I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise cuz' I'm afraid and stuck in my ways and that's the way it stay's. By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip.
I was feeling really weird at the moment. I mean he just broke up with me. I was scared he'd do that so that's why I'd hid my scaredness with conceitedness. Now I regret it. "Hannah, maybe we should take a breather!" He said to me. I gave him a puzzled expression. "Yeah. like see other people." He said. "Nicholas, you can't do this!!" I nearly screamed. After three years of dating, he decides to break up with me. "Oh well I'm doing it!" He said to me. "Why?! At least give me an explanation!" I said. "Well, it's because you've gone crazy you're off your rocker!! I mean after that incident with the drunk driving you haven't been the same." He said. He was reminding me about the time I got drunk at a party and I drove home, I got into a car accident and had to go the hospital. He left my side and never came back to it!
I'm not insane I'm not insane, Mother Come back to me it's almost easy, Said it all, come back again it's almost easy! Shame pulses through my heart from the things I've said to you, I saw your face but the fact remains that this is nothing new!!
"Dude I'm not crazy! You know thats not me! That's so not ME!!!" I exclaimed as he started walking with this girl named Trisha Daniels. "Come back please!" I whispered, letting tears emit from my eyes. I ran home from school that day. I knew I did some things wrong but he couldn't break up with me because of something that I've done just once, but it wasn't anything new to him!! All his other girlfriends were potheads or crackbabies or alcholics! Me, I just drank once! I know I've said some crazy things to him too. I've said that he was a man-wh0re and other things.
Now that I've lost you it kills me to say, I try to hold on as you've slowly slipped away, and I'm losing the fight, I've treated you wrong, now let me make it right!
Now that I knew he wasn't coming back me, I knew I never had his full attention, except maybe our first date. I called Nicholas. "Nicholas Jerry Jonas, I know I've done some crazy things and I've said some mean things but now I just wanted to say I'm sorry!" I said, to his voicemail. I hung up. This feeling was like no other, I've never been dumped and this was for something totally not worth leaving me! A tear trickled down my cheek. I wiped it away. My eyes all red and puffy.
Come back to me it's almost easy, said it all, come back again it's almost easy, I"ll learn my lesson, come back to me it's almost easy, first I fall!!
Come back to me it's ALMOST EASY!!!!!
How was that one shot songfic? I know awesome!!
