“good” why did his voice sound like it was right nearby…
I heard someone walk up behind me and slide their arms around my waist. I tensed up and held my breath.
“Calm down, you’re okay…it’s just me”
“Joe?!”
“I’m here baby” he said nuzzling his face into my neck…he smelled good…I missed that smell
I turned around to face him, his arms still around my waist…everything felt right…suddenly everything I had been worrying about earlier didn’t matter anymore because here he was with me.
“What are you doing here?” I asked happy to see him but still curious
“Well I thought I was visiting you, but I could be wrong”
“I thought you had a show in Phoenix tonight!”
“I did”
“But then how did you…” I couldn’t finish my last thought because he kissed me before I could
“So many questions!” he teased me “do you want me to go?”
“No! I’m glad that you’re here!”
“Oh good, because I wasn’t going to leave”
“Good, because I wasn’t going to let you”
He smiled at me and gave me a kiss and just as we separated, the most spectacular meteor shower I had ever seen began.
