correct me if i'm wrong, but i believe that no one has ever written a john taylor ff (other than a few one-shots written by myself and Lindsay) so I was like, hey the guy is a great guitarist and a member of the band, so why not write one about him. plus lindsay wanted me to. hah :)
so here is is, a john taylor ff. hope you like it, comments are appreciated!!
ps. girls from the unbelievable/broken perfection threads (jbelles family?) look for your names throughout the story :)
Dreaming with a Broken Heart
Prologue.
Love. A simple, four-letter word. Yet, love is undefined. Maybe that’s why it’s mistaken for so many things. Think about it. Lust. Temptation. Friendship. Forgiveness. Infatuation. Obsession. All of these can be mistaken for love. And yet, everyone still manages to find love in everything they do. Every single day.
Maybe that’s why my life was so tough. Maybe I was looking too hard for what was right in front of me. Maybe I was in it for all of the wrong reasons. Because it’s so hard to realize that when you’re looking for answers, they’re never hard to find. Well, for me they shouldn’t have been. All of the answers I ever needed were right in front of me. I had everything I could have ever wanted. A great best friend, a great family, a great future ahead of me. But I felt empty, always searching for that one thing I was missing. And when I finally thought I had found it, that’s when I realized how wrong I was. How wrong I was to feel like I did. Because even when you’re sure about something, you’re never really sure. You never can be.
My name is Lindsay Dalton, and in the 20 years that I had been alive, I had only been sure of one thing. And that was that I was in love with my best friend. Kevin Jonas.
