Should've Said No_________________________________
They told me to stop beating myself up over what he did. " He was the one who missed out ", My friends would say. " But I miss him ", Thats all I ever said. Either I was criying or getting ready to cry, and most of the times my eyes would run dry.
I was always tired. Up late thinking about him. I barely got a sorry. " He never texted anyway", Is what I tried to tell myself. I lost weight and just wasnt the same. I missed my Prez. I dotn think he missed his Charlie Girl. I guess not. Since he never called..........
But all I wanted to ask was : " Was it worth it.........."
To kill someone inside with your actions and not even try to help them. It turned into heartbreak, to heartache, to plain blaring anger. " I wrote a song", I told my friends. They looked shocked as I was walking in broad daylight, with people actually around me.
I sat my guitar case on the steps. I set my strape nicely on my shoulder. My payback was coming through my pain filled words. I was doen with crying. I was done with him...........
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've known that word bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've known that word bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...
No... no no no...
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've known that word bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
" Wow ", they said all together. I was sighed. I had to get that out. I got tapped on the shoulder.
" Her e is my card kid", A man said. I screamed as I read the card. That was the start of my rain as......Nick Jonas' ex- girlfriend.
CHARLIE " GIRL " ADAMS
