here i wrote this

I walked into the room. It was my first day of a new school and i was the new girl. eveyone looked at me like i was the freak. But except him. He had brown curly hair. he was about 5'6  brwon eyes and a dog tag on his neck. i never seen a guy like him before. he was what i always wanted in a guy. He was perect for me.Boy was so wrong about that.

Hi. my name Kati. Kati Butler. I am a new student. I said to the teacher
Ahh yes umm take a seat next to Nick Jonas. Raise your hand Nick. the teacher asked him.
He rose his hand. He was around a crowd of football jocks. He looked like he knew all them.
Umm ok thanks. I told the teacher. I walked to the back of the room
Now class, I'm....she started but i was intrupted
"Hey, I'm Nick." he said
"I'm Kati."
"Where did you move from?"he asked
"Umm. Actually London. But I used to live in New Jersey."
"Oh. If you need ant help being shown around town or school, it would be an honor to take a pretty girl like you and show her."
I started to blush. I mean you dont have a really hot guy that might be a jock showing you around town and the school.
"I love that."
"Let me see your schudule." he said as he graped it out of my hand
"1st lanuge arts
2nd gym
3rd science
4th social studies
5th spanish
2nd lunch period
6th math
7th chorus
8th study hall
omg you have all the same classes with me" he said
"Wow thats great."
"Umm mrs. Butler is there anything you like to share with the classs" the teacher asked
No. I am just having a great day so far. I looked at Nick. His eyes glowing and everything. I didnt know at the time that those eyes didnt mean the truth.

School was going great. I meet Nick family. Joe was the funny one. Kevin was the sweet one. And Frankie was the cutie of the family. After dinner one night at his place, we decide to go for a walk around the lake. It was fall. So leaves would fall and we would hear crunching everytime we walked. We arrived to a swing. I sat down and Nick just stood there
"Nick why are you standing?" I asked
"Just admiring the view." he told me
"Oh. Nick thanks for everything these last couple of weeks. You have been a huge help. Most guys wouldnt do that but you are not like them at all. You are different."
"Kati. I have never like this before."
"What you mean?"
"I mean that I have tons of girlfriends in the past but I never felt like this towards a girl before."
"Nick what are you asking me.?"
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
"Yess i love that. I said as i gave him a hug. I just shouldnt told him no and just walked away, but i didnt."

The next couple of months were the best months of my life or so I thought. Nick and I did everything with each other. He helped me write this song and even decided to sing along and have his own voice in it.

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Nick part
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

Me singing
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Nick sang this as I sang the part abouve
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me.

We finshed writing it up.
"Nick that was amazing" I told him
"Well its about u." He said
"Aww" i said as i gave him a kiss
Suddenly his phone started to vibrate.
"I have to take this. be right back." He said
Ok. it was his parents he always told me. But sometimes i got the idea it was some other girl. But i knew Nick would never do that to me.
When he came back into the room we started to write a little more.
"Kait i have to leave at 6:30 cuz i need to be home for dinner" he told me
"Ok it 6:15. You better leave now"I said
"Thanks baby. I love you." he said as he walked to the door
"Love you too." I said as he walked out the door.

I closed my door and went back up to my room and praticed the song
My phone started to vibrate
I looked at my phone

****1 new text****
It was from Gossip Girl
It said
Looks like N is having fun with her. And its not K. And this isnt the first time N has done something like this. K should have a leash on him.
xoxo
Gossip Girl

 I couldnt believe it. He promised me that he would never do any of this kind of crap. Everytime i wasnt next to him or near him, he was with anyother girl. I heard rumors about this kind of stuff Nick did, but I never told him. This must be the guilt I have been feeling since I meet him. We were perfect, but now I cant take it anymore. I picked up my phone and dialed his number

"Nick. I you know what you have done"
"What you mean baby?" he asked as he sounded like nuthing was wrong
"Dont play that stupid baby crap on me. Its not going to work anymore. I thought you meant forever. Well you know what have fun finding your true one cuz that girl isnt me. And I cant believe I all you lies. WE ARE OVER AND THAT IS FINAL". i said as I closed my phone and threw it on my bed.

I went to my journal and started to write. I finshed writing and put down my gutiar. And fell asleep singing the song in my head. The talent show was the next day and I had a perfect plan.

I got to the school and see everyone was getting ready to perform. I went up to my best friend who was the annoucer of the show and told her the plan. She gave me a hug and told me it was a perfect plan. I walked away smiling about tonight.

"1 mintue, Kati" said Doug
"Ok."
"Now here my best friend Kati, singing a song that she just wrote last night." she annouced.
I walked on stage. I looked around to see if he was here. Of course he was. He was in the 4th row staring right at me
"Hey you guys. I am Kati. And mostly all of you guys know me for dating Nick Jonas. Well tonight I have a little song for him. Nick can you come up here." Everyone was cheering and telling Nick to get that. But he didnt now what was going to happen next. "Hey Nick, I have a song for you and I think it tottaly relates to you. here it goes." I started to strum my guitar and start to play. I started to sing

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

[Chorus:]

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

[Repeat Chorus]

I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...

No... no no no...

[Repeat Chorus]

I finshed the song.  I started to speak."Ladies for the longest time, this boy who I thought would help me and loved me was a cheater. No many how many times he says I love you, dont believe it cuz its not the truth and it will never be the truth"
Nick was all red. He was really piss.ed, but he got a taste of his own medicine. This is what he gets with messing with me.

Now I am waiting in my dressing room. About to sing this song to millions of my fans on the last night of my tour. My life chaged so much after that night. Everyone was happy that finally one of the girls that dated Nick Jonas is speaking out and speaking the truth. Everytime I sang it I think about the times I should just said no but I was young and inlove. Every girl is like that. But I have done moved on.

**Knock Knock**
Hey. Omg Joe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I screamed
Hey I have missed you. He said as he handed me some flowers
"I have missed you so much baby. I cant believe this is your last night."
Me too. I said
"Kati we need you". Someone said as I kissed Joe.
"Come on. He said as he reached out his hand
"Ok." I said as I took Joe hand. Hey I never said dating his older brother was a bad choice for me. Besides he is so much funnier and cuter than Nick will ever be.

this is from my fic Even though you were there in the very beginning

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