I know I know, I've got two others that I haven't updated in heaven knows how long. It's just I got an inspiration for this fic. Tell me if you like it. Just to prewarn you, I won't update as often as some may like, I will try to do one chapter a day. With out further ado, I present Open Your Eyes To Love.

Prologue

You've been searching the world to find true love
Looking in all the wrong places
When all of the time you've been blind to love
As plain as the nose on your faces

I sighed as I pulled my hair out of my face and into a ponytail. I looked around the room, it was sterile white, and very plain. I was bored already, and had nothing to do. I had just gotten there that morning

I grabbed the book next to my desk. It was my bible, I opened to my favorite passage Psalm 42. I read it for awhile before I heard the door open. I looked up to see a boy with curly hair being led in by my nurse.

Behind them looked to be three boys and there parents. I sighed knowing that I was going to meet my new roommate. I placed my special book mark in my bible, and set it on the table next to my bed.

"Oh my Gosh Ry," I heard a girl squeal. I looked up suddenly to see my best friend running in the room. I smiled slightly as I noticed my roommates family look at us. She came over and hugged me. "I can't believe this. Why should you have to be in the hospital, for real. I mean seriously you were fine yesterday. Well maybe a little cranky. So what's up, what's wrong with you?"

I rolled my eyes at her. This was my excentric best friend. She was fifteen, a year older then me, but still amazing. "Jor, I'll be fine, it's just Diabetes, I mean both my grandparents have it on my ma's side. 'Cept there's is type two, I'm lucky to have type uno. Hey, guess what, now when I say I'm number one, I can actually mean it."

"Ryan Marie Gevaar, how could you joke about something like that, this is serious. I mean, now you'll have to get like shots all the time," she whined.

"Jordan, seriously, I'll be fine. Seriously, it's not life threatning unless, I'm stupid and forget to take my insulin and use my Omi-Pod. Wait, you shouldn't be here, you should be getting ready for homecoming tonight. Girl, you better get me the scoop. I can't believe I'm missing the second biggest night of the year.

Ugh, stupid hospital. Just give me the 411 on tonight. Ooh, and dance with Ty for me," I told her. I flashed her a smile and shooed her away. As she left she threw me a glance full of pity. I sighed and grabbed my diary.

I started writing down the words in my diary. They were of my second favorite song called Dear God. I remember hearing it on the radio one time, and I memorized it right away. I just wished I knew the singer.

"Dear God
I hate to be a bother, but I gotta say
This world is getting crazier with every day
I hope You'll hear me out now as I stop and pray," I sang, without realizing it. I did that a lot when I write lyrics down. I wrote the rest of the song down with out singing.

I looked over at my roommates side of the room, his face was downcasted, and his family was no longer there. I got up and walked towards him, pulling my IV with me. I sat down in the chair next to his bed.

"Hi, I'm Ryan, well my friends call me Ry or Ian," I introduced myself. "I'm your new roomy." I smiled and stuck my hand out. He looked up and smiled sadly at me.

"I'm Nick, though you probably already knew that," He replied. I raised my eyebrow at this comment.

"Why, would I know that?" I asked him, with curiosity.

"Well you were just singing one of my songs. I'm Nick Jonas, the one who sings that song," he replied. I looked at him in shock.

"You're the singer of that song. I heard it on the radio, but didn't catch the name of the singer. This is so wierd. I love the song by the way. I sing it all the time," I replied. He smiled at me. He's cute, I thought to myself.

This I could already tell was going to be the beginning of a beautiful relationship.

you can't just stop there!!!! PMS!!!!!!!

Okay this will be short, I have to get up early tomorrow for work.

Chapter One:

It's here, it's now.Open your eyes and see it.
Right here, right now. Open your eyes to love.

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The first two days passed by quickly, my family came to see me on occasion. I was surprised to see Nick's family there from opening time of visiting hours to the end of visiting tours everyday. I learned they were a close family.

I thought about my own, my dad, was a drunk, and a work-aholic. My mother was always away on business trips. My older sister Amberlynn was away at college, and we couldn't stand each other anyway.

I twirled my purity ring around my finger. That was one of many things Nick and I had in common, we both wore purity rings. We were both very admint on our religion. It was nice to talk about God and religion with someone who was going through the same thing as me.

In two days, I knew that Nick and I would be the best of friends. We were so much alike. He was thirteen, a year younger then me, but I didn't care. He had three brothers, Frankie who's five, then Joe who's sixteen, and then Kevin who's eighteen.

Joe was insane, he could make me laugh non stop. Kevin was really kind and we talked a lot about music and books. Frankie, was so adorable, he would always ask me to tell him stories. He said that I was even better then Nick, which according to him is hard to beat.

I sighed as I thought about those three boys. Mainly when I thought of Joe. He was so much like my brother Damien. Damien and I were twins, but he died when we were twelve. I miss him so much, because we did everything together.

Now, I was alone, with my other half missing. I sighed as I thought about him. I had told Nick about my family including Damien. He held me while I cried. He really was a sweatheart. Nick and I could talk about anything.

I didn't realize it at first, but I was slowly falling in love with him. I was falling in love with the soon to be famous Nick Jonas. I was falling in love, and I didn't even realize it.

Hope you all liked it, I'll try to post more tomorrow night. Love Ya,

Aubrey

yay! can't wait!

Lexi, how did you know you were already part of my insane fanfic? (Okay maybe you didn't know but still.) Okay here's chapter two. (Did you want to Date Joe? Just wondering if not give me who you want to date ('Cept Nick, 'cause for once he's mine, grr..)

Chapter two

You've been down on yourself thinking somethings are wrong
Wondering why love has never found you
Don't you know it's been right here all along
If only you'd look around you

It was dark out when I awoke that morning. I didn't know that anything would be different. I had just assumed that it would be Nick and me alone for the morning. Then his family would come in, and we'd all hang out till they had to leave.

I looked over at Nick, I had to admit, he looked a lot healthier then I did. I suddenly got a cold chill down my back. I instantly got up and walked over to Nick's bed, pulling my annoying IV with me. I laid down in his bed and cuddled up next to him.

It surprised me when he threw his arm around me and snuggled with me too. I smiled, thinking how nice it was to have someone who truely cared about you, but really didn't even know you. I slowly drifted into a peacful sleep.

"Oh Joe, look at them they are soo, cute," I heard some girl squeal. I opened my eyes, and looked at her. Why was she standing over my bed. It was then that I realized that it wasn't my bed, and something was moving behind me.

I looked at the thing that was moving and saw Nick. The night before flashed through my eyes. I slowly tried to get up, but didn't get very far, when the arm still around me pulled me closer to Nick.

I looked up at Joe and the girl, pleading for help in my eyes. Joe just smiled and made kissing noises, and the girl just shook her head. I groaned and turned towards Nick. I put my hand behind his left ear and started tickling it.

He squealed and started to move around, his arm flinging off of me. I smiled and hopped up, and walked towards my bed. I sat down, and grabbed the remote. I looked over at Nick whose eyes were just starting to open.

"Wakey, Wakey, Nicky, it's a beautiful morning," I sang annoyingly before throwing the remote towards his head. It him with accurecy, and he looked up and glared at me. "Oopsy, did your head accidently attract my remote. Sheesh Nick, you should calm that beast down. If he wanted my remote that bad, he could have just asked."

"Lexi, what are you doing here?" Nick screamed suddenly. The girl smiled at him and went to hug him. I growled with jealousy on the inside. I didn't realize it at the time, but I was a very protective person.

"Coming to take you home silly," she giggled in his arms. My eyes opened wide, Nick was leaving. He looked over at me, and started to frown.

"Is Ry leaving too?" he asked. I watched as Joe slowly shook his head no. Nick got a defeated look across his face. "Then I'm not leaving either." He said stubbornly. I just looked over at Nick, with a smile on my face.

"Nick it's best if you go home. You're fully healthy, I'm not, you can always come visit me, it will be fine," I encouraged him. He looked over me making sure it was alright. I nodded and watched as he packed.

Would this be the last time I saw Nick, I wondered idly. After he left, I just sat staring at his bed, knowing that one day, I would see Nick. One day, I would find someone else to love. I just didn't know when.

Hope you liked it,

Aubrey