"Hi, Ms. Giovanna." The driver said as he opend the door for Bella.

"Ben, how many times have I told you call me Bella." I said as i got in.

"Sorry, Where to, Bella?" Ben asked.

"Madison Square. Going to a concert." I answered .

A few minutes passed, I sat in the backseat txting my best friend Anahi.

"Oh Ben stop by Anahi's . Shes coming with me. Thanks"

"Of course."

We drove a few more minutes. We stopped infront of the hilton hotel. Anahi got into the car.

"So whose concert are we going to?" Anahi asked putting her seat belt on.

"Uh not sure. Havnt opend the envelop." I said grabbing the envelop from my lap

"Eh I think now would be a good time to open it. Just a thought." Anahi said taking the envelope from my hand.

"Alright." I said looking out the window. I hadnt been to a concert since i was 15.

"Uhh lets see. Jonas Brothers." Anahi said taking the tickets out of the envelope.

"ohhh noooooo!!! I'm not going..... I cant see them..... again!" I said almost hyperventaling.

"Why?!? Arent they like super cute and really talented. I've seen them on tv before." Anahi said putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Well lets just say i knew them since i was 3 or 4."

"Why didnt you tell me before? so wait, if you are friends with them why dont you want to see them?" Anahi asked, with a confussed look on her face.

"Ohh...I'm not friends with them." I said. Remembering the last night I saw my best friend and his brothers.

*Flashback*

Back to when i was 15.

It was 3 days before they would start the tour with Miley Cyrus. Nick and I were sitting on on the grass outside of my house.

"Nick, are we still going to be friends after you go on tour?"

"Of course. Bella you are the most amazing girl I've ever met.and the best girlfriend a guy could wish for"

"awww Nick I'm going to miss you some much." I said hugging him sideways.

"I will too."

"Promise me something, that every day you will at least think of me. I understand you are going to be bussy and everything but promise me you will call." I said looking up at him.

"Promise."

We walked back into my house to join the rest of my family and the Jonas family. I wished the boys goodluck and they headed to the airport.

The first few days of them being tour i would get at least 2 calls per day. After the first 2 weeks i would get at least one call per week. Then eventually i would get none.

I sat down on the couch after i got home from school, turn the TV on and started to watch Ellen.

"So we have the Jonas Brothers with us today. They are the hotest group alive. They are selling millions of albums worldwide and on a sold out tour with Miley Cyrus. Please welcome the JONAS BROTHERS!" Ellen screamed, as she pointed to the stairs, where Kevin, joe and Nick ran down

After a few questions about thier music and a few questions about the new songs. Ellen asked a question i was expecting to hear my name .

"So boys are you single?" Ellen asked.

"Yes, I am." Joe said playing with his bangs

"I am too." Kevin said.

"Me too" Nick said. With those two words he hah broken my heart. If he would of had the desency to break up with me over the phone i would of probably understood, but no he doest break up with me. He asumes its over. Here I am waiting for him to call me. While he is flirting with his fans.

"Alright one more question, before we go. What do you guys think of Miley?"

"She's the most amazing girl i know. Shes awesome. She fun to be around Great dancer and singer." Nick answerd.

"I agree with Nick."

"Would you date her, nick?" Ellen asked setting her note cards on the table.

"Right now, we are just friends, but we'll see. It would be awesome to date her." He replied.

I could help my self from crying. Nick had broken my heart into a billion little pieces in less than one minute.

*End of Flash Back*

"We're here. I was able to get you to the main entrance Just be careful. People are going crazy." Ben said. That made me snap out of my flashback.

"Thank you Ben." Anahi said.

"Bella come one. Whatever happend couldnt of been that bad. You cant miss front row, center. For the best concert in the city." Anahi said holding my hand.

"Oh but it is." I said trying to get away from her.

"What happend?"

"He broke my heart." I said looking at my shoes.

"Well his lost. Have you seen your self. You are goergeous. Your blue eyes make everyone smile. Your light brown straight hair makes every wish they were you. And you are really hot. Not lesbi.an." Anahi said.

"Thank, you know how to make me feel better." I said hugging her.

"Well lets go and show this guy what he is missing."

As we were passing by the crouds, we saw millions of people going around trying to find the 'biggest jonas fan' The questions were so easy to me, but i guess to some of the fans they were hard.

"Whoever gets this question gets backstage passes for after the show. What is Nicks favorite animal?" A middle age guy asked a group of girls. All the girls had an i-dont-know look. After a few minutes. No one answerd.

"Its a panda." I said. It was like and impulse thing. I dint want to answer. But i couldnt keep my mouth shut. It ws just too easy.

"Congrats, you and your firend get to meet them after the show!!!" The guy screamed as millions of girls gave me an evil look.

"AHH!! awesome! Thanks" Anahi said before i was able to speak.

Chapter [[3]]

"Anahi how could you!! You know i dont want to do this!! Dont make!!" I said as soon as she let go of my hand.

"Bella!! Stop being such a little spoiled brat." Anahi said.

"You;re right. I mean i look nothing like i did when i was 15."

"My god! You havnt seen your best friends sine you were 15!!" Anahi said.

"Well what was i suppost to do, call him and be like 'hey nick thanks for not breaking up with me, yeah instead just date Miley.'" I said in a sarcastic tone.

"What?!?" okay you are going to have to explain to me. I'm like so lost right now." Anahi said.

I explained to Anahi while we walked, everythign that had happend that afternoon. How Nick had broken my heart. How lost i was after he did that. How many mistakes i made becase of it. I told her about how i developed my eating dissorder because of it, and the most important thing, how much i had loved Nick.

"Wow, Do you think he remember you? like maybe not by looking at you but by name? but wait hwy did he do that?? " Anahi asked me. While we took our seats.

"I dont know, nor do i care. I'm only here because i dont want to walk in these heels." I said, even tough deep down, i wanted to know the truth, why would he hurt me in such a way.

"uh huh. sure" Anahi said as she got up.

"Where are you going?" I asked getting up. Well lets see we got 20 minutes before the show starts and i have to pee. and fix my hair and you need to re-do your eye shadow, so it looks like we are going to the bathroom." Anahi said tkaing my hand and leading the way.

A mix of emotions were running through my body right now. I wanted to run the other direction, yet i wanted to see the reaction of Nick, when he saw me. I wanted to know if he remember me. how he would act. Would he act as nothing happend. Will he say 'sorry' I was scared, confussed as to why God had given me this punishment. Of seeing the guy i lvoed, the guy that had broken my heart.

The next 15 minutes went by so fast. I felt a rush of excitement s every one started screaming Jonas. Out of all the places i would normally be. I'm here. At a Jonas Brohters concert. One of the places i would normaly be, correction THE last place i would be.

It was one minute to show time. I felt my body tremble. One minute until i would meet those beautiful brown eyes of nick. No. Bella stop. You cant let your self think about Nick that way. He is the last person you need in your life.

The crowd went crazy as the light went down and there were 3 spot lights on the stage. Out of those spot lights. Kevin Joe and Nick came out. They played thier first song from where the spot light hit. They didnt move. I was happy, that meant that they couldnt see the front row. But i've learnd that nothing is good for too long.

Joe comes closer to the edge of the stage. His eyes meet mine and right there that moment he saw who i was. He gave me his clasic grin. His gring went from Ear to Ear. Then Joe walked to the other side of stage Then Nick and Kevin aproch the crowd iwth thier clasic guitars. Kevin holding his white guitat and Nick holding his Dark Green Les Paul.

I felt dizzy as Nick put his hand to audiance. Then when i looked up i saw his eyes meet mine. For the first time in awhile, i felt safe, secure. I felt like nothing could ever come between us, but the truth is, that wasnt real life. That was something my mind was playing on me. I was hoping he wouldnt notice who i was. I was hoping we would think I'm jsut another obssesd fan. Which I am not!

"How's everyone doing today?!!??" Joe screamed into his microphone. Millions of screams filled the air. Anahi was also screaming at the top of her lungs.

"Good!! This concert is very especial to us. We just saw one of our old family friends in the crowd, and we hope shes having an awesome time!!"Joe said as i felt my cheecks start to blush into a rosy shade.

The show was good, I have to admit that. I would of liked it better from the last row. Where its impossible for them to see me, It would of avoided alot of memories if i was in the last row. Anahi had a good time also. Now that i knew that the boys did remember me, i didnt want to go see them. I wanted to run in the other direction, i was being led by the tight grip of Anahi. I would rather walk 50 miles in these shoes than have to face nick again.