ok guys so this is my first oneshot song fic! please comment/criticize i would love feedback, even if its bad! so here it goes...
You must be mistaken, it couldn't have been
you couldn't have seen him yesterday.
He's doing some deal up in Baltimore now,
I hate it when he's away.
He left yesterday morning with his brothers to go out to Maryland to do a promotion for some company that was going to promote their new cd. He promised that he wouldn’t be gone more than a few days and that he would call me immediately when they got back. I trusted him because I loved him and I had no reason not to believe what he was saying. He smiled at me with that heart melting smile and those beautiful hazel eyes of his and I couldn’t help but go along with what he was saying.
You must be mistaken, I'm sure that you are.
There's more than one car with stickers on
and lots of young guys wear corduroy pants,
and I'd know if he hadn't gone.
Tonight I turned on the TV and saw photos of them plastered all over Access Hollywood coming out of a club that was a few towns over…It couldn’t have been them though…I mean the photos only showed them from behind, lots of guys dress like that and have that unruly curly brown hair…and plenty of guys drive jeeps, he wasn’t the only one…He was in Baltimore, just like he told me…
Take that look off your face.
I can see through your smile.
You would love to be right.
I bet you didn't sleep good last night,
couldn't wait to bring all of that bad news to my door.
Well, I've got news for you: I knew before.
It was like she was rubbing it in my face…the host…she kept showing the photos over and over… “calm down…it’s alright, it’s not him, he’s in Baltimore” I kept repeating to myself over and over he would be home in a few days…they would all see…but deep down…I knew...
If I'm not mistaken, this is nothing new,
that I can tell you how it began.
I noticed a change, but I just closed my eyes,
as only a woman can.
Several weeks ago he started acting weird…I didn’t think much of it until he suddenly started to leave more often than he was home…but when he was home he was happier than ever, not that he wasn’t a happy guy, but his happiness level sky rocketed…and even then I knew that it probably had nothing to do with me…but I let myself believe that it was me, because that’s how I was able to sleep at night…
No, I didn't dig deep.
I did not want to know.
Well, you don't interfere
when you're scared of the things you might hear.
Bet you think I should end this right now as you would do.
Well, my fair weather friend, I am not you.
I refused to look further into it, I didn’t want to know, if something was going on I didn’t want to know because if I didn’t know then it wasn’t happening…My friends all told me that I was being stupid and that I should just end it, but I wasn’t ready I wanted to believe that if I waited and was patient then he would come back to me, what I didn’t share with them though…was that I knew exactly who she was, I had known for awhile now and even before he started acting weird…I knew that something was wrong, but the weirdness just confirmed what I had known for weeks before…
Take that look off your face!
I can see through your smile.
You would love to be right.
I bet you didn't sleep good last night,
couldn't wait to bring all of that bad news to my door.
Well, I've got news for you: I knew before.
I can see through your smile.
You would love to be right.
I bet you didn't sleep good last night,
couldn't wait to bring all of that bad news to my door.
Well, I've got news for you:
I knew before!
The pictures flashed onto the screen again, I tear fell as I looked down at my phone which had been ringing for a couple seconds now…his name flashed on the caller i.d. I breathed deeply and set the phone back down on the table and wiped the tears from my eyes and stood up, if he could be out living another life than so could I, I put my shoes on and grabbed my purse turned the tv off and hopped into my car…I didn’t know where I was going but wherever I ended up I knew that I was more ready than ever to be there…so I put the keys in the ignition and off I drove away from my old life and away from him…
