Thank you SOO much bonbon012345 for helping me i couldn't do it without you!

Okay so this is the first fanfic i've ever written and/or posted.  I want your HONEST opinion on it constructive critisim is always good for someone.  In a weird way i feel like i've lived this story (i know i havn't im not crazy lol) because i imagined it all really happening.  Also if you have a suggestion on where the story should go PLEASE tell me because i havn't actually completed it so there is always room to change.  So...um i hope you like it...actually i hope you love it!  So here it goes for your reading pleasure[hopefully!]....

How do you Really Feel?

Prologue

My name is Melissa but a lot of people call me Missa.  To tell you about my life would take few words and even fewer minutes.  I am 18 years old and a senior in high school.  Everyday my friends tease me for my ‘obsession’ with the Jonas Brothers.  Truth be told my friends have no idea who I really am.  This Saturday im half dragging my best friend to the Jonas Brothers concert.  She is a fan but she doesn’t see them like I do.  She thinks their music is okay but Joe is amazingly hot.  Im not going to lie and say he isn’t but that’s not the base for my ‘obsession’.  No mine is that these are three amazing boys who write inspiring lyrics and sing them with voices of angels but on top of all their fame they are no more than three brothers doing what they love.

Chapter 1

Saturday Morning-Day of Concert
[Missa’s POV]
“OMJ OMJ OMJ OMJ OMJ” I said jumping around my room unable to remain still.
“Will you please relax your fine” Kathleen mumbled still waking up.
“I’m so excited IM MEETING THEM TONIGHT!!!!!!!”
“Can you please for the love of……Jonas please remember I love my ability to hear”.
“Right sorry…are you ready to go?”  I had woken up at nine to get ready so we could leave by eleven.  Kathleen on the other hand had just woken up at 10:30 and it was now 11:30.
“Missa the concert is at 8…PM!  It will take 15 minutes to get there we’re fine!”  She said clearly annoyed.  I guess I mad a sad face because she quickly got ready and said she was ready to go.

[Nick’s POV]
“JOE!” I yelled for the 5th time.  I heard a what from the other side of the bus. 
“COME HERE” I was standing in the middle of the tiny back room of the bus facing away from the door when it burst in and someone jumped on top of me pushing me to the ground.
“What do you want little frobro?” He asked.
“I want you to get off me first and then you can call me Nick, you know my name, and then you can get ready to go I want to get to sound check early got it?” I said and walked off the bus before he could say anything.  I love Joe but sometimes he’s just too much for me to deal with, especially when works involved.  I walked onto the stage and over to the piano.  I had decided to add a new song to the show tonight the guys still don’t know.  They don’t even know the song yet they’ve never even heard it. 
“Nick what’s going on?  Its 9am and the shows not until 8 why are we here so early?” Kevin said looking min in the eyes.  Kevin could tell something was up he always could with me.  Plus im 100% positive Joe told him about how I yelled at him. 
“I added a song to the set” I said looking everywhere but Kevin’s eyes.
“That’s cool which one?...but that still doesn’t answer why were here about six hours early” Kevin said as Joe was staring into space, god knows what could be running through his head.
”It’s brand new.  You’ve never even heard it.  I wrote it awhile ago.”  I said quietly worried how there reaction would be.
“DUDE WHAT?!” Joe yelled.
“Nick…what’s up with you?  I know something’s wrong.   I just want to know your okay.  Is this just a phase?  If there is anything I can do to help, you have to know im here….and Joe to” he Kevin said with worried eyes.  I don’t know how he always knows.
“I don’t know what’s wrong.  I just feel like something’s….missing.  I know you here for me.  Look, don’t worry about the new song it’s mostly just me and piano.  I just got done showing the rest of the guys there cool with it now.”

That night
[Missa’s POV]
“Oh my god, Kathleen are you okay?  We’re ganna get through this okay?  The ‘adults’ have decided your moving in with my family okay?”  I said with worry in my voice.  Of course I was worried my best friend’s life has just been turned upside down.  She lost practically everything she ever knew, her family.  And if she had been in the car with them I would have lost her.  I held my best friend all night as she cried until she finally feel asleep. 

[Next morning]
“OH MY GOD” Kathleen yelled jumping from the bed…unto me.
“What? What are you ok?” I stuttered trying to wake up from the very few hours of sleep I got.
“We missed the concert!”
“Oh” I said relaxing.
“Oh?  You’ve been waiting FOREVER to go see them.  It was ALL I heard about from you.  Thousands of little inanimate objects somehow related to the Jonas brothers which lead to ‘OMJ I GET TO SEE THEM IN FILL IN THE BLANK DAYS!!’ and on and on.  And now because of stupid me and my problems I made you miss that.  I am SO sorry” she said tears starting to come down her face.  Making my heart melt.
“Kathleen please relax.  Last night something terrible happened to you and I would not have been anywhere else.  You are way more important to me than a concert that one day I WILL get to with you right there next to me.  Now please try to get some more sleep it is only 9am and you know I like to sleep in really late.  Ok?”  She nodded to me before collapsing down back on the bed.  The truth was last night for a split second I did think of the concert but I wasn’t sorry I wasn’t there.  I knew where I had to be and I wouldn’t have changed it for the world.  My best friend needed help getting through the hardest thing she’s ever been through.

Aww, I love it!

Its not like a lot of other stories.

"Chapter 1
I won backstage pass.es to the JB concert!! YAY!!

Chapter 2 
i went to the concert and Joe fell in love with me. Did I like him? Yes, but he couldn't like me.

Chapter 3
I got his number before we left. he called the next day and said he liked me!

Chapter 4
He showed up that day with roses at my door! He kissed me and I kissed him back

Chapter 5
*A while after*
HE PROPOSED to me!! I said yes and we got married

Chapter 6
We had 4 kids!!!!!!!!!! the end"

(that was an example of how some fics are)

F i c t i o n :
S a v e t h e T r e e s [ J o i n t ]
R e a d e r s  N e e d e d !

Double post, sorry! =]

Okay, cool!

I'll be sure to tell you if its going to that.

Just no like romance in like the first 5 chapters... at least not kissing. Flirting is cool though

F i c t i o n :
S a v e t h e T r e e s [ J o i n t ]
R e a d e r s  N e e d e d !

sorry its taking so long i believe in long chapters as well as good ones plus im making little changes to my writting.  Thus making the chapter even longer...and hopefully better.  I don't  have much left in the second chapter though so more soon!

<3missa

p.s. melissa my name is melissa too! haha yeah my friends call me missa a lot though i forgot what word my friend was trying to say, but she was saying my name at the same time so missa came out and she liked it.  My mom made a rule about not letting people call me missy because she hates it. lol.  yeah so im going to get back to the second chapter now it will be up soon!...wow i talk a lot.