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New Post 5/8/2008 1:17 PM
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A Living Shadow [[Chapter 12]] 
Modified By maddyalwaysknows [has caught the bug, but is not so sure that it's love...]  on 6/25/2008 3:53:02 PM)

A Living Shadow

Chapter 1:

Thousands of eyes stared back at me. My grip tightened in the microphone I held in my hand. My breathing quickened. People cheered when the spotlight hit me, but chanted a name that wasn't mine. I sang a cheesy pop song written for someone else. A large section of the crowd screamed, "We love you!"

But they didn't love me. They loved the person I was pretending to be.

My story starts about 15 years ago, when my parents were blessed with a beautiful baby girl. Two minutes later, I arrived. Our family had received more than they'd bargained for that day, and as I grew up, I got the feeling that they hadn't wanted more.

We had both inherited a love of music from our Dad, but I was the one supplied with that extra does of talent. I had no intention of sharing my voice with the world, but my sister sure did. By age two, she had performed her Home Sweet Home tour in front of relatives and friends that came to visit our parents. She was the perfect example of a natural born performer. Our parents encouraged her to shine and perform, and she did just that, as her self-confidence grew bigge and bigger.

I, on the other hand, was happy working "behind-the-scenes". While my bubbly twin sister glowed in the spotlight, I became more quiet and reserved. I would much rather be alone than sing for a crowd.

For two people who looked so alike, we could never be more different.

We grew up this way. Our farm was crazy, with kids and animals running around everywhere. My oldest brother was too wrapped up in his own life to really care about mine, and my older sister actually started avioding me. My other brother seemed like one of the only people who had time for me, but even then I got the feeling that he'd rather be riding the horses out back than spend time with me.

In a family of performers, I was the outcast. It was hard to face, but somehow I knew deep down that being different was going to make me a star of my own life.

Everything seemed to be falling into place, but when it came time for me to go to school, I automatically froze up. Of course, you can guess who was thrilled about this, but being left by my parents in a room with 20 kids I didn't know wasn't my idea of fun. I got so worked up about it that my mom decided that I should be homeschooled. Mrs. Martin from the farm next door offered to be my teacher, and everything started going well again. We all got excited as the first school days approached.

When September came around, I watched my sister get on the bus and wave at me through the foggy window before I made my way across the yard for my first day of kindergarten. I couldn't wait to start learning. I reached the house and knocked twice. When the door swung open, I was surprised to find a small boy who looked to be about my age staring back at me. "Hi, I'm Colin! I know we're going to be great friends!"

At that moment, all I could do was stare back at him. I soon came to realise that he was absoleutely right. While I was still not comfortable with the siblings I'd grown up with, Colin and I were already chatting away even though we had only met mere minutes ago. Even though we were both only 4 years old, we knew that we had something special. We had a bond that would never break.

We had a friendship.

Time passed on, and school days went by too quickly. Colin and I always managed to finish early, so we would have enough time to play on the farm. Naptimes were replaced by acres of land and the endless supply of games our imaginations cooked up. At snacktime, we would munch on warm cookies Mrs. Martin made. The two of us were inseparable, and everyone knew it.

There was rarely a time we didn't spend together. I came over every day, school day or not. All through Grade one, two, three... until I turned nine.

That's when everything in my life started to fall apart.


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New Post 5/8/2008 1:21 PM
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wowzers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love it i'm hooked pms!

~madi!~


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New Post 5/8/2008 1:26 PM
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The second chappie will be up in a minute! I'm so excited to see what you guys think of it!

-Maddy


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New Post 5/8/2008 1:29 PM
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Chapter 2:

It was just another ordinary day. The only difference was that Colin's dad had just fixed the old swing set, and we were going back and forth on the wooden structure as a break from our studies. Mrs. Martin had decided we'd deserved it, after the long hours of math problems and looking at the vertical lines of our geography textbook.

That's when we got the phonecall.

Colin and I were happily swinging, while the cool breeze swept through our hair. The old house's back door creaked open, and both of us pulled our swings to an abrupt stop, ready to run back inside for our Grammar lesson. But Mrs. Martin did not call us back. She instead yelled, "Jordyn, sweetie! That was your mother! She wants you back home now. She says she needs to talk to you."

Colin gave me a small smile and a wave,running to join his mother inside, as I made my way back across the yard. All that was running through my head were questions. Why did Mom call? What could be so important that she needs me home early for? Did my goldfish die?

I reached the front door, and let myself in. A Strange feeling of emptiness washed over me as I entered. I noticed the blank wall that would have held our family photos and memories. Why had they been taken down? Are we getting new ones done?

Two men I didn't know walked through the door behind me. I was baffled. Were these friends of my parents? Why are they here now?

The men then picked up the couch in the middle of the room, and just waltzed out of the house with it. Another unfamiliar man walked out of my parents room, carrying a large box. He set it down near the front door. I noticed the evergrowing pile of possessions lined up against the wall.

Inside my head, I was freaking out. I didn't know what was going on, so I did the only thing I could think of. I ran to the safe haven I called my bedroom. I found it just as empty as the rest of our house. Just this morning, I had arranged my books in alpabetical order, and now they were gone. My comforting red blanket was nowhere in sight,and all that was left of my bed was the cold metal frame. I was so freaked out, I didn't notice anyone else enter the room until I felt a large hand on my shoulder. I spun around, to see Dad kneeling beside me, while Mom leaned against the door frame. "We should've told you earlier. You're the only one who doesn't know," he said softly. This only made my confusion grow. What was he talking about? I needed to know! If curiousity really did kill that cat, I knew I was pretty much toast. "It's hard for us to say, but..." But WHAT? I wanted to scream. I wanted to just scream and make them tell me. But I got my answer without uttering a word.

"Stop beating around the bush! We're moving, okay?" my mother snapped. My nine year old brain was still too filled up with questions to even process what she had said. But as my thoughts faded away, I was left with only one.

I was leaving the farm.

My mom left the room for a brief moment, and returned quickly, throwing something down on my floor. "You can sleep in this tonight, and go get your stupid goldfish out of the bathroom!" she yelled.

With that, my parents left, leaving me alone in the cold empty room. I sat there for hours, silently letting the tears form tiny rivers on my cheeks. Every minute went by too quickly, and soon it was dark. I crawled into the sleeping bag, trying to imagine I was sleeping in my own bed that night. But my imagination failed me. With my goldfish by my side, I cried myself to sleep.

The next morning, my parents woke everyone up earlier than usual in order to make sure everything was packed. Again, time went by rapidly, and it was soon nearing 10 o'clock. As I approached the car that was going to take me away, I looked back at what was my home. The nine years of memories this place held overwhelmed me, and the scene in front of me started to blur. I couldn't go. This place was all I'd ever known, and everyone expected me to just leave? My brothers finally had to nudge me to get in the car, and I hesitantly slid into my seat. The door slammed closed behind us, and Dad started the engine of the old van we had piled into. I risked another glance back at what would be my old home.

All of the places I'd be leaving seemed to fade away, as I focused on the boy running past the horses and barn with a confused look on his face. He was sprinting across the yard towards us, trying to understand what was happening. Before he could reach us, Dad stepped on the gas pedal. Colin stood at the end of our driveway, trying to catch his breath. I took one last look at my only friend before he faded away into the distance. That's when I realised that I was never going to see him again.

And I'd never even had the chance to say goodbye.

Hope you guys like it! I think I might have to go back to bed now... being sick is a pain. I'll try to stay on a little longer though.

-Maddy


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New Post 5/8/2008 1:49 PM
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well isn't her family just sweet? did you see the sarcasm dripping from that statement? haha.

i can't believe they didn't tell her they were moving though. stupid family.

i love this story though Maddy. and i totally can't wait to read more.

post more soon please. oh and i'm sorry that you're sick. GET BETTER SOON MADDY!!!


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New Post 5/8/2008 2:02 PM
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OMG this is so good.

and her family is so horrible >:(

"did my goldfish die?" <---- for some reason that line made me laugh really hard.

PLEASE PMS!

 

 
New Post 5/8/2008 3:39 PM
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 luckieCrystal323 [the yellow ranger loves the white ranger] wrote

well isn't her family just sweet? did you see the sarcasm dripping from that statement? haha.

i can't believe they didn't tell her they were moving though. stupid family.

i love this story though Maddy. and i totally can't wait to read more.

post more soon please. oh and i'm sorry that you're sick. GET BETTER SOON MADDY!!!

Oh yeah... she's got the perfect family award in the bag! haha.

Hopefully I will get better soon. But look on the bright side, I'm stuck at home right now, and I'll write more chapters! Until I get my homework stack. Dang...

I better write in advance now! Ready, Set... HERE I GO! (wow. I just love saying that. Someday it'll catch on.)

Hopefully I can post another chapter tomorrow. Glad you like it so far!

-Maddy


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Modified By maddyalwaysknows [has caught the bug, but is not so sure that it's love...]  on 5/8/2008 2:42:10 PM)

 tinabananas wrote

OMG this is so good.

and her family is so horrible >:(

"did my goldfish die?" <---- for some reason that line made me laugh really hard.

PLEASE PMS!

 

Glad you're enjoying it! It's so much more fun to write it when people are actually reading it!

I'm glad I made you laugh! The rest of the chapter is kind of a downer... me and my stupid humor. We will rule the world someday.

-Maddy


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New Post 5/8/2008 10:02 PM
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BUMPITO!

-Maddy


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New Post 5/8/2008 10:13 PM
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woah i really love this ! :]

 

oh...do you mind reading my fanfic if you got that chance ?


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