Chapter 1
Hey I’m Kate. But my special someone calls me Kitten. I have a mom, dad, brother, and cat. My special someone is sweet, funny, charming, adorable, and famous. I really don’t care about the famous part, it’s actually kind of a bother. My love, is named Joe. Jonas. He is so awesome. But there is just one problem. He’s famous. I love the lime light… and being able to watch him and his brothers inspire people to be there best. It’s just, hard. Ya know what I mean? I bet you don’t, I bet you have that super special person to love and hold you. I had that. Once. But not anymore. Between photo shots, touring, practice, autographs, filming there new shows, and of course school, I never get anytime with him. I guess it doesn't bug me that much. But I’m starting to feel neglected. He doesn’t even seem to try to love me anymore. He might be trying. I just never see it happen. I love him, I mean I really truly love him. I would never think of dumping him, or telling him not to be famous, or cancel anything he wants to do. That would be rude. His brothers have gf’s too. There’s Lindsey, that’s Nicks’ girlfriend. They are so incredibly in love! And Kevin! He’s got a special some. Her name is Amber she’s like my best friend ever. Her and Kev are always together it’s almost to good to be true. They aren’t as lovey-dovey as Nick and Lindz, they’re way more mature than that. I think I’m going to confront Joe, but I’m scared. Really scared. He could seriously get mad at me and dump me. Even if I did have the courage, when would I do it. Oh I know there’s a photo shot with Demi Lovato tomorrow, I’ll talk to her, she’s so smart, she’ll no exactly what to do.
Chapter 2
“Demi!” I yelled and hugged her. We were all at the photo shoot.
“Hi ya Kat! What’s up?” She instantly new I was worried, I don’t know how but she could tell. “I need to talk to you.” I whispered. She pulled me aside. Instantly serious. “Just tell him how you feel.” She said. Then walked away. I was so confused.
I walked up to Joe. “Hey” He smiled that devilishly heart melting smile of his, aww I nearly died! “Joe, I think –“ “No” he cut in “ No, no, no. I’m not going to let this happen, your mine, okay? And that’s not gonna change!” “What?” I was uber confused now he was totally over reacting, for no reason... right? “Joe I was only gonna say that I think we need to spend way more time together, I miss you.” He hugged me and buried his head in my shoulder. He was so sad, I loved him so much. “I love you.” He whispered I my ear, I smiled and I held him. “Joe Jonas we need you” The intercom rang. “I see you everyday, but I need you to talk to me, okay? I wanna really see you, as you, not as a Jonas Brother.” I hugged him again. “ Now go they called you” He kissed me softly. It had been 2 months since he’d kissed me last. I loved it, except it ended to soon and I looked so stupid. Joe laughed, hugged me again and said, “Tonight, be ready” as he ran away. I stood there with a stupid smile on my face. Where’s Frankie? I wondered He owes me a game of guitar hero. I wondered off looking for where that little boy had went.
Chapter 3
I found Frankie turning on the playstation2 in the bus. He looked up at me. “Guitar hero?” “Defiantly” We spent the entire photo shot in the bus, I lost to Frank – the – tank twice, then kicked his but 3 times! Then the guys came in. “Joey!!!” I yelled as loud as possible. I ran up and gave him a hug. He kissed me on the cheek.“So what are we doing tonight? I want to know what to wear.” He just smiled. “Come on Joe tell me!” "I can’t, I’m really sorry but I just found out were doing an MTV interview tonight, so what were doing is temporarily postponed” “Till when?” I already knew the answer, but I had a hope, a hope that it was different“I – I don’t know.” I ran to my bunk upstairs ( the bus was one of those fancy English ones, the boys bought it) I didn’t want to speak to Joe, he promises so much, but does so little, and I was so sick of it! There was a knock on the door. “Go away.” I moaned. My face in my pillow. “Is that anyway to treat your best friends?” Amber sarcastically spoke. “Yeah, un-cool chickza” Lindz teased. They entered. I sat up. My face was all read because I had been crying. “Joe’s down on the first level, he’s so confused.” “Yeah, he told us to tell you that- “ I cut Amber off, I didn’t wanna here anything Joe had to say, and if he wanted to say something he should just come up here and talk to me. That’s exactly what I told Amber and Lindz. They said I was totally right, and it would be better to just dump him, relieve the stress. I was about to say “No gosh darn way, I love him” but they ran down the stairs saying “we’ll do it for you” the whole time.
Chapter 4
“What? Why? Huh? No!” I heard Joe yelling at Amber and Liz. Then I heard a thud and ran down the stairs. Amber and Lindz met me at the bottom.
“What did you say to him? You guys are so… you don’t get it do you… that’s not… I LOVE HIM.” I was sobbing, I pushed the girls out of the way and ran to Joe. He was on his knee’s, on the floor, saying “This is not real.” Kevin, Nick, and his parents were standing around him. They looked at me, glared, and left the room. (Mr. and Mrs. Jonas didn’t glare but they looked disappointed) I ran over to Joe. I whispered in his ear “I love you. I always will. Amber and Lindz are confused. I love you so much. I love you. I love you.” Joe looked up at me. I smiled, he smiled. Then he wrapped me in his arms and pulled me in for a kiss. It was a deep, powerful, cleansing kiss. One that we both needed. Now I new exactly what everyone meant when they said ‘if you’re really in love and you kiss your special person, then you get the most stupid smile on your face’. We sat there on the floor I rested my head on Joe’s chest and he held me tight. “I’ve got good news” He whispered to me. “What is it?” I whispered back, we could have used regular voices, but we didn’t.“MTV canceled, they were having camera and light problems, now we can go out somewhere.”“No. We can stay right here.”
Chapter 5
We spent the rest of the night sitting on Joe’s bunk, just talking, about nothing really, but everything at the same time. It was so great. Joe held me in his arms and played with my hair. I told him about everything that I had felt and whenever I started to cry he would just kiss he softly on the lips and say “ I love you so much”. Of course that made me feel much better. At around 12:30 midnight, Mrs. Jonas told us that we had to go to bed. Joe just looked at his mother. I said “Okay”. But when I tried to move he just pulled me super close and said “I’m never going to leave you, I’m never going to let you go, not again, not ever.” So I stayed with him. We lied down, Joe squeezed me the whole time and I fell asleep on his chest, I woke up at around 2:00 am Joe had fallen asleep 2 but still had his arms around me. I thought about getting up to go to my bunk, but I stayed there. What would Joe do if he woke up, and I wasn’t there? We all got up around 9:00 am and when I said that I was going to go eat breakfast, Joe just held me. When I said I’d be happier if I could eat, he held me all the way down the stairs and held my hand while I ate. I was beginning to become annoyed, but I knew he was just scared to lose me so I just let him.
Chapter 6
* Joe’s POV *
She is so amazing. I am so stupid. How did I just let her slip from me? I’m never going to let that happen again. I held onto her, she was so precious. Without her I’m going to... Don’t think about it Joe. Just tell her. Don’t tell her. She deserves to know! What if she hates me, I know she’ll hate me. I can’t let that – then it slipped, slipped from my mouth, and there was no stopping it “Kitten, I cheated on you.”
Chapter 7
* Back to Kate’s POV *
“Somebody call 911! Start the bus, get her to the hospital, she’s chocking!!!” Joe screamed. “Get – a – way- from ------ me!!!!” I screamed back at him
“ I wasn’t chocking, I’m okay don’t freak anyone! But you Joe Jonas you are just, just…. Ahh! I can’t believe I loved you! You horrible – ahh that’s completely against all your scruples and morals isn’t it? Apparently not! I hate you! I hate you!” The bus was stopped so I opened the door and ran, I didn’t know were I was going but I ran. Joe tried to run after me, but Amber stopped him at the door. Kevin and Nick came and held Joe back, so Amber and Lindz could follow me.
Part 2:
I stopped at a bench some 3 miles away from the bus. Lindz and Amber came panting behind me they both hugged me and I sobbed. “ I can’t…” my words trailed off, I couldn’t think straight. “We knew what we were doing when we dumped him for you ya know.” “Wait! You knew about that?!?” I yelled. “No,” they both jumped “we could just feel something wrong, we both have been cheated on and we know what it’s like.” I started to cry again. “Do I have to go back?” “Kate you know were the only home you have. Your mom and dad love you but they’re billion-air busy people remember?” I was so lucky my parents were alive and together and in love, but I hated the money, I never wore Hollister or American Eagle or anything like that. “ And since we are your family and we live with the Jonas Brothers, you have to stay.” “No I don’t” I said stronger suddenly “I have a phone, I can call a private helicopter to come get me, or a limo, or anything I want. In fact my parents have been wanting me to spend money, now I can.” I perked up a lot. “ And you two can come!” “Kate you know we would love that.” Lindz said. “But we love Kevin and Nick.” Amber finished. “We have to stay with them” They said at the same time. “Fine! Remember to stay in touch and feel free to come over whenever you are in town, bring Frankie too! But if I see Joe…” I started to cry again. They hugged me and promised to stay close. I called the private helicopter and it came in a flash, I packed my things and said good-bye to everyone (except Joe, I was going to tell him that I would maybe miss him a little, but he wasn’t there.) There were lots of tears, from everyone except me, Mr. and Mrs. Jonas said they had no idea where Joseph was and that he hated himself now. I didn’t care, he deserved what he got. And I wasn’t going to stand for it.
Chapter 8
“Hello?” I answered my phone. “Hi ya Kate!” I heard 2 voices scream.
“So what’s going on?” “Actually it’s kind of sad, ya see the Jonas Brothers are going on a tour in Europe, so we won’t be able to talk to you.” “Aww! Yes you will, I’ll just buy my own bus, and come with you!” “Oh cool we’ll go ask Nick, Kevin and … Mr. and Mrs. Jonas” They spoke quickly. I waited. “AHHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!” I heard screams. “Cool” I said when they calmed down. “I’ll see ya at the airport in 3 days then. We can either rent first class for all of us… yes all of us * waited *, or take my brand new private jet.” "Wow Kate you seriously spend a lot of money now!” “And I care because????” We all laughed.
Chapter 9
“Oh , hi everyone!” I yelled, and hugged everyone. “Hi!” They all screamed back. Joe ran up to me. I looked at him, hate filling me, I think it was hate anyway. “We need to talk” Inside my awesome private jet, Joe took me up front. We sat down across from each-other, and Joe looked very surprised.
“What?” I said sharply. “No, I mean, I don’t mean, look if you just give we time I’ll explain everything.” “Good.” Because I sure do deserve some explaining right now.” I knew I was being a total snot, but he was lucky I was even looking at him, he cheated on me, like I’m supposed to get over that.
“ Okay, I’m going to say this as fast as I can, so I can just get through it, with no interruptions.” He paused. I opened my mouth in protest. “ here’s what happened, I saw my ex Mandy, 1 month ago, I was really happy to see her, I missed her a lot, after all we are – were - still great friends. I was so excited I ran up to her and kissed her, it was completely on accident!” he hurried because I was about to say something. “anyway, she kissed me back. I totally didn’t expect it! It just happened! I told her that I had an amazing girlfriend that I loved, but I also told her that we hadn’t been talking a while. She decide to take advantage of that and I felt so awful the whole time we were holding hands and hugging, but I didn’t have you, and I needed someone to care for me. We only kissed that one time!… but I felt horrible, I decided not to tell you, just one bump in the road, and then you started making it so hard, I went back to Mandy, just so we could hug! I’m really sorry, I feel so horrible, that’s why I held you that night, and kissed you and told you I loved you, it was all true… and I’m just – I – I love you still, I always will, don’t hate me anymore. please” By the time he was done we were holding hands and crying.
Chapter 10
Joe leaned over and whispered in my ear “ Do you hate me?” I froze. Do I hate him? I mean I knew I didn’t hate him. But the opposite of hate is love. I knew I loved him, but then again, he cheated on me, I should be furious. That doesn’t necessarily mean I hate him though. “No I don’t hate you,” Joe breathed a sigh of pure relief. “ but I’m not going to come crawling back to you either.” Joe didn’t look at all surprised, he knew perfectly well that I needed time, and that a really ‘I’m sorry’ was in order, before I could even think of going back out with him (even though I will always love him). Just then everyone started loading onto the purple jet, so I stood up and walked away from Joe. He sat back on the couch and relaxed. His life was only going to get better. Mine however, wasn’t…
Chapter 11
I sat down on a comfy bean-bag chair next to Ashley and Lindsey. Nick and Kevin were already over talking to Joe. It felt like we were five again, the girls all together, and the guys on the opposite side all telling the exact same story. Making it feel like they had to tell it separate. You know what I’m talking bout right? Anyway Amber and Lindz were so excited. “So what happened??” “Was there a kiss?” “Are you back together!?” “There was a kiss! No.. well was there?” “TELL US!” they giggled, taking turns with an overwhelming number of questions. “Well…” I started “ Joe told me what happened, with the whole cheating thing.” “OH WHAT HAPPENED!?!?” Amber begged. So I told them everything Joe and I had discussed. But I decided to leave out the part were he asked if I hated him. Because I really wasn’t sure right now.
Chapter 12
“Aww! I think you love him.” Lindz giggled. “Huh?” I questioned. “Well you didn’t get really mad at him, and you listened to him, and held his hand!” Amber chimed in. “Well he asked me if I hated him, I said no, but I’m not sure.” “You’re just saying that.” Lindz and Amber had uber smug looks on their faces. “You’re in shock, that’s all.” “Okay, I guess.” I walked over to where the guys were, Joe immediately stood up and grabbed my hand. It felt really good. We walked to the very back, still holding hands, and sat down on the bean bags… Amber and Lindz were hiding in a near by set of seats, I knew they were there, but know body else could see them, not even Joe, unless they walked over and sat on them. “Hey swee-“ Joe stopped himself, I melted.
“ Hey.” I smiled at him. It happened so fast. We let go of each-others hands, wrapped our arms around each-other instead, and kissed. It lasted at least 6 minutes. I snuggled my head into Joe’s chest, he laid his head on my shoulder. He whispered nothings in my ear, to sooth me. I cried. That’s when I heard Amber speak to Lindsey. “Let’s not be a bother.. come on.” They got up and began to walk away but I lifted my head. They froze. “We weren’t eavesdropping – I swear!” Lindz exploded. “That’s cause there was nothing to eavesdrop about.” Amber laughed. Joe mouthed ‘ go please’ to both of them and they skipped off to see Kev and Nick.
Chapter 13
“Oh Kevy!!!!” Amber sang, she ran and jumped into a hug. “What is it?” Kevin sang back. “He, he, you’ll see in a minute.” She cuddled into him. Just then Joe and I walked over to where everyone was. “Amber tells me you two have good news?” “Well Amber you would know it all then; wouldn’t you?” We sat down on the couch. “Were are Nick and Lindz?” Joe said all cute… well maybe not but everything he said sounded like an angels voice right now. I smiled and pointed over were we had been, the plain wasn’t that big, but I knew it’s interior better than anyone. There was Nick and Lindsey. Snogging. Like always. Amber was no-longer cuddled onto Kevin, she was just sitting on his lap, smiling at him. I felt Joe squeeze my knee, he didn’t mean to but I could tell he wanted what Kevin and Amber had, I wanted it too. I laid my head on his shoulder, he inhaled. A tear fell down my cheek. He wiped it away and kissed the top of my head. Kevin turned on the T.V. (A whole 32 channels up here!!), we watched Juno.
Chapter 14
We arrived at the airport shortly after Juno had ended. Nick and Lindsey had stopped snogging, and watched the movie too. When we were outside of the airport, waiting for the British taxi, Joe asked me a question. “So. Are you gunna like stay in our bus, or get your own.” “Are you asking me to stay on your bus, with you?” “Maybe.”“Well then I think I’m gunna.” Joe hugged me. It was really tight, I couldn’t move my arms to hug him back. “Uh… Joe? I know your happy, but the taxi is here.” “Oh right! Sorry.” He let go. Suddenly, I wanted him to hug me again. We hopped into a cab with Nick, Lindz, Kevin, and Amber . We arrived at the hotel around 11:00pm and ran to our suite. The boys were kind of stuck because Jonas fans will stop at nothing to see those boys, and there body guards had to help them get through the crowd. Wow! The suite was amazing, we hopped the boys got one as nice as this for themselves, and didn’t give us all the luxury! Everyone claimed there room/bed, and unpacked there stuff (we all had our own separate dresser in our rooms). I just stood there. “Kate!!!! Come on, looks like Joe knew you were coming… you got the nicest room!” Amber and Lindsey dragged me into a beautiful room. On the bed, was a note. It read:
Dear Kitten,
I am so sorry for everything, sorry for cheating, sorry for neglecting, and most importantly sorry for not saying I love you 6 times a day. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. That’s four, and expect more to follow. Please forgive me. I really am so sorry. But I can’t take all this seriousness. Let’s have fun in Europe, it’s bound to be a b-e-a-u-tiful place! I love you!
I love you,
Joe
“Aww!!” Lindsey giggled. I turned around “Isn’t he the sweetest!” I fell onto the - or my - bed. “Unpack… and get your bathing suit on, the pool is huge!!!!” Amber yelled from her room. We all got on our suits, and cover –ups. Then we went next door to where the boys were. Inside there suite was like an exact replica of ours. “Cool isn’t it?” Kevin grinned. “Yeah, very, thanks! Now can we go swimming?” Amber really liked swimming. “Yeah. Let us unpack our thing, throw on our suits and well meet ya down there.” “Okay guys we’ll meet ya down their in a minute.” Nick said busy unpacking his clothes in his room. Obviously, he wasn’t listening to Kevin. “Mk.” As we walked out of the room, Joe pulled my arm. “Hmm?” I turned around totally zoned out of the world. He kissed me quickly (which for us is like 50 seconds.) “Thanx.” I winked at him. “ But that doesn’t mean anything yet.” He hugged me and I heard Kevin and Nick call. “ Mk. See ya down there.”
Chapter 15
Down at the pool, Amber and Lindsey grabbedd a chaze and started to tan. While I, on the other hand, had fun. I jumped in the pool, it was cool, and refreshing nice on my skin. I did a few laps, when the guys came. "Cannon ball!!!!!" Joe screamed. "Joe! Ahhahaha!" I screamed back. He swam over and rapped his arms around me. I layed my head on his chest, even though we we're standing and could touch the bottom. Then we had chiken fights, me and joe vs. kevin and nick, obviously nick won. Anyways, after we swam, Lindsey asked to talk to Nick for a sec. she took him aside and we all pretended to continue what we were doing, butsecretly we were evesdropping. Here's how the convo went.
Lindz: Nick, uh i don't how to say this but...
Nick: Your breaking up with me?
Lindz: I'm sorry Nick, I like you, i really do it's just...
Nick: there's somone else isn't there?
Lindz:*sigh* yes
Nick: Okay, you can pack your bags and leave.
Lindz: wait what? I was going to go on this tour with you guys!
Nick: If we're not together, then there's no reason for you to stay
Lindz: You are such a ...!!
Nick: Go Lindsey.
Lindz: Fine!!! I hate you!!!!!!!!!
Lindsey came back furious. She grabbed her towel and left to go pack. Nick came back and sat down on a chaze lounge. He put is face in his hands, and i heard soft cries. I hopped out of the pool, and sat down next to nick, i rubbed his back. "Aww, it's okay, she wasn't your type anyway, she was to serious." He looked at me. "She said there was someone else." Thaat put me in hard place. Nick didn't know there was someone else this whole time. But I did, and I knew who it was. " Nick i know who it was. Drake Bell." "What?!?! She went out with that loser?!? Gosh I am so stupid, how did I not know that!!" He started to cry again. I wrapped my arms around him. "It's gunna be alright." I whispered in his ear.
Chapter 16
*The next morning*
We all woke up and went to the Jonas' room for breakfast. Nick was the last to join us. His eye's were blood shot and his face was red. Poor thing, obviously he'd stayed up all night crying. He sat down across from me. "Hey beautiful, how was your night?" I asked him, trying to make a joke. Joe was the only person who laughed a little. That's when the doorbell rang. Amber, nick and I knew it was lindsey. So when nick went to go answer it, we told him to sit down. Amber and I got up from the table and went to the door. I had a horrible feeling something bad was about to happen. We both took a deep breath and opened the door. I didn't even have time to scream before we were both bound, gagged, blindfolded and being dragged away.
Part 2:
I woke up in a odd empty room, made entirly of cement. i looked around and saw amber on the floor, still un-concious. i heared 3 voices, one was clearly lindseys, the other two were unfamiliar, but clearly they were men. They came in the room, and noticing i was awake, told me what "the boss" (lindsey) had in store for us. "The boss, didn't expect you to girlies to be at da door. So when it was you we did what we could... anyway, she had planned it to be nick, and was going to capture and kill him. But seein how it's you to, his death can't happen, as soon as the boss had planned." then the other one started to talk. "Hahaha. now da boss is gunna use you as bait to get em ere! And kill da lot of ya's!!!!!" Both men laughed evily. Then lindsey stepped in the room, by now amber was awake too. "You won't get away with it!" She screamed (Amber), almost exactly like they do it in the movies. Lindsey laughed. "Your right, i will be caught, but i don't care, you'll all be gone, and i'll be satisfied." She howled with laughter. "Shut up you!" I yelled at her. There were voices heard around the corner. The men loaded there guns and ran around the corner, "No!!!!!!" Was all i could even think to say as i heard a single gun shot.
Chapter 17
Amber had pulled apart from her bounds, and ran around the corner. Before I heard the gun shot. It was quite. I didn't know what to do. it was all happening way to fast, i barley had time to think. i pulled and teared and struggled to get out of the ropes, finally they lossed up and i slipped my hands out. I heard a comotion from the next room, i heard lindsey laughing and Joe, Nick and Kevin fighting Lindsey's 2 body gaurds. I didn't hear Amber. suddenly Lindsey screamed and the sounds of police breaking into the building. "No!" she screamed "Kill them, kill them now you fools!!!!" 3 more shots went off. i stayed were i was to afraid to move to shocked to comprehend what just may have happpened. Suddenly someone ran from around the corner. I lowered my head, tears falling down my cheeks. " If your going to kill me do it quickly, i don't wan't to hear your victory!" I sobbed, thinking lindsey was there. "Why would i ever hurt you?" I heard a soft, familiar voice say. I looked up and there was... Nick? i stood up and he hugged me. "Are you okay?" he said. "what i would have done if she'd hurt you... i don't know." " I'm fine, i heard gun shots, who..." i trailed off not able to think stragiht. " He took my hand. "no one. bad bad aim, lindsey is." ''Dear God," i breathed, "Joe, i've got to find joe." Nick coughed a little and looked away. '' nick, you said everyone was okay. did you lie to me?" "Lie to you? never. but joe, um he and i were talking and he dosen't want to hurt you anymore. and i don't want him to either." I looked at Nick. The next thing that happened, had my lips coilled around his and it was new hope. "wow." was all nick could say a smile spreading arcoss is face.
Chapter 18
