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you did almost everything right.

you've told me that i was great.

you've told me that i was smart.

you've told me that i was kind.

you've told me that i was sweet.

but theres just one thing missing.

you've never told me "i love you"

i waited for so long to hear you say those words.

i needed you to say those words.

and now that i know that you dont feel the same i have goso very far away.

i realized we were not ment to be.

that you were just playing a trick on me.

and i fell for it how stupid i could be.

but not anymore because i am going to lock up my heart an throw the key away.

when i heard your voice i heard beauty...

when i saw your face, i saw a goddess...

when i danced with you my heart skipped a beat...

when i held you my heart stopped and time stood still...

when i broke my arm not a tear was shed.

when i stepped on glass and needed stitches, my eyes were cry...

they say im super man..

but then why?

why does it hurt?

you told me you fell inlove with another...

this guy was my brother..

a friend ship has died...

and its the first i cried..

you saw my tears, now i know even super man can cry...

i've been pushed down so many times.

i feel this time will be the last, as i lay here fading.

my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past.

i feel the pressures of shame and rejection building, as i lay here on the floor.

i have no strength to get up.

im not worth it any more.

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have you ever loved someone, but knew they didnt care?

have you ever felt like crying, but knew you;d get no where?

have you ever looked into their eyes, and said a little prayer?

have you ever looked into their hearts, and wished that you were there?

have you ever felt their heartbeat, when the lights were turned down low?

have you ever whispered " god, i love you" but you'll never let me show?

love is grand, yet it hurts so much.

the price you pay is high.

if i could choose between love and death, i'd rather choose to die.

so do not fall inlove my friend, it doesnt pay a dime.

it only causes broken hearts, yet it happenes all the time.

so do not fall inlove my friend, you'll hurt before its through.

i ought to know, my friend.

i fell inlove with you.

im sorry everything you've been through.

it must've been very hard on you.

im sorry for all thats been said and done.

i was the moon, you were the sun.

im sorry for not making everything right.

but the situation i was in, was very tight.

im sorry for not lending you a hand.

if only i could be a better friend.

im sorry if it seemed like i didnt care.

lucky for you, your special someone was there.

im sorry for breaking your heart.

for forgiveness, where do i start?

watching you from across the room sending searing pain through my heart.

i think back a year ago, when i thought we'd never part.

my love for you just wont die down it just  grows with each new day.

i wish you'd dare to look at me and hear what i have to say.

" i love you and want you back"

but these words you just wont hear.

you dont seem to remember themall the memories i hold dear.

you were my first kiss, my first love and now you dont care.

how could you just blow it away?

we were the perfect pair.

you seem content to let me go.

you're doing fine as you are, while im still missing how we were.

we had the best love by far.