[[Christine's POV]]
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say..
I stared at the rope which was just big enough to fit my head through. I stood on the stool looking down at the ground. You tell me that you need me I thought. I felt tears roll down my cheeks and onto the many scattered sheets of paper.
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah
I gave him so many chances. Forgave him so many times. I don't know what to do with myself. My name's Christine Lockhart and I'm eighteen. I'm about to end my life here and now. I would give my life for him. I would really. That's how much he means to me. But I guess he doesn't care about how I feel. No one does. I guess this world is too big for a lost soul like mine. I needed him like my heart needs to beat. My hearts hurt too much. I can't explain it.
quote from some unknown person. "Those who wander are not always lost"
I loved you with the fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
He said sorry so many times. He promised he'd never do it again. Never hurt me. My heart, was a red fire. Still lit. Now, it's fading slowly fading away turning blue like the rest of me. He's happy without you I thought. He even said it with his own mouth. My heart is telling me to forgive him one more time. But my body won't let me. I slowly stuck my head inside the rope looking around at my room for the last time. Suddenly my door burst open. It was the boy himself. "Christine.. don't do it" he pleaded. His eyes telling me he was sorry. I stuck one foot off the stool. "It's too late to apologize.. it's too late.." I said crying. "Good-bye Joseph Adam Jonas".
Those were my final words to him as I was hanging from a ten foot rope. Off the ground.
