I love it!!! PMS!!

this is wayy sadd. pelase post more. i hope she doesnt go all destructive!! please!

ily! xoxo! peace!

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I walked home alone. yet again, another day watching the people infront of me giggle with each other about what the guy in science class said or how he tripped in gym class.

I clutched my books tighter holding them to my chest. My dark hair started covering my eyes as the wind blew.

Once I reached my house I quickly stepped inside and took off my sweater. I threw it on the floor and kicked it around angry.

"Woah sport, dont take it out on the sweater." My dad laughed

"I hate that stupid thing!" I yelled

"You wouldnt stop wearing it a week ago." he picked it up and hung it on the coat rack.

"exactly a week ago." I gritted my teeth as I walked to my teeth.

"Hey." he started

I stopped and turned around."yes?"

"wanna talk about it?"

"I've tried, but no one listens."

"Maybe a phycologist." he sugjested

"I dont need a phycologist! I need a friend!" I yedlled running towards my room.

I felt my tears start pouring out of my eyes again as I pressed my back against my closed door.

My body slipped down and now and was sitting with my knees to my chest

"I need a friend..." I said softly to myself

aww thats soo sad!!

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I stood up off the floor and started writing in my journal. My mind wondered off while i scribbled in

it.

I wasent always like this... I was once full of grace and I was one of the coolest girl at school.

Then I hit the seventh grade and everything went down hill.

Now in high school I was the girl everyone put down or didnt talk to

I couldnt imagine why, except the fact that people started talking behind my back and I didnt stop

it fast enough. even my appearence turned dull after years of not caring about it anymore which

made my life even worse of an already living hell.My brown hair didnt have its usual shine

anymore and my hazel eyes grew opaqe.

I sighed as I turned on the radio to soothe me. It usually always did. The buzzing noise of the

static shot my ears. I imagine why my dad hasent come to check up on me yet. Maybe he left to

another meeting. And my mom was at the spa yet again. Our relationship had gone down the

drain when i stopped thinking so highly of myself.

Once I found a clear station I put the volume at a good volume and sat back to listen

'Never trying to fit in'

I lifted my eyebrow and put the volume higher

'Everyone sees her

but nobody knows her

She screams in her pillow

for a better tomorrow

she hates it

but she takes it

watch out for that girl

One day she may change the world'

I smiled at the lyrics and scribbled some of the words in my journal