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Born Helena Jane
With a restless soul
She moved west to California
Became a centerfold
We were eight at the time. "Joe?' I asked. "You're my bestfriend" I said simply. He smiled. "You too Meggers" he said grinning. I tried to grin, but it was hard. Me and my family were moving to West California, and it was pretty hard to let go of the past and restart a frest start. You know what I mean? My name is Megan-Marie McCann. My bestfriend is Joseph Adam Jonas. "We can still call eachother" he said happily. "Your mommy has my mommy's number. And my mommy has your mommy's number" he said. I smiled. "Aw Joe. You're sweet" I said smiling. I had long brownish orange hair. They were tied in two long pig-tails on each side of my head. "I'm gonna miss you Joey" I said.
[[10 years later]]
But once you change your name
Well the pieces fall
Now she hardly recognizes
Herself at all
I laid there in my bed angrily. I had just gotten into a fight with my mom. She thinks that I'm a little spoiled brat just because I'm famous, and I've had so many boyfriends in the past. I'm single now. Or am I? My name was once Megan-Marie McCann. Now it's Megan McCann. I got rid of the 'Marie' part. Am I spoiled?
And there's never any rain
When you want it
A hollow little game
And you want it
Looking for a thrill
But you've done it all
I sighed sitting up and looking outside. It was a bright and sunny day outside. No sign of rain clouds I thought with a disappointed sigh. I really wanted it to rain. Really. I loved dancing in the rain. Really I did. It was just such a good feeling. I hardly remember my past. So many big things happened I just can't remember. I was bored as hell. I needed something to do. Anything. So I walked over to my mirror and looked at myself. I saw the little girl with pig-tails and a huge grin smiling back at me. "Megan.. why'd you change?" she asked me. I shook my head thinking I was getting paranoid. Then I went over to my desk and signed in on IM. He's on I thought.
xoxo..Megs..xoxo says: Heyy Joe.
DJ Danga says: Yo.
xoxo..Megs..xoxo says: LOL. You haven't changed buddy
DJ Danga says: Is that a good thing? Why have you changed?
My heart stopped. Why have you changed? I asked myself. Did I really change that much?.
xoxo..Megs..xoxo says: Oh hush. I haven't changed.
DJ Danga says: Do you remember the drawings we gave eachother before you moved?
I groaned.
xoxo..Megs..xoxo says: Yeah. No.
Joe changed his display picture and it showed my green heart drawing. On the bottom it said my name.
DJ Danga says: Do you have mine?
xoxo..Megs..xoxo says: Yes. No. Somewhere. My dog ate it.
DJ Danga says: Oh.. :(
DJ Danga says: says: I g2g. Concert in two hours.
DJ Danga is now offline.
I signed out. He didn't even say good-bye I thought.
And I know
What you’re doin’
I know that you
You can be
Anything you want to be
I sighed. I seemed to be doing alot of that lately. Have I really changed? So much that my bestfriend doesn't want to talk to me anymore? Can I really restart when I'm this far? I thought about what Joe said. "Why have you changed?". I felt tears rolling down my cheeks as I sat down in a corner and hugged my knees.
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