i posted this before but i cant find it so here it is again

caarie underwood just a dream

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It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white
Going to the church that night

i woke up in my empty bed.  Looking around. All happy to see him. I got up out of bed. Took my shower, did my hair, and put my dress on. I walked downstairs, looking at the empty rooms. They were all perfect.

She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something barrowed, something blue

I graped my keys and drove off. The letters he wrote me were next to me. The sixpence was in my shoe. The neckales my mother let me borrow was on my neck. And my blue barclet was on my wrist.

And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

I walked up to the chruch. Everyone was waiting for me. The doors opened and i put my veil down. Tears came down my face as i put it over. i could hear trumpets from the military band playing and the flowers i had in my hand just fell out.

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Flashback
"Nick dont do this" I begged him.
"Kati, i want to help this country" he said to me.
"But you might get hurt and i might not ever see you again." I said.
"I promise you that i will never leave your side. I am going to be next to you no matter what happens." Nick said in his promised voice.
"ok. I love you Nick." I said.
" I love you too, Kati" Nick said as he hugged me.

Present
When he said that, i believed him. He is gone. He is right up there. He just making a joke about it. When Brooke always say "He not coming home", I know that he going to walk through that door at any second. This cant be happening to me. This is just a dream.

The preacher man  said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard

I took my seat next to Joe, Kevin, Brooke, and Peyton. They were upset. But not as upset as i was. The preacher began to ask the Lord to love Nick and help us heal our pain. Everyone stood up when the congregation started to sing my immortal by Evanescence. Tears poured down my face. I followed them out out of the chruch. They were hugging me and holding my hand as we walked down the aisle. I got outside. The sun shinned on me. Instead of rice coming at me and having people cheering for us all, I could only hear the sound of blowing noses and people crying. I walked to my car and drove to the cemtry.

Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the guards rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

I arrived there. Everyone was once again waiting for me. The preacher began to talk again. Suddenly, they handed me the American flag. Folded up. I held on to the flag for dear life. They lifted him down while the guns went off. It felt like a bullet just struck my heart.

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Flashback
" Nick, I love youu." I said
" I love you too." Nick said.
"Nick promise me you will be careful over there." I said.
"I promise, Kati. I am never going to leave you. Remember that." Nick said
"Ok Nick. I am scared for you." I said as i was hugging him.
" I am too, Kati, but I will be safe. Nick said.
"Ok." I said as I gave him one last kiss.
" Goodbye, Kati." Nick said as he ran to the truck/
"Goodbye, Nick." I said as I saw him drive away.

Present

"This is just a dream. He promised me. He PROMISED ME." i screamed as i fell to my knees.
"Nick, this cant be happening. You promised to be careful and stay with me forever. I need you."

Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Flashback

"Coming, I said as i ran to the door. It was a rainy afternoon. The 5 pm. news was on. It kept saying that a solider has just died in Iraq. I know it wasnt Nick because he would be safe.

"Hello", I said. There stood two army men at the door. They looked upset.
"Are you Nick Jonas fiance?" The men asked.
"Yes. I am. What seems to be the problem?" I asked.
"Nick is gone. He was saving kids from gun violence. He got all the kids to safety, but he was shot after what he have done. We are very sorry for your lost. His last words were Tell Kati, I love her with all my heart and she will be by myside, no matter what happens. He also asked to give this note to you."
I grapped the note from the men snd started to read it....

Dear Kati,
By the time you read this letter, I will be with god. I wanted to help this country. I want these kids and families have the freedom that we have. I want them to feel the love we feel, the great times we have, and the support we have. I promised to stay with you my whole life. Thats why I asked you to be my wife. You are the one that I think about when I am fighting. You are the one that i think about when i close my eyes. Kati, I love you with all my heart. I never wanted to leave your side, but I had to leave. Now I am up in heaven. Watching over you. Whenever you need me, just rub the cross neckackles  and i will help you. Kati, I love you and miss you. I am counting down the days untill i see you in entrity.
Love,
Nick

"Thank you. Thank you very much." I said to the men.
I closed the door behind me and slided my back down on the door. My eyes were all red with the tears that came down my face. I stayed in that same place the whole night.


Oh, this is just a dream

Present

"Hey, Nick. Its me. You know what today is. Its the day we were supposed to get married. You are right here, next to me, holding my hand. I can feel it." I said to his grave.

"Never forget about me Nick. I know I will never forget you.".

I placed my bouquet down on his grave. It read...

R.I.P.
Nick Jonas
Sept.16, 1990
May 10, 2008
May he be loved in the arms of God.

"I will talk to you later Nick"

I turned away, walking to my car. I got into my BMW and drove off to our home that we bought together.. I got home and walked up to my room. I collabsed onto my bed. I looked at Nick's side and saw him once again. All the words I could think of were I love you and I will never leave leave you.

Just a dream
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