WARNING!- the main character in this fan fic is very blunt and may say hurtful things about some of your favorite artists[like jb & hm] yea so dont get offended... anyways enjoy!! this is somewhat of a different fan fic.. trynna do a change ya know.. k let me shut up now im rambling.\

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Chapter 1~ My Misery [catchy huh? l0l i kno its not]

We all want to believe in love,
We all want to believe in something,
Bigger than just us,
We all want to be a part,
Of the greater picture,
That's hangin' in our heart,
Yeah bigger than us!

Do those lyrics sound familiar to you... yea well thats from hannah montana, no im not a fan of hers... im actually not a fan of any of the disney channel artists that includes [miley cyrus, the cheetah girls, the jonas brothers, ashley tisdale ect ect]

i never really bother to listen to any of they're songs, because really look at they're audience and the reason they make so much money- little 7 and 8 year old girls who find them to look pretty and hot and make the famous, i havent met any of them so im just making a generalization which im 99.99 sure is true, i dont even like to read magazines anymore becasue i know they're perfectly made up faces will be plastered on it. They look way too plastic for me to look at them as actual people- they make me want to gag.

But your probably wondering *then how come your listening to that hannah/miley song*... i have an 7 year old sister who is in "LOVE" with her and the jonas brothers. My mom is making me go with her because that's her birthday gift to her... and as for me, well im just the "adult supervision" even though im only 14 going on 15. For her birthday my mom got her front row seats to the concert, meet and greet tickets and backstage passes along with all they're cd's and a hannah montana outfit. She's living proof to my "fact" 7& 8 year old girls and are the reason for they're fame, not talent. Besides they all lip sync [i kno jb doesnt but this is what she thinks.] I blast my ipod with Karina Pasian's song "Cry" [she's a really good artist check her out] .. trying to drown out the screaming little girls ughh!

i looked up from my seat and realized i was the only person there sitting, everyone else was on they're feet rocking out... yeaa whatever. I've been suffering through this conert for about 2 hours so far and miley's annoying lip sync is getting on my last nerve! I looked back down and tried to read my book "Speak" by Laurie Halse Anderson. After a page and a half i feel my little sister drag me to some door, oh yea now its time for autographs... GREAT!

"HURRY YOUR BIGG BUTT UP!" Joyce my little sister tugged at my shirt and began pulling me towards the line."I dont want to be last!! Come on Come on Come on!"

I decided to play a little trick on her i saw from lilo & stitch the movie

"Gravity... pushing.. me.. down.. cant walk" i said as i fell on her on purpose causing people to run over us and get ahead. I giggled as she squirmed under me.

"Ez! im not playing gett off!! i need to say hi to my husbands!"

Oh by the way im Ezmeralda Lyzbelle most people cant pronouce my name correctly unless they have a really good spanish background. Well my sis is madly obssessed with the jonas brothers and they were the only ones who were doing the meet and greets apart from miley cyrus, i didnt mention to joyce that we had backstage passes on purpose and that's why we could delay so much.

When i finally stopped messing with her we got in line and we were dead last.... 0ops haha not like i cared!

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if u want  a part in the story pm n i'll see wat i can do for u =] 

.. again hope none of u got offended about wat she said about jb... it hurt me just to type those words  =/   .. yepp but the story will get better i promise!

yay thanx! k well im bored so heres more... i hope more people start commentingg

Chapter 2- Superman Saves  Ruins the Day

After standing in line for like forever and watching the jonas brothers give about a million seemingly fake smiles and hugs, we were next. I started feeling bad for them after the 10th girl told nick that she wanted to marry him and after the 15th girl tried to jump over the table to grab them. How annoying would it be to have girls throwing themselves at you when they dont know you?.. but then again they probably enjoy that feeling.. suchh fakers ew.

I looked down at joyce who looked like she would pee on herself from so much excitement.

"Hey ladies im nick,Im joe,And im kevin" i said to myself quietly... i didnt even listen to them say it... they had said it all of the other girls in the same tone, i memorized they're fake excitement and smile

Kevin started to reach over and hug me, so i took a step back and pointed at Joyce "she's the fan, not me" i said plainly looking up at the ceiling. i could feel his confused glance burning through me. I guess since he saw that i looked young he would think im the average teenage girl who finds them hot and would kill to touch any of them.. WRONG!

they each hugged joyce and signed her arm -which she swore she'll never wash again- and a poster.

after about 30 seconds of akward staring the self proclaimed superman [joyce told me all about the album release dance] decided to try and break the ice and speak to me

" I like your shirt" - i think his name is jim joey something or the other.

i looked down at my shirt. i was wearing baby green t-shirt with "In a world of fakes-dare to be real" written on it with black letters. i felt it was the perfect shirt to wear to this sort of show hehe.

"Im sure u would"- i replied with a bit of an attitude- that was supposed to be an inside thought- oh well.

Well superman failed terribly at trying to start a conversation, not a great thing to start talking about a shirt when the message is directed to you. I thought joyce told me he was the funny one, she forgot to mention the dumb part i guess. Now i really didnt want to go backstage, but i just gazed at Joyce and knew this was a dream come true for her, so it took all my will power to show them our passes and ask if we could go backstage.

Joyce just hugged my leg and lept jumping up and down waiting for them to clear everything with the guards and manager to let us bakcstage. We were entitled to 20 minutes of they're time with that pass. Oh how i wish those 20 minutes were 20 seconds.

They came back 2 minutes later.

"Can you wait a few minutes there's only one group infront of you"- Said Kevin "We're saving you for last because we have a little suprise for one of u" he continued winking at joyce.

Ew what a perv i thought, even thoguh i knew he meant it in a friendly way. After that Joyce was practially walking on air as we waited for them. She kept telling me"Did you see that! Did ya Did ya!" Over and over even though she knows i saw it! After about 15 they called us in and she practically ripped my arm off pulling me behind some curtain door that they directed us to.

I got my ipod ready so i could ignore they're voices more easily. It was rude i know, but i wasn't in the mood to be nice to with them, ew. There worst 20 minutes of my life begin---NOW. i thought as soon as i walked in.

ha super man ruins the day! lol

woo hoo!! 2 readers!! does happy dance! i'll update as soon as i can - i have a major last minute summer work cramp night... me n my friends are all ready 4 books in one nigh at my house 2nite bcuz school starts wednsday.. hoppee we finishh in time   =]

& andheartsliri[ think thats ur name] ill try 2 make u his love insterest hehe sounds cool... but i may need something from u... actually 2 things.. a cookie n ur namee   =]

cool. thanks.