okay, so i suck at this whole fan fiction thing as well as technology. fine. i neeeeed to write. just get this out. but i'm stuck! gah. i intend to TRY and finish this, unlike the many other projects that i never completed...
okay!
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a snippet of vicky's and bennie's conversation:
bennie: hey sunshine! :D you still dreaming about yesterday?
vicky: what's there to dream about? i'm not 6 years old anymore!
bennie: AHEM i was refering to ahem, your prince charming? who i don't supposed you forgot, helped you down when you were soaked to the skin and looked you straight in the eye and all you you could say was "thanks"?!
vicky: what did you want me to do? jump into his arms and kiss him? in front of a thousand people and "soaked to the skin"? lol.
bennie: maybe? haha. but seriously, did benj see that?
vicky: why are you so concerned?
bennie: face it! he so obviously likes you! and i think most girls hate you now...
vicky: oh shut up. he knows i'm not going to say yes. i don't have time for him
bennie: if you stopped running you would.
vicky: i don't do sports.
bennie: don't act stupid.
vicky sat in front of the com, head in her hands and breathed slowly. as much as she hated to admit, she did actually like some of the guys who asked her out once in a while. but she was too afraid. what if it went past just being friends or even worse, she liked them too much? too much to let go. but she'd have to anyway, and that's exactly how she'd unintentionally crushed so many hearts before she had the time to fix her own. So she’d let her mind run away, far far away from all this. She knew her own heart didn’t have the physical capacity to run that much.
joe on the other hand, had no problem picking up girls. life was just what they said it was, of course, they were a sincere bunch. so there he was all relaxed in his chair, throwing his apple up in the air and then he stopped. the cutest part was how both his brothers sitting opposite in the sofa looked up at him simultaneously. and he launched straight at it because he knew what was bugging him
joe: have you ever been crazy over a girl you don't know? like, just happened to see her once and now you're thinking about her and you can't stop?
nick could only raise one eyebrow and give a funny smile. kevin on the other hand, decided to play old wise one
kevin: it'll pass, eventually. sure it's happened but -wait how long has it been?
joe: since i last saw her? it was at yesterday's carnival.
kevin: ah, one of your fans?
joe: nah, not likely. she wasn't hung up about who i am. i was helping her down from the dunking machine-
nick: dunking machine?
joe: yeah, not the best location but anyway, she said thanks and all so normally that it felt strange but in a nice kind of way. for once, we get to be treated like back when we were still just average. then i don't know, there was this pause and i just held her hands and stared into her eyes. i mean, i could have asked her name or something but i just couldn't find the words. I thought I’d stopped breathing or something.
Kevin: woah, that’s what you call serious. Haha, just let it be and see what comes out of it
Joe: ah, I’ll probably move on, like you said.
nick: unless you see her again. But just out of curiosity, I’d like to meet her too. Just what made my brother suddenly so serious?
Kevin: (flipping open a magazine) well, here’s how you can! But she can’t talk at the moment, she’s only a picture.
He passes the magazine to nick. Joe instantaneously gets up and leans over to look at the picture. And there she is. Quite glamorous, considering the circumstances. His heart skipped a beat.
Joe: that’s it! I shall never again go to any other carnival! And I declare, if I ever see her again, I’m definitely asking her out!
Nick could only shake his head and give Joe a shove. While Kevin joked about writing a song. Joe wondered for a moment or two and said he’d think about it. But what he really meant was, he was already thinking about it.
While poor Vicky had already begun to feel the pain in her heart; the physical pain, as she grabbed her medication and hurriedly swallowed it. Just thinking about him made her heart beat so fast. She too, wondered if she ever saw him again, what would she do?
