Written Love
Dear Diary,
I saw him again today. I don’t think he’ll ever notice me. Why am I so fat? I hate that about myself. Well at least since he never sees me he’ll never notice. But the other girls all school they point it out to me every change they get cause they know how I feel about myself. I just wish I had a friend. : (
Dear Diary…. I mean Journal,
I saw her again today, looking as gorgeous as usual. I don’t understand it it’s like she doesn’t know I exist. I overheard someone telling her how fat she was and wanted to strangle them. She isn’t fat at all, she’s the most beautiful girl in the world. Why doesn’t she notice me?
Dear Diary,
He smiled at me today. Well it might have been at the girl behind me but I’m saying it was at me. I really hope it was at me. Cause that would mean he noticed me. But if he noticed me does that mean he noticed how huge I am? Oh man… I smiled back but I don’t know if he saw me. Man I really hope he did.
Journal Entry #2
She smiled at me today. I might have started it. I mean I can’t help but smile when I see her. Actually I don’t know if she was smiling at me. She just smiled in my direction and considering how many people were sitting were I was I don’t know if that means she was smiling at me. Oh dude I hope she was smiling at me.
Dear Diary,
He waved at me today, while smiling. That means something right?
Journal Entry #3
She smiled and waved at me when I smiled and waved at her today. That’s a good sign isn’t it?
Dear Diary,
One of the other girls made some comment about me being fat and he screamed at her. Said a self righteous witch shouldn’t be talking about anyone else. And that if I was fat that she was blind, because I was just as small as she was. I think I want him to be my friend. : )
Journal Entry #4
Alexis was making fun of her weight again. I don’t understand it she is one of the smallest girls in the grade and yet they all called her fat and she believed it. She just smiled and walked away after I said that. I wonder if it’s a good sign.
Dear Diary,
He sat next to me at lunch today and shared his chips with me. I’ve never sat with anyone at lunch, let alone a boy I liked. I can’t believe this is happening. I’m scared that if I wake up it will all be a dream. I let him have my milk, I didn’t actually want it to begin with but they make us take it in the lunch line. I wonder if this means we are friends.
Journal Entry #5
Oh mi gawd… she is so hottt I want to hit that….. I hate my brothers. Seriously Joe is so immature. And he called me a girl for keeping a journal. But today was a good day. We had lunch together and we even shared our food. I really want to get to know her better. But she rarely says anything. I think she is really shy. I wish she would open up to me.
Dear Diary,
He kept trying to ask me questions about myself. Some of them I could answer and other ones I just couldn’t. He looked kind of sad that I wouldn’t answer all of his questions but some of them were way to personal for me. I wish I could let him in.
Journal Entry #6
I tried to get her to tell me a bit about her self but she would only tell me some things. Some of the questions sort of just hung in the air until I asked a new question. She didn’t let me in all the way but I got there most of the way. I wonder what I’ll find out tomorrow.
Dear Diary,
He asked me if I wanted to hang out with him after school tomorrow. I told him I would have to ask my mom and dad. But the truth is they probably wouldn’t care. I just don’t know if I have enough nerves to go and hang out with him. What if he decides that I’m not what he wants? I’m totally lost as to what to do.
Journal Entry #7
I really want to see what she’s like outside of school, so I asked her is she wanted to hang out with me after school tomorrow. She seemed reluctant and came up with an excuse about having to ask her mom and dad. She never talked about them before so I thought they didn’t really like have anything to do with her. I wish that she would come over.
Dear Diary,
I slept on it and decided it wouldn’t be the worst thing if I went and hung out with him. So after school we went to his house and I met his whole family. They were all really cool and everything. And I kind of wish that they were my family, cause you could see how much they love and care about one another. It was actually really fun to hang out with him and his brothers. Though I have to say Joe and Kevin were a little to hyper for me, seeing as both had massive amounts of red bull right before we arrived. Frankie was a cutie. But he was probably my favorite. I wonder if he’ll invite me over again.
Journal Entry #8
She came over tonight and was a huge hit. My mom and dad loved her. Frankie said I had good taste. And Joe and Kevin both told me that they approved after she left. I can’t believe she came over. I was sure that she was going to make up a lame excuse as to why she couldn’t come over. I love spending time with her. And I’m thinking about asking her out.
Dear Diary,
He asked me to the movies for Friday night. I can’t say no can I? He’s just that perfect. I don’t wanna get hurt.
Journal Entry #9
She agreed to go to the movies with me on Friday. She looks a little worried though. I hope she knows I won’t hurt her.
Dear Diary,
Tonight was perfect. He held my hand, bought my ticket, and snacks, let me see a chick flick, walked me to my door, gave me a kiss, and asked me to be his girlfriend. What do you think I said?
Journal Entry #10
She said yes : )
