I read all the fanfics i can on this website so i decided to make my own. Plz read and tell me what you think. I want to know if you want more. Thx.

Chapter 1

Im Brianna, and my two BFF's are Macy and Kim. We do all the best friend stuff, go to school together, talk to each other 24/7, have sleepovers and tell each other our deepest darkest secrets. Im a fall baby, Macy is a summer baby, and Kim is a winter baby. Macy is 15, Kim is 19, and I'm 17. We all have different favorite colors, different colored hair and eyes. So how could we possible be best friends? We all met at school, in a club for people with OJD. They were the first people i met in that club and ever since I said "That guy is a total studmuffin!" we have been best friends. We all went to the Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus Conert just because the Jonas Brothers were the opening act. Little did we know that they weren't opening for the Jacksonville concert, so we were totally bumming. When we found out they weren't coming to Jacksonville on their Burnin' Up summer tour, we litterally moped around for a week. Thats when inspiration struck Kim. She was always the smart, romantic, and free spirited one of the three. She made a three way call to Macy and I at 2:45 in the morning! This is how it went down...

Me: OMJ Kim couldn't this wait for at least another eight hours!

Macy: Ya, you know I'm going to get in trouble for going over in minutes!

Kim: Sorry guys but this can't wait. I just thought of a way to get the Jonas Brothers to come to Jacksonville. It's not 100% going to work but we have a shot.

M+M: SPILL!!!

Kim: Ok so they are nice enough to read their own fan mail, and all right....?

M+M: ya.....

Kim: So what if we send them an e-mail talking about how Jacksonville got sold short during the Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus tour and how Jacksonville is totally Burning'Up for them?

Macy: OMJ Kim your a genious!

Me: Yes I love it!

Kim: Ok meet me at my house tomorrow at 7 (yes AM!) and we will make it purfecto!

Macy: 7!?!?!?!? No way!

Me: Ya I asked for eight more hours not five! Now you are selling me short!

Kim: Stop your whining! Get some sleep, because tomorrow we are going to get....The Jonas Brothers.

Chapter 2

I got up at 6:45 and immediately went to Starbucks and then to Kim's. When I got there Macy was already there with her Starbucks and fully dressed while I had opted for my Pj's which consisted of PINK by Victoria's Secret shorts and tank top w/ my Volcom hoodie.

Me: Wow Macy your actually awake.

Macy: Ya my mom had gotten up at 5 but woke me up in the process.

Me: That sucks.

Macy: Ya but i dont really care, I mean she does it all the.......

Kim: Alright guys lets get us some Jo-Bros!

M+M: YAY! (We were awake now)

Kim put in her Jonas Brothers CD and got on her laptop. She did most of the writing but Macy and I contributed the "We love you and hope you come!"

Kim: I think it's done.

Me: Ok let me read it.

Hey guys this is Kim! One of your biggest fans. So how have you guys been? Ya touring must be really fun. I'm with my two best friends Macy and Brianna right now. We were talking about how ah-mazing you guys are and then how bummed we were that you guys weren't opening for the Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus Tour and that had been the only reason we went. When we found out you guys were doing a summer tour we were desparate to see you guys. Unfortuneately Jacksonville wasn't on the list of cities you were coming to. Not even on the added dates. So we thought we would come to the stars themselves for help. We would love for you guys to come to Jacksonville. It would mean alot to everyone here if you came. Plz consider it! We love you guys and hope you come!

Love,

Kim, Brianna, and Macy

(#2 fans right behind your family)

Me: It's perfect!!!

Kim: Alright......and.......it's sent!

Macy: Yay now all we have to do is wait!

Kim checked her e-mail every hour. Even when we were out she had her Blackberry right there with her.

*The Jonas Brothers Tour bus*

Kevin: Hey guys look at this e-mail we got.

The boys came over and read it

Joe: We should totally go there.

Nick: Ya it was kind of unfair that we weren't there on the Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus Tour.

Mr. Jonas: Why did you bring that up?

Joe: There are these girls who e-mailed us and...

Kevin: They asked if we could come to Jacksonville, and it really wasnt fair that we didnt see them on that tour.

Nick: Ya dad so can we go?

Mr. Jonas: Well West Palm Beach is the last stop and Jacksonville is on the way back up so.....why not?

Joe: Yes! Jacksonville here we come!

Nick: Alright lets let them know we're coming.

Two weeks had passed by and we were at the mall. Kim was checking her e-mail for the seventh time that day.

Macy: Give it a rest Kim. They aren't going to get back to us.

Kim: Ya your probably right....(she glanced down at her phone and her eyes widened) OMJ guys they replied!

Me: No flippin way!

Macy: Yes i knew they would!

Kim and I looked at her with a 'Ya Macy you never doubted them for a second look' and we all cracked up.

Me: Ok so read it out loud.

Macy: Yes. DO IT DO IT DO IT!

Kim: Alright here it goes....."Hey girls. Its the Jonas Brothers. We just wanted to let you know that we would totally love to go to Jacksonville and we will be coming June 17th (Author's Note: I changed the dates to make it fit into their schedule). To make it even better you girls get three frontrow tickets, and backstage passes. We can't wait to see you guys there and we are looking forward to it. We sent you a link to the paper that you give to the box office and they will have your tickets and passes. See you soon!

Love,

Kevin, Nick and Joe"

Me: OMJ! OMJ! OMJ!

Macy: I can't believe it the Jonas Brothers actually e-mailed us back and we get to meet them.

Kim: I know right!

We all got in a group hug and screamed right there and then in the middle of the food court. Everyone put all their attention on us and we all backed away from each other. This is going to be the awesome.

Chapter 3

We were all in my room. Macy and Kim sat on the bed while I say at my window seat. Silence fell over us as we all day dreamed about the experience that was 3 hours away. I broke the silence.

Me: Alright, outfit check!

K+M: Kay.

Macy and I looked at Kim. She had chosen her black leggings, pink shirt dress with a black belt and hot pink flats. Her hair was in a sleek pony tail with a pink ribbon. (She had read in a magazine that Kevin loved a clean but unique look) She had pink crystal studs and a gold Juicy Couture "J" necklace. She had her favorite white Coach purse as well.

M+M: 9!

Kim and I looked at Macy who had on purple leggings under a jean skirt and a purple tank top over a white one. She loved to layer, that's actually something we have in common. She had her hair half up and she had her purple Nikes on (I loved her sneaks and she promised to take me to the place where she got them before school started.)  She borrowed a pair of pearl earrings and the matching necklace. She chose to bring her white Betsey Johnson "Call Me" print bag.

K+M: 9.5!

Kim and Macy looked at me. I had on my skinny gray jeans, bright green tank top, a white vest and white flats. I had on my green flower stud earrings (Author's note: think Tarina Tarantino, I love her jewelry I own like 5 pairs of the flower earrings.) green lucite necklace and the matching bracelet. I had my hair in a ponytail with a poof at the top and little star pins on the side of my head. (I saw it in an issue of cosmo girl and i loved it. It was very sports meets glamorous.) I decided no purse and just put my iphone in my back pocket.

K+M: 9.7!

Macy: Your poof needs a little more height and then......fab-u-lous!

Me; Thanks Macy!

Kim: Alright guys lets get to the arena and get our tickets and passes. The Jonas Brothers said we could hang out before the show.

Macy: Brianna did you hear that? The Jonas Brothers want to 'hang out' with us!?!?!?

Me: Yes Macy, it's not like you just found out, you've known for a week now.

Macy: I know but today is the day. THE DAY!!!

Kim: Ok Macy you can freak out in the car, lets go.

We all got into Kim's car and went onward to the best night of our lives. We played the Jonas Brothers cd and started belting out the words. After 45 minutes of a non-stop Jonas Brothers sing-along we were there. Macy got out of the car and BAM!

Macy: AAAHHHHHH!!!!

Kim and I covered our ears.

Me: Macy! Was that really necessary?

She looked at me then Kim with her "Should i really answer that look on her face. We all started laughing. Kim finally became serious.

Kim: Alright come on!

Me: Do you have the paper?

Kim: Have you ever known me to forget something?

I left that un answered because I knew what was all on our minds. We were about to meet the Jonas Brothers and our hearts were about to burst out of our chests.

Macy: OMJ!

K+M: What? (She sounded like she had just forgotten the answers to the SAT)

Macy: I can't remeber if I put on deoderant and B.O. is a total turn off.

Kim and I just left but Macy was dead serious.

Me: Macy you didn't forget you put on like 3 layers.

Macy: Oh ok just checking.

We got to the box office and she had to phone someone for verification. She gave us our tickets and passes. She told us to go down the hall, take a left, a right, and go down until you get to the door labeled 698734-A-C.

We looked at her like she was speaking a different language. She repeated.

Box Office Lady: Go down the hall, take a left, a right, and go down till you see the room with a big star on it that says Jonas Brothers.

Me: OH! Whhy didnt you just say that. Psh!

Kim: Alright girls lets go.

We followed her inside the venue and made our way down the hall.

Chapter 4

She said down the hall, take a left, then a right. We were walking down the hallway looking for the room with a Star on it. We had walked in silence the whole time. We got to the door and Kim looked at Macy and I.

Kim: Ok we are going to casually knock on the door and NOT freak out. They are just regular guys and there is no need to....

Macy: AAAAHHHH!!!!!

Kim: MACY!

Kevin was in the door way with his eyes wide opened. He was wearing dark jeans, a white t-shirt, a black blazer and his signature dress shoes.

Kim: Oh hi.

She was totally in love. Kevin seemed to be feeling the connection too. He starred at her for what seemed like forever, while Macy and I just stood there with our mouths opened wide. Kim finally snapped out of it.

Kim: Um I'm Kim, this is Macy, and this is Brianna.

M+M: Hi!

Kevin: Hi you must be the girls who got us here.

Kim: Ya that was us.

Kevin: So you guys come on in.

We went in and Nick and Joe were in an intense game on the PS3. Kevin closed the door behind us. The room was huge! There was a table with snacks on the left hand side, three couches, an entertainment system, on the right there were three vanities one for each of the boys I guessed, and one monstrous closet that had all sorts of clothes from skinny jeans to ties and scarves, and then a smaller closet with like a 200 pairs of shoes.

Kevin: Hey guys the girls are here.

Macy whispered to me: Did you hear that we are THE girls!

Me: I know!!

Joe and Nick glanced up but Nick wouldn't look away from Macy. I was wondering if she noticed but that question was answered right away.

Joe: Ha Nick! I beat you.

Nick turned away.

Macy leaned in towards me: Nick totally just checked me out.

Me: You bet he did. If he checked you out any longer he might have been fined. (Joe's pick up line!)

We cracked up.

They all looked at us with a 'wanna share whats so funny' look on their face.

Me: Macy's shoe was untied! HAHAHA!

Wow Brianna way to go. You made yourself look like a total idiot I thought to myself but I brushed the thought away.

Joe: So why don't you guys come sit down.

Kevin sat next to Kim who sat next Me who sat next to Macy who sat next to Nick who sat next to Joe. (did you get all of that?)

Kevin: So have you guys ever been to one of our concerts?

Macy: No. You guys have never come to Jacksonville, and my parents have this thing about me traveling without them. It's all because of this one time when we were at this lake, and I got lost somehow on a trail. But my parents being the freaks they are thought I ran away so now I can't go on any kind of trips without them. Then there was this one time when we were...

Kim: Macy I think thats a little to much information.

Macy: Oh ya your right sorry.

Nick: I thought it was kind of interesting.

Macy: Really, because I have tons of stories.

Nick: Well how about you tell me while I show you around. We can try out all the seats around the stage area.

Macy: Ok

Nick led Macy out. I knew how this was going to go down and I didn't like where it was heading. Me alone with Joe Jonas. It's not that I don't like him but I'm not one to fall for a big rock star, but apparently Kim and Macy are willing to. 

Kevin: So Kim...

I looked at Kim with my 'OMJ he knows your name' look and she replied with a 'I know can you believe it?' face.

Kevin: Do you play any instruments?

Kim: Ugh ya I actually play guitar.

Kevin: Thats cool. Well why don't we go look at all of them in the music room.

Kim: um, ok.

They left and now it was just me and Joe. He hadn't said one word to me the whole time. Let alone look at me. He watched them walk out of the room and we sat there in silence for like ever. He finally said..

Joe: So what's your name?

Me: Ugh Brianna. Whats yours?

OMJ did i seriously just ask that!! How dumb am I?

Joe: Ugh Joe. (He kinda laughed it out)

Me: That's a cool name.

Joe: Ya but some people call me...ugh...(he flipped his hair) Danger.

Me: Oh ya well some people call me....(I twirled my hair on my finger)...Riskay!

Joe: Well then Riskay! Would you like to go to the stage, otherwise known as my playground?

Me: Only if danger awaits.

Joe: Then off we go.

Chapter 5

So that went better than I thought it would. Joe and I were walking down to the stage area and we passed the music room.

Me: Hold on. Kevin and Kim are suppose to be in here right?

Joe: Ugh ya I think so.

Me: Let's take a peek.

I opened the door just a crack and we both peered inside. OMJ Kevin totally just kissed Kim. I had heard the brothers were open for love this summer and I think Kevin is getting a head start. I shut the door. Joe and I just looked at each other.

J+M: AWKWARD!! Hahahaha!!!

Joe: Maybe we should keep this to ourselves.

Me: Ya I might get a whole lecture about eavesdropping from Kim.

Joe: I know I'll get one from Kevin.

Me: So off to the playground!!

Joe: Alrighty then. Off we go.

As we walked to the stage we just talked. It was nice to talk to Joe because he just wanted to get to know me. It was fun.

Joe: So here we are!

Me: Whoa! This is so cool, and you get to play on this every night?

Joe: Yup. Every night is like one big party.

Me: That's ah-mazing. Omg! What's this? AAHHHH!!!

I fell through the trap door. Joe rushed over.

Joe: Are you ok?

Me: Ya i totally ment to do that.

Joe: Sure you did.

Me: can I try again?

Joe: Sure go for it.

I did that 3 more times. It was so much fun. We slid down the ramps and were seeing who could jump the farthest off the stage. I felt like I was eight years old! We were laying down on the stage. Looking at the 12 thousand seats that surrounded us.

Me: Hahahaha

Joe: I like your laugh.

Me: Joe it's a laugh, everybody has one.

Joe: Ya but their not all like yours.

Me: Yup, I guess your right because you do laugh like a monkey.

Joe got up and looked at me and put his hand on his chest.

Joe: Me? No no no no no not me.

I laughed and really looked at him for the first time. His hair was flatironed of course and his eyes were big and brown. He was wearing his purple pants and I absolutely adored them. His white Rock and Roll all night t-shirt fell perfectly over his abs. I glanced up and saw some people sitting in the seats.

Me: Hey is that Macy and Nick way up there?

Joe: I suppose it is. HEY STUDMUFFIN, HOW'S IT GOING?

I looked at him like 'OMJ you did not just do that.'

Joe: Come on let's go back to the greenroom. We can watch a movie or something.

Me: Fine bossy!

We walked back without a word. We would sneak a peek at each other every once in a while and then when one of caught each other we laughed. It was like a weird game of peek-a-boo. We got back to the greenroom and sat on the couch.

Joe: So what do you want to watch.

I was thinking Camp Rock the whole time because it's my favorite movie but he wouldn't watch himself.

Me: Um I don't care something funny.

Joe: Blades of Glory it is!

(Author's Note: I have never actually seen this movie but i heard it was really funny.) It had only been 20 minutes and then Kevin and Kim walked in.

Kevin: Hey guys. What are you watching?

Joe and I turned around, looked at each other thinking back on what we had sneaked a peek at and laughed.

Kevin: What's so funny?

Me: We're watching Blades of Glory.

Joe: Ya it's a funny movie. Im suprised your not holding hands.

At that Joe and I lost it and laughed non-stop. Kevin and Kim sat on the couch with us. After 10 minutes Nick and Macy walked in, and they were holding hands.

We all turned around Nick looked at Joe with the most annoyed look ever. He obviously hadn't forgotten about Joe's comment. Joe and I quickly turned around with smirks on our faces trying to conceal our laughter. So we were all on the couch watching the movie when someone came in.

Stage Director: Alright boys half an hour and your on. Girls you have to leave now, so they can get ready.

Macy and I looked at Kim ready to take orders. She got our telepathic message and stood up.

Kim: Well we better get to our seats.

Kevin: You guys could hang out backstage if you want to.

Macy: I want to sit in our seats and get pictures!!

Me: That's cool with me.

Kim: Ok we'll go to our seats.

Nick got up and said without taking his eyes off Macy...

Nick: Well come backstage after the show.

K+M+M: Kay.

We walked towards the door and the boys followed. Kevin stopped Kim before we left and kissed her on the cheek. Nick did the same with Macy. Joe and I just looked at each other, feeling completely invisible. Thats when I broke up the lovefest.

Me: Come on sweeties. Say goodbye and come awn!

Joe: Ya guys we have to get ready. Brianna, we'll see you guys after the show.

Me: Copy that (I said into my invisible walkie talkie.)

I led them away and they were speechless until we got to our seats.

Macy: OMJ! I think Nick likes me!

Me: Macy he just kissed you that doesnt mean anything.

Macy: It doesnt?!!??!!

Me: I'm just kidding! He's totally into you. And Kevin seems to be warming up to you Kim.

Macy: Why am I always last to know stuff.

Kim: You aren't last you would always be first. That's why there is nothing going on between us.

Me: So that was a harmless kiss back in the music room?

Kim: How do you know about that?!?!

Macy: So I am always last.

Me: Joe and I might have opened the door a crack, and might have seen you too doing a little spit swapping.

Kim: BRIANNA!

Me: I said maybe!

She was totally mad but I knew she would forget after the concert.

Me: Hey guys I want to go grab a t-shirt.

Kim: No the concert is about to start and I don't want you to miss anything.

Me: Fine.

The lights dimmed and Demi Lovato came out ready to pump up the crowd.

Chapter 6

Macy, Kim and I were totally loving Demi Lovato. She was fab-u-lous. I loved her edgy yet glam look. Kind of like how my hair was done sporty meets glamorous and goes edgy. Ya that works. So Demi finished and introduced the Jonas Brothers. We were singing along and every once in a while Nick would do a pose for Macy's camera, and i think you know what happened everytime he did that. She would look at Kim and I and go

Macy: OMJ guys did you see that. I got a great picture of him.

and Kim and I would reply in unison

Kim and I: YES MACY! We saw it this time and the time before that and the time before that!

We enjoyed the concert and had an awesome time. There was one moment where Joe laughed but you couldn't hear it because he wasnt by the mic. There was obviously a secret conversation going on between the guys while they were on stage and Kim totally noticed. (Author's Note: Remeber there was some article in a magazine that said they have little mics that were only possible to hear between the three of them? Well thats what im referring to. The article also said that they talk about cute girls they spot in the crowd through those mics.) Kevin gave us a signal which ment that we should leave after the song (which was the last) to get backstage A.S.A.P. without getting stuck in the crowd. We did exactly as he said and went off backstage.

Joe: So did you guys absolutely love the concert?

K+M+M: Yes!

Macy: It was so much fun.

Me: Ya you guys were ah-mazing.

Kim: I liked it too but what so funny while you guys were on stage? You guys had like a 'secret conversation' going on while you were up there.

Kevin: It was nothing.

Me: Come on we won't laugh if you guys were 'checking out' girls. We check out guys all the time. (I looked around for some back up, they weren't going to say anything) Ok well at least I do.

Joe: Ya did you see that hot guy 5 seats away from you?

I looked at him and punched him in the arm.

Me: As a matter of fact I did, and he was totally checking me out.

I looked at him to see his reaction. He was getting kind of jealous...or at least I think. He looked right at me, with a 'Oh yea well eat this' look on his face.

Joe: Well there was a girl in the crowd that wants to date me.

Me: Your Joe Jonas, I bet at least half of them would date you in a heartbeat.

Joe: Half!?! More like all of them.

Me: Ya because the 8 year old two seats down from me is totally into older guys.

Joe: I bet she is and still will be ten years from now.

Me: Ya sure.

Nick: Are you two done?

Me: Who said we started?

Nick: Ok then, so what are you guys up for tonight?

Macy: We are hanging out with you guys? AH!!!!

We all covered our ears and after 30 seconds Macy looked around and saw all of us in total shock.

Macy: Oh sorry...

Joe: That's ok we are used to pretty girls screaming for us 24/7. (He said that looking directly at me.)

Me: Ya Macy you know how girls fall for self-centered black hearted rock stars. (I never took my eyes off of Joe.)

Kevin: I guess we should go get something to eat.

He was trying to lighten up the mood. It obviously didnt work because Joe and I had a silent stare down all the way to the limo. Kevin sat next Kim, ugh they are so lovey-dovey I bet their song is 'Kiss, Kiss' by: chris Brown. Nick and Macy sat together, Macy would talk non-stop while Nick just sat there and stared her pretty face, and every once in a while finish her sentences, I figured 'Make You Mine' by :Vanessa Hudgens would work for them. So I had to sit by Joe. Ugh he made me so mad back there. wait I'm not falling for him. I can't be I mean he was totally trying to make me mad. Wait does that mean he wanted to make me jealous? Wait why do I care I don't like him. I don't fall for rock stars remeber!?! The whole time Joe and I were fighting and I was coming up with some pretty good comebacks I have to admit. I mean usually I freeze up and walk away from the situation but Joe seemed to be feeding meraw energy. I don't even remeber how this all started. Well I wasn't going to admit defeat so we went on and on till we got to McDonald's for a quick bite. We were going to eat inside but before we went in Nick looked at Joe and I.

Nick: We are going inside and you know the paparattzi (IDK if i spelt it right sorry) will be in there. So if you guys could stop fighting for an hour that would be a miracle.

J+M: Fine.

Me: I'll be nice if Joe is nice.

I crossed my arms and turned away from Joe. He slumped in his seat folding his arms as well.

Nick: Joe? Will you be nice to Brianna?

Joe: Only for an hour.

Nick: Alright lets go.

There was a mob of fans who had followed the limo and the boys signed autographs, took a few pictures and then we went inside. The paparattzi got some pics of them signing autographs and left. Joe and I didn't say one word to each other. After an hour Joe looked at his imaginary watch and tapped it looking at Nick.

Joe: It's been an hour.

Nick: Ok let's go guys. Some people are getting impatient.

We walked back into the limo and right when the door shut Joe and I were at it again.

Joe: You eat like a pig!

Me: Well at least I don't need a bib!

Joe: I don't use a bib!

Me: Ya, but you should!

Kim: OMJ! Will you guys SHUT UP!

Joe and I sat in our seats and left everything as it was. Even though we weren't saying anything it was like we were having a telepathic war with each other. He looked at me and I looked at him. Our eyes spoke for us.

Chapter 7

Kim and Kevin have been going out for three months now. I, being Kim's best friend, had to listen to her talk about Kevin all day. Even when I wasn't with her she called me, I answered, she talked for hours and I listened. That's what happened the first week, after that I started leaving the phone under my pillow so she could brag about her perfect relationship and I didn't have to hear every flippin' detail! I still kept in touch with the guys. Nick and Macy aren't an official couple, but anyone who has hung out with them knows they are meant for each other. So my two best friends were dating Jonas Brothers. I was stuck hanging out with two "couples" and the guy who hates me. All six of us would go to the mall and Nick would take Macy where ever she wanted. Kevin and Kim would go look at old movies and always come back with at least five they were intersted in seeing. Joe and I pretended like we were ok with each other and were going to hang out with each other just so we didn't ruin anyone's relationship. When everyone had left Joe and I would part ways and go on our own without saying a word to each other. Then exactly an hour and a half later we would meet at Pinkberry, grab something to eat, and show each other what we got. Then we went looking for the others. It had become such a routine that I wanted to switch it up. We were at the mall and I figured instead of going out on my own I would ask Joe if we could just try to get along for the next hour and a half, and actully do something together like the others thought we were doing. So we were at the mall and Joe and I were about to leave each other...

Me: Ugh Joe

He turned around and I saw his gorgeous eyes. He looked so cute I kinda stood there like an idiot.

Joe: What?

Me: I know you kind of hate me and-

Joe: I don't hate you.

Me: You don't?

Joe: I've never hated you. Why would you think that?

Me: Look where we are. We never talk!

Joe: What are we doing right now?

Me: Ugh talking.

Joe: Yup.

Me: Ok so if you don't hate me. Do you want to actually hang out today? We could actually do what everyone thinks we're doing...

He stood there for like 3 minutes thinking about it.

Me: Ok, fine nevermind. We don't have to hang out. We'll keep lying to everybody, and just pretend like we do. All you had to do was say no, but instead you wanted me to stand here like some blubber butt thinking you would actually say yes.

I was on the verge of tears but sucked it up. Why was I about to crying anyway? I looked at him with my angry face. Grrr.

Joe: I never actually said no. Maybe I wanted to hang out with you.

Me: So you were going to say yes?

Joe: Maybe.

Me: Well I don't care what you were going to say. You are going to hang out with me and you are going to have a good time.

I grabbed his arm and pulled him towards Urban Outfitters. I was so mad. I was just tired of pretending, I wanted us to get along.

Joe: I always have a good time with you.

Me: Really?

Joe: Ya it's not like your idea of fun is sitting around reading a book or playing scrabble.

Me: I really do hate scrabble. It makes me feel dumb. Like I don't know alot of words or something.

We both laughed. Wow we haven't laughed with each other in three months! Joe obviously realized how long it's been.

Joe: I missed that laugh.

Me: Well I did miss laughing at your monkey laugh.

Joe's cell phone rang. It was a text. He read and replied. I didn't want to seem too anxious to know who it was but I couldn't help it.

Me: Who was that?

Joe: Just this girl.

Me: Oh a girl. What's her name?

Joe: Janie.

His phone got another text and I was getting really curious who this Janie girl was. He smiled as he read it. I looked over at the vests.

Me: So where did you meet Janie?

Joe: Here actually I was walking around and we bumbed into each other. Then we talked and hung out.

Me: So is she nice?

Joe: Ya she is really sweet.

Me: Hhmm. Well what do you think of this.

I was holding up a really cute silver sequin halter vest. He laughed.

Me: You didn't have to laugh if it was that bad.

Joe: Oh no, it's not the vest, I like it.

Me: Janie?

Joe: Ya.

Me: Ok well I'm going to go get this.

Joe: Ok.

I payed for my vest and walked out. Joe was behind me finishing up a text.

Joe: So where do you want to go now?

Me: Um actually I think I'll finish shopping on my own. You can go ahead and do whatever you want. Pinkberry in an hour.

Joe: Ugh...ok.

I left him standing there alone but he walked off as soon as he got the next text. Probably Janie wanting to meet up at Hollister. I don't know why I was becoming somewhat jealous of Janie. Was it because she was hanging out with Joe and I wasn't or was it...no it can't be. I walked around Pink for a little bit and bought a cute jacket. It said 'Love Pink' and and had the pink dog and little recycle hearts all over it. (Author's Note: I actually have this jacket and it is quite comfy and warm.) I had 30 minutes left and decided to spend it at Sephora. I basically looked around smelling different perfumes and then I found one I really liked. Princess By: Vera Wang. I got the lotion instead of the actual spray because lotion lasts longer. Not even kidding. I went to Pinkberry to meet Joe. He wasn't alone. There was some blonde girl, wearing a skimpy worn-out jean skirt, a one size too small white tank top under her navy blue A&F jacket, black converse and way too much mascara. I thought her eyelids needed something to hold them up.

Me: Hey Joe!

He turned around with two strawberry frozen yogurts, my favorite.

Joe: Hey. Your a little early.

Me: Well I wanted to try something new today.

He handed the other fro-yo to the wannabe hooker standing next to him.

Joe: Oh well I can wait.

Me: Ok I'll get in line. Who is this?

Joe: Oh Brianna, I want you to meet Janie.

My eyes went dry and i couldn't stop blinking. I almost choked on my own spit. OMJ Joe could do so much better than her! I got out of line.

Joe: I thought you wanted something.

Me: My appetite has suddenly disappeared.

Janie: Hi. I've heard alot about you.

Me: Oh I hope it wasn't bad. I haven't much about you.

Janie: Oh nothing bad has come up. Just that your a really good friend of Joe's. He did mention you have a bit of a temper.

Me: TEMPER! I do not have a temper.

Joe: Maybe we should go now.

Me: Maybe we should. We'll talk to you later...ugh...Janie.

Joe: Actually, Janie was going to have dinner with me tonite.

Me: Oh I'll let the guys know you two are going to stay a little longer than.

Janie: Uh Joe said I could go home with him so he could get ready and we would leave as soon as he was done.

Me: Oh well then...off we go!

We, oops I mean I walked to the foodcourt to meet Nick, Macy, Kevin, and Kim, while Joe and Janie lollygagged behind me talking about their fabulous plans for this evening. We finally found the others at a table in the middle of the foodcourt.

Me: Hey guys ready to go?

Kevin and Nick looked like they didn't know Joe as soon as they saw Janie standing next to him. While holding his hand if I might add!

Nick: Ugh ya. Who is this?

Joe: This is-

Me: This is Janie! Joe met her like 2 weeks ago.

Kevin: Oh! Well if Joe likes you I'm sure we will get along just great.

He extended his hand torwards her. she looked at it like she had no idea what he was doing. He put his hand down.

Nick: So..Janie was it? Are you going to ride with us?

Janie: Yup. Joe is taking me to dinner tonite.

Nick, Macy, Kevin and Kim looked at each other, then at me. I widened my eyes to signal it wasn't a joke.

Kim: Oh well then we better get going.

The THREE 'two somes' not TWO, walked together and I hung back. We got to the limo and i was right behind Joe. HE shut the door as he went in leaving me outside. I banged on the window.

Me: Hello!?!

Joe opened the door.

Joe: Sorry. I thought you got in. You always get in before me.

Me: Well it looks like Janie has taken that spot.

I got in and sat inbetween Kim and Macy. They smiled at me and I tried but I was so outraged and Kim and Macy knew it. I don't even know why. I don't think I was jealous of the time Joe and Janie spent together I think I .... no that can't be it.

Chapter 8

The whole ride was 100% AWKWARD! Joe was trying to lighten up the mood with his jokes but it wasn't working. Nick and Kevin were sitting aacross from Kim, Macy and I. Janie was enough to make Nick take his eyes off Macy for at least a minute. Then he looked at me with a 'please let this be a joke' face and I gave him my 'I know she's not..ah-mazing but Joe likes her so we have to be nice' face. All five of us excluding Joe and Janie were in a private AIM chat on our cells.

MacyIsTheSongInsideOfMe (Nick): So Joe really likes her?

Crazzy4Frankie (Me, Frankie changed my name): Apparently, he went all googly eyed while they were texting.

NickJIsOffMyChain (Macy): What is she wearing? I would'nt be caught dead in my little sisters skirt.

KevinHasMyHeart (Kim): Macy that's hers.

NickJIsOffMyChain: I know i was being sarcastic! DUH!

KimHasMeOnMyToes (Kevin): Try to be nice. Joe obviously likes her, so we should at least try. Hey maybe she isn't that bad...

Crazzy4Frankie: Kevin, you should try to face the facts sometimes. JK

KevinHasMyHeart: Let's just be nice and hopefully Joe will get over her and soon!!

MacyIsTheSongInsideOfMe: He better make it fast, she might have to wear her sisters shorts too!!!

Crazzy4Frankie: Well I'm sure we'll be seeing more of her.

NickJIsOffMyChain: Why?

Crazzy4Frankie: Joe is taking her to dinner tonite.

KimHasMeOnMyToes: ?????

Crazzy4Frankie: Yup!

KevinHasMyHeart: Well lets just try.

Crazzy4Frankie: Ok, but hey do you guys think I have a temper?

MacyIsTheSongInsideOfMe: No, but sometimes you have your moments.

KevinHasMyHeart: Point

KimHasMeOnMyToes: Same

NickJIsOffMyChain: Agreed!

We pulled up to the Jonas' household. We walked in and Mrs. Jonas was in the kitchen talking to Mr. Jonas.

Mrs. Jonas: Hey guys!

All: Hi!

Mr. Jonas: Joe who is your friend?

Joe: This is Janie, I met her at the mall a couple weeks ago.

Janie: Hi, it's a pleasure to meet you.

Joe: Well I'm going to get ready, Janie I'll be down in a few minutes.

Mrs. Jonas: Where are you guys going?

Janie: Oh Joe is taking me out to dinner tonite.

Mrs. Jonas: Just the two of you?

She didn't like Janie at all. She even gave me her 'this can't be right' eyes. I looked at her and my face said 'nope, she's the girl.'

Janie: Ya just the two of us.

Mrs. Jonas: Well why don't you all go. Im sure Brianna doesn't want to hang out here all by herself.

I was not going to have her drag me into this. She obviously didn't want her little boy alone with this....this....questionable human being.

Me: I don't mind i can hang out with Nick, Macy, Kevin and Kim. I could even help you out around here Mrs. Jonas.

Mrs. Jonas: Okay well....

Joe came downstairs and said bye to his mom.

Mrs. Jonas: Be careful.

Joe: I will mom, BYE DAD!

Mrs. Jonas and I watched them walk out of the house and then at each other.

Me: What?

Mrs. Jonas: Why didn't you talk to him.

Me: About what?

Mrs. Jonas: That...that....that non-promise ring wearing girl.

Me: I didn't meet her till today.

Mrs. Jonas: He said he has known her for like 2 weeks, at the mall, and you two always hang out there.

Me: Well maybe he didn't want to tell me because he didn't think it was any of my business.....or because i might get a temper (I mumbled to myself)

Mrs. Jonas: Well he better be good. Will you help me with the salad?

Me: Sure.

I was peeling lettuce and breaking into edible pieces. I couldn't get Joe and Janie out of my head. Why would Joe want someone like her? She is so....so.....even words can't describe her!

Mrs. Jonas: What was that?

OMJ i just said that outloud.

Me: Oh nothing this lettuce is very crisp. You must have a green thumb.

Mrs. Jonas: Why thank you. Well you can go hang out with the others, I can finish up.

Me: Ok.

I washed my hands and went to the lving room. Nick, Macy, Kevin and Kim were on the couch. I sat inbetween Kevin and Nick.

Kevin: Something bothering you?

Me: No.

Nick: Something is eating you up.

Me: No nothing is.

Kevin: It's Joe isn't it?

Me: Why would Joe be eating me up?

Kevin: Come on Brianna. We aren't dumb. We know you have a thing for Joe.

Me: I do not!

Nick: Keep telling yourself that. It doesnt change anything. You will still have feelings for him.

Me: I don't have feelings for him!

Nick: Ok, we'll go with that.

Me: I just don't like the girl he's with. She gives me bad vibes.

Kevin: Believe me we are all getting those vibes.

Me: Ya well I'm going to go. Tell your dad I said bye.

Kevin: Ok

Macy and Kim followed me, torwards the kitchen.

Me: Bye Mrs. Jonas.

Mrs. Jonas: You guys are welcome to stay for dinner.

Me: That's ok I really should get home.

Mrs. Jonas: Ok well I'll see you girls tomorrow.

M+K: Bye!

We walked out. Kim, Macy and I said our goodbyes and went home. I got to my room and grabbed my guitar. I've had it forever. I always played when i needed to vent. 'The world spins, time flies, and soon your left with a big choice in your life. I'll help you all I can, but when the moment comes, I can't be by your side. I can only hope, that you choose wise, now i've seen your answer and I don't know why....Why do I even try, did all my help get erased, I really wish you knew, how much you ment to me, now I'm standing in the rain, with no one to hold my hand, you chose the other girl and now all I ask is why...' (Author's Note: I wrote this tell me what you think, thats not the full song.')

Chapter 9

I woke up at 1:30 because I heard a car door shut. I must have dozed off while I was writing. It was totally dark but i saw two little figures across the street walking up to the door. The Jonas' live like 2 blocks away. Why were they there? I saw them stop at the door and......ew! They were kissing, I must have hit my head on the window because they stopped and looked up. I ducked. I looked back out to see them say goodbye. Janie went inside and Joe left. He was going to get in so much trouble for getting back really late, his parents were going to be waiting right in the living room. I knew it. I changed into my PJ's real quick and went back to bed as Joe drove off. I woke up the next morning smelling chocolate chip pancakes. Yum my fave! I saw my mom in the kitchen.

Mom: Good morning sweetie.

Me: Morning mom. Yay my favorite.

Mom: Yup so what are you up to today? Any plans?

Me: No, not that I can remember.

I started chowing down my cakes.

Mom: Well why don't we go out today. we could go to the mall.

Me: I was just there yesterday.

Mom: Well what if we go see a movie?

Me: Ok, well can we go later tonight?

Mom: Sure.

Me: Ok, how about 7.

Mom: Alright then, 7 it is.

I finished eating and went upstairs. I got dressed. I chose my plaid yellow, orange, and red shorts, a white tank, an orange Roxy zip-up puff sleeved hoodie, and red converse. I did my hair in a messy loose bun, put on my red studs, put on some of my Vera Wang Princess lotion, and went to Macy's house. I walked instead of drove, she lived across the street from the Jonas' so it wasn't that far. Besides why drive and pollute? When I got there I just walked in. (Author's Note: I do that with Macy all the time, we just walk into each others homes it's funny.) Her parents were'nt home, they were at work, so I went to her room and figures, she was asleep. I threw a pilllow from her window seat at her and she got up.

Macy: BRIANNA!

She didnt even have to look up to know it was me.

Me: Get up. I know what we are going to do today.

Macy: What?

Me: We are going to spy on the Jonas'.

Macy: Why?

Me: Won't it be fun?

Macy: Ya I guess.

Macy got dressed and I used her binoculars and started looking into the windows of the Jonas' home. Macy finally got done and came over to the window.

Macy: so what are they up to?

Me: Nothing really. Nick is watching T.V. with Frankie, Kevin is in the Kitchen, Mr. and Mrs. Jonas aren't home and Joe is asleep.

Macy: well what are we trying to find out.

Me: Ugh...what Joe and Janie talk about.

Macy: Why?

Me: Why do you have to ask so many questions?

Macy: Sorry snappy pants...so how are we going to find out if Joe is asleep.

Me: Well they text so we need to get his phone, and check his e-mails. Um how about you go over there and suggest playing a game, like twister.

Macy: Why twister?

Me: Joe likes competition, and he would never turn down a match.

Macy: Alright but we will need walkie talkies.

Me: Where are we going to get walkie talkies?

Macy: I have some....I wanted to go to spy camp last summer but I couldn't go so i bought some stuff that spies used and pretended I was a spy.

Me: Sometimes I worry about you...but w/e lets roll.

We got our walkies ready and tested them as Macy stepped outside her house. I was at the window with the binoculars. Macy walked across the street and knocked on the door. Nick answered and Frankie was right behind him. Macy suggested the game and went inside. I saw Joe lift his head from his pillow. Whoa, shirtless Joe was hot! Ugh I mean...he works out. He put on a shirt and went downstairs. It was my time now. I walked out of Macy's house and across the street to the side of the Jonas' house.

Macy: Snappypants you there? Over.

Me: Yup I'm here bulldog.

Macy always drooled in her sleep. It reminded me of a bulldog so I called her that when she tried to be smart.

Macy: You didn't say over. Over.

Me: I don't want to say over.

Macy: You have to say over. Over.

Me: I'll tell Nick your dreams about you two getting married and your children on the farm if you make me say over.

Macy: Fine. No over.

Me: Ok is everyone playing?

Me: Ya, go go go go. It's all clear.

I went through the front door and up the stairs. I got to Joe's room and bingo. There was his phone.

Joe: Hold on guys don't start yet. I got to get my phone.

Macy; Brianna hide quick Joe's coming up!

OMJ! He was coming up, I quickly forwarded all the messages to my phone. I put his phone back and got under his bed. EW! He had his tennis shoes and dirty socks under there and some unidentified substance in a bowl. He walked in. He grabbed his phone and stopped right by the bed.

Joe: Vera Wang....odd. (Author's Note: He said in an issue of cosmo girl that he loves Vera Wang perfume. I love it too and i was like no way when I found out.)

He walked out and I got out from under his bed as soon as he closed the door. I went torwards his computer. Aw, his background was the picture he took of us making funny faces on the stage that night. The best night of my life. I went to the yahoo sign in page. OMJ! What was his password? Ugh let's see i looked around the room. Nothing helped me get a clue. I tried to think back on all our conversations.Then I thought of the picture. I typed in AWKWARD. Yes. There were tons of messages but none from Janie. I saw a message that his friend had sent him a week ago. It said

'Hey J-man!

So Janie sounds cute, but what about Brianna? You know her way better and she's pretty cute too. Janie is just another plastic to me. But w/e you think man. It's not my choice it's yours. Oh and don't forget the movies next week, saturday, 7.'

Joe's response.

'Ya Janie is kind of plasticy but Brianna hates me. I don't have a shot with her. So i'm giving Janie a chance. Brianna and I don't even hang out. I knew her for like 5 hours and she was awesome. Then that little fight we got in drew a total wall between us. I'll get over it. I'm bringing Janie to the movie's, so tell the guys to bring a date too.'

OMJ! Joe actually liked me. I can't believe it. Maybe i should try being nice. Oh no! Today is saturday! 7! UGH! I get to see Joe, Janie and their group dates at the movies while I am with my mom. I went downstairs anxious to get out. I opened the door.

Nick: Brianna is that you?

Me: Ugh no! I mean ya.

He got up and Frankie raced towards me.

Frankie: I beat you Nick! Hey Brianna, I knew you couldn't resist me.

He had a little crush on me. He hugged my legs.

Me: Hey buddy!

Frankie: You should come play with us. We are going to do a second round.

Me: Ugh no thanks. I should just leave.

Nick: No come on it will be fun.

Me: I'm not really in the mood for twisting.

Nick: Well then you spin.

Me: Ok.

Frankie grabbed my hand and led me torwards the living room. I walked in with Frankie and he handed me the spinner. Joe came out of the Kitchen with a glass of water. He looked at me and I actually smiled. We locked eyes for like 10 seconds. He just stood there and then i looked away.

Me: So who's playing?

Nick looked at me like 'I totally saw that, I won't forget it either'. I ignored it and everyone raised their hands but Joe.

Me: Joe aren't going to play?

He walked over torwards me, sat next to me and sniffed.

Joe: No, but have you been in my room?

Oh no my lotion.

Me: Ugh no why would I be in your room?

Joe: I don't know just wondering, you smell really good.

Me: thanks...

The game started and it was a sudden death between Macy and Nick. I spinned 'left foot green' and Nick fell.

Macy: I win!!

Nick: I totally let you.

Macy: sure you did.

Kevin: Well Macy is the new champion.

I stood up ready to leave, and the walkie talkie slipped out of my pocket onto the couch. Joe picked it up.

Joe: Why do you have a walkie talkie?

Me: Ugh, I lost my phone so my mom and is making me use walkie talkies until i find it.

Joe: oh.

Me: Well Macy and I better get going.

I grabbed Macy's arm and we walked torwards the door. All four boys walked to the door. Nick gave Macy a kiss, on the lips! Kevin said bye to us both. Frankie gave me a peck on the cheek.

Joe: Brianna wait...

Me: Ya?

Joe: One more wiff..

He inhaled deeply and sighed.

Me: Ok thats enough.

Joe: That will get me through the day.

I walked out with Macy and we went to her house.

Macy: So what did you find out

Me: Well i read an e-mail to and from his friend and I think Joe used to like me.

Macy: USED TO? He still totally does. Hello he sniffed you like 7 times in the past hour.

Me: Well he came up to get his phone so i sent them all to my phone.

Macy: Well let me see.

I got out my phone and we scanned over all of them. It was getting close to 7 so i had to go home and get ready for the movies with my mom, and Joe, Janie, and the rest of their group. Ugh!!

Chapter 10

I told Macy I had to go, because I had to go home and go to the movies with my mom. I was walking home going over the texts in my head.

Here are the texts on order. I only got the ones from the day I met her so it's not alot. Well I was right about her wanting to go to Holllister.

Janie: Hey!

Joe: Hi.

Janie: What are you up to?

Joe: Shopping with Brianna. We are at the mall.

Janie: Me too!!!!

Joe: Hahahaha

Janie: What's so funny?

Joe: The way you put 'Me too!!' was all like oh my gosh what a coincedence. (Authors Note: Sorry I didn't spell it right.)

Janie: Ok....

Joe: Ya we are done at Urban Outfitters.

Janie: Oh okay then, meet me at Hollister.

Joe: I'm on my way.

Janie: Is that girl coming?

Joe: No it's just me she wanted to go on her own.

Janie: Okay,  I don't know what you see in her? You said she has a temper.

Joe: It's not like she blows up she does it when she's jealous, or trying to make a point.

Janie: That's not attractive.

Joe: Well I like that about her. She's not someone who hides in the corner, she puts herself out there and I find that very attractive.

Janie: Well what about her looks?

Joe: She has her own style. It's different.

Janie: Ooohhh. Well I'm more girly girlish.

Joe: Ya I guess thats why your at Hollister.

Janie: What's that suppose to mean?

Joe: Nothing, just that alot of girls shop there and it's not....unique.

Janie: W/e are you close yet?

Joe: Ya bye.

Well Joe obviously lied about her being nice. At least in my opinion. Well from what I could tell Joe kinda sorta liked me but I'm not sure if he still does. A week ago he apparently had a big thing for me but I sorta of pushed him away, well not knowing it of course. Now he probably only thought of me as a friend. Ugh I don't really know. I do know however that tonight was going to be very intersting. I got home and my mom got ready. I sat on the couch waiting watching Camp Rock on my Tivo, still my favorite movie, and I skipped to the Final Jam. I watched MItchie perform 'This is Me' 7 times before my mom came down and each time I imagined me as Mitchie. I knew exactly how she felt when Shane jumped into her song, it's exactly how I felt when I saw the Joe's e-mails. Mom and I left. We were going to see 'Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix' (Author's Note: I know it's old but wait and see why i chose it...) We were inside at the consession area and Joe, Janie and the rest of the gang showed up.

Me: OMJ! Mom don't move.

I stood in front of her hoping they wouldn't me. They were 2 away in line.

Mom: Brianna what are you doing?

Me: Joe, Janie and their friends are here.

Mom: Am I really that embarassing to be around?

Me: No I just don't like the girl Janie and she doesn't like me so it's kind of self explainitory.

Mom: Why do i even bother trying to understand?

We got popcorn, soda's, and candy. I got Junior Mints and skittles. My two favorite movie candies. We got into the theater and got our seats. Oh no! They were coming into this one too! I dropped down on the ground. Bad idea! I got gum in my hair! Gross! I ran to the bathroom when the lights dimmed that way they would'nt see me. I got it out in the bathroom and came back into the theater trying to avoid the angry glares from other people mad at me for interupting. As soon as i sat down, I got a text, from Joe. Uh oh.

Joe: Did you get the gum out?

Me: Ugh ya how did you know?

Joe: I'm not dumb I saw you run out of the theater and ur hair was a mess.

Me: Thx.

Joe: No problem. Hahaha. Oh and I know you were in my room.

Me: I was not in your room!

Joe: Ya you were.

Me: Maybe your thinking of someone else. I bet that's what it is.

Joe: Ugh no, are you missing an earring?

I checked my ear and one of my studs wasn't there.

Me: Ugh maybe. Why?

Joe: I found it, under my bed.

Me: I knew you took it!

Joe: Hahaha very funny, I know it was you in my room. 

Me: And what makes you so sure?

Joe: Well one thing would be that I found YOUR earring and no one smells as good as you.

OMJ! The lotion perfume stuff! He knew it was me.

Me: Busted.

Joe: We can continue this later.

Me: Alrighty then Duputy Joe.

The movie was really good. I mean a secret army being formed. How cool! Oh no. Harry and that girl are alone. Don't do it, don't do it, don't do.....they did it. Harry and that girl started macking on each other. My phone vibrated...

Joe: AWKWARD!

Me: Dido.

The movie ended and I wasn't really sure what to say to Joe, we were outside and Joe came over to me, without Janie if i might add,

Joe: So good movie.

Me: Ya it was.

I was just rocking back and forth on my heels, hands in my pockets standin there like 'This is even awkwarder'.

Joe: So we are all going to grab milkshakes, wanna come.

Me: I wouldn't want to intrude.

Joe: No, I would love for you to come.

Me: Mom can I go?

Mom: sure be home by 11.

Me: Kay thanks mom.

I hugged her and went off with Joe torwards his friends, and Janie. Oh my goodness it was Jared. I think thats who Joe was talking to in his e-mail.

Jared: Brianna! You coming with us?

Me: Ya Joe invited me, I hope that's okay with you guys.

Jared gave Joe a 'nice going' look and everyone nodded in agreement for me to come. We got into the car. The seating arrangement kind of made things uneasy. Jared and his date were in the driver and passenger seat while Joe, Janie and I were in the back, with Joe in the middle. Janie gave me a disapproving look and then started talking to Joe.

Janie: So Joe what was your favorite part of the movie?

Joe: Definately when Hermione got all excited about breaking the rules. She is really cute too.

I looked at Janie with a little Hahahaha attitude. She grabbed Joe's hand.

Janie: Well my favorite part was when Harry and that girl finally kissed. It was so romantic.

I laughed.

Janie: What's so funny?

Me: Nothing, it's just that, you only saw the lovey dovey stuff, it's like you missed the whole story, and it's kind of obvious that your hinting to Joe what your waiting for.

Jared and his date laughed.

Jared: Wow Brianna, you say it like it is don't you?

Me: Sorry, well who is your date?

Jared: Oh my bad. Melissa this is Brianna, Brianna this is Melissa.

Melissa turned around to shake my hand and I shook it back. I looked at Janie remembering she hadn't known what a handshake was when Kevin had extended his hand torwards her. She just gave a little smirk.

Janie: Ugh, Brianna what exactly are you wearing?

Me: Clothes, duh!

Janie: Hmm, thats different.

Me: It's actually called being unique, having your own style and expressing it, but you obviously wouldn't understand.

Joe chuckled underneath his breath. Janie turned to him and gave him a 'I can't believe you didn't stand up for me.' We finally got to steak and shake. We got out and got a booth. Jared and Melissa were on one side, Joe and Janie on another, and I pulled up a chair on the end.

Joe: Does everyone know what they want?

We all nodded our heads. The waitress came over.

Waitress: Are you ready to order?

Jared: Yes we are. I'll have a vanilla shake.

Melissa: I'll have a chocolate shake.

Janie: I'll have a chocolate one as well.

Joe: We'll both get a strawberry shake.

Waitress: Your shakes will be up in a minute.

Me: Joe I can order myself. That's what my mouth is for.

Joe: I already knew what you wanted.

Me: Fine then.

We all chatted up quite a storm talking about our funny stories and then when we were all done Joe took the tab. We walked out to the car and Jared dropped off Melissa, and Janie at their houses. When we got to Janie's Joe walked her to the door and I got out as well since I was across the street.

Me: Thanks for the ride Jared.

Jared: No Problem. So I'll see you sometime soon

Me: Alright.

We both glanced up and saw Janie eating Joe's face! Oh wait they were kissing. Well Janie was kissing and Joe was standing there like a door. Jared looked at me.

Jared: I hope he gets rid of her soon.

Me: Why, she's kind of nice.

Jared: Ya the way she criticized your outfit, really nice.

Me: She just doesn't get me. Besides Joe likes her so we have to try.

Joe came back to the car.

Joe: I hate her!

Me: Kind of harsh don't you think.

Joe: Did you not see her just now? I think my face is a hickey!

Jared and I cracked up laughing.

Jared: Thats pretty nasty dude.

Me: You might want to go take care of that. I'll see you guys later.

Joe: I'll walk you over.

Me: I'm a big girl I can take care of myself Joe.

Joe: Well big girls need some protection sometimes.

Me: From what? The evil monsters in the bushes?

Joe: exactly i knew you would undertand.

We walked over across the street and Jared pulled into my drive way.

Joe: You know we have to talk about you being in my room still?

Me: Fine tomorrow.

Joe: Ugh, come over at like 9.

Me: Why that early?

Joe: You can help me clean up my room. You of all people should know how messy it is.

Me: Fine.

Jared came up to the door.

Jared: Come on, lets go.

Joe: 9 o'clock.

Me: Yup.

Joe and Jared gave me a hug and I went inside. I pressed my ear to the door just incase they said something they didn't want me to hear.

Jared: Don't mess with her heart.

Joe: I wouldn't do that.

Jared: Just letting you know. I've known her forever and she has never had a boyfriend. If your going to be the first you better be the best.

Joe: Ok ok Dr. Phil.

Jared: Just putting it out there.

I heard that and realized that Jared was always watching out for me. He was like a brother. He would always be there for me. I went upstairs, took a shower, put on my green and blue plaid American Eagle boyshort pj shorts and a white tank top. I fell asleep writing a song in my head.

Chapter 11

Part 1

"Brianna get up!"

Kim had walked right in, and slammed the door. I rubbed my eyes and sat up on my bed. I looked at the clock and it read 7:30. Could she be any earlier.

"Why are you here....at 7:30.....in the morning?"

"Ugh, Hello! Your suppose to meet Joe in an hour and a half!"

"Your point?"

"Well you have to get ready."

"It's only going to take me 15 minutes to get ready."

"Ugh, no it's not. You are going to get ready now and look ah-mazing."

"Why, should I look ah-mazing?"

"He's obviously going to tell you how he feels about you, and you are not going to go over their looking like a high class hobo!"

"Wait, how do you know that's what he's going to tell me?"

"Hello! Macy gave me the deets on your little spy-operation."

"That little....."

"Look, Kevin did the same thing with me when we met at the concert and I'm sure he has coached Joe through out the whole approach."

"Ok, but what is an extra hour and fifteen minutes gonna do to help me?"

"Leave that to me."

Part 2

Finally, after an hour of suspense, Janie let me look at myself. I turned torwards my wall mirrow and I must admit I looked gorgeous. She had chosen my navy blue just above the knee length dress, a silver, and rusted gold looking belt to cinch it together. She also got out my rusted gold gladiator flats. I loved those shoes but haven't worn them in forever. She had ever so graciously, put my hair half up with little ringlets at the end. She let me put on black eye-liner, but i had to wear blue eyeshadow. I also wore a gold link chain necklace with a 'B' on it for Brianna obviously, and a gold chain link bracelet. I turned torwards Kim and asked her..

"Aren't I little too dressed up for 9 o'clock?"

"Not after you talk to him. He is surely going to take you out after he tells you how he feels."

"Okay, but this isn't really me, I mean I might dress like this for a dinner party but not just going over to see Joe."

"Don't worry about it, you look stunning, now get going."

"Bye!"

We both walked out and she drove me over. I don't know why but I felt kind of nervous going over there. Im not sure if it's because I wasn't looking my usual self or because Joe might actually tell me he likes me. Talk about confusing. I got out of the car, and walked up the steps to the Jonas'. Ok breath in, breath out, breathe in, breathe out, I thought to myself. I rang the doorbell and fixed my dress. The door opened and Frankie answered.

"Wow Brianna, you look really pretty."

"Thanks Frankie, ugh is Joe here?"

"Yup he's in the kitchen."

"Okay thanks."

I gave him a hug and walked torwards the kitchen. I was holding my phone and thought it was going to slip out my hands because they were sweating so much. GROSS! I walked in and saw Joe at the fridge.

"Ugh, Hi."

He closed the fridge and looked up at me with foriegn eyes.

"Ugh, hey. Wow, you look----wow"

"You too."

He was wearing his 'nice pants', so he called them, a purple button down shirt, and his favorite Nikes. We just stood there looking at each other skeptically, and then he shook his head like he was trying to erase an image. Nick walked in and starred at me like I was some stranger. Nick broke the silence.

Nick: "Wow Brianna, you look stunning."

Me: "Thanks."

Nick "So, ugh, have you, ugh ------ talked to Macy?"

Me: "Ugh, no, not this morning."

Nick: "Okay, then I'll just call her."

He was still looking at me with shock in his eyes, he grabbed a water bottle, and left dialing Macy's number. It was just me and Joe now. I finally said something.

"Okay, I get it! I look like a godess! Can you please say something!"

"You do look like a godess. Wow, I've never seen you so dressed up, well, like this."

I smiled at that...compliment, I guess.

"So you had me over hear for a reason remember."

"Oh yea, lets go upstairs."

I followed him up, and Kevin came out of his room as we walked by it.

Kevin: "Whoa! Brianna, you look--------"

Joe: "gorgeous, I know she does."

He grabbed my hand and led me to his room. I yelled behind my shoulder to Kevin

"Thank you Kevin! You look nice too!"

We finally got to Joe's room, and wow it was actually clean.

"I thought I was going to help you clean up."

"I was going to have you help me, but that would waste too much time."

"Too much time doing what?"

"Well, I figured we could go for walk and talk about you being in my room."

"Just the two of us?"

"Ya."

"Wouldn't Janie get mad because it's kinda sorta like a----"

"date?"

"Yup, thats the word i was looking for."

"Well she shouldn't be mad because she's not my girlfriend, anymore."

I stood there, my eyes bulging out I was so shocked I think I was getting light headed.

"But you liked her, well i thought you did, and all of sudden you don't?"

"I'll explain while we walk, after you tell me why you were in my room."

We walked out of there and everyone was on the couch. They all turned their heads and looked at me STILL in shock. Mrs. Jonas even noticed.

Mrs. Jonas: "You look beautiful Brianna."

Mr. Jonas: "Yes, I agree. Joe where are you two going?"

Joe:"We are just going for a walk."

Mrs. Jonas looked at me when she said this "Just the two of you?"

"Yes." I said that almost laughing remembering when Mrs. Jonas had asked the same question to Janie when she told her Joe was taking her out.

"Alright have fun then"

We walked out of the house and down the street till we got to the nature park. Joe began his interogation.

"So, this is kind of going to be like 20 questions. First question: were you in my room?"

"Yes"

"Why?"

"Do you really want to know, the truth?"

"Yup, no lies."

"Okay, but you can't get mad."

"Pinky promise"

We linked pinkies and I began telling him all about me not liking Janie and how Macy and I were being spies and about how the walkie talkie wasnt an alternate phone line. After I was done telling him my story, he immediatly asked...

"So were you jealous?"

"Jealous? Of Janie? No."

"So you don't like me?"

"Yes of course I do, I mean ya."

"So you weren't jealous that Janie was my (he put quotations around 'girlfriend'?)

"NO!----Maybe.....yes."

"It totally worked"

"what?"

"I only hung out with Janie to make you jealous and realize you wanted me."

"That is a cruel thing to do to that girls heart. She thought Joe Jonas actually liked her and you were only using her to get the unique freak she hates."

"Well thats one of the reasons I dont like her."

"What?"

"Well, she doesnt like you, so I don't like her------and she's not unique."

I smiled and punched him lightly on the arm. He just looked at me and we stopped walking. He grabbed my hand we continued our walk, playing our weird version of hide and go seek (remember the night of the concert when we were walking back to the green room?) We stopped at a fork in the road. Joe led me to the left and then off the trail.

"Ugh, where are we going?"

"You'll see"

"Okay..."

We walked on a little longer, and then we got to a large open area of grass. There was a blanket to the right, there was a small pond in the middle, and a grassy area to the left.

"Ugh, I have a feeling something is going on that I don't know about."

"Nobody knows about it, well maybe Kevin."

Kim was right, Kevin had coached him throughout the approach. Joe led me to the pond and we sat down next to it. It was only 10 o'clock, but their was still romance in the air. Joe grabbed both my hands and looked me right in the eye.

"Brianna, you remember the night we met, at the concert?"

"Very vividly."

"Well, I kinda sorta knew you were the one right when you laughed. It really isnt an ordinary laugh, when I said I liked it I ment I loved it."

"Ya, your monkey laugh did kinda of make me like you."

"Well, I wanted you to know."

"Im glad you told me."

We sat their in complete silence. Usually starring at someone seems kind of intimidating, but looking at Joe it was just a sea of love. Joe got a text, and he kinda did a double take after reading it. My phone rang 'I'm slipping into the lava and I'm trying to keep from going under, baby who turned the temperature hotter, cuz Im burning up, burning up for you baby', joe laughed and I looked at him like 'what's so funny', i looked down and it said ' new message from Joe'. OMJ! 

"Well that's embarassing!"

"It's cute."

I read the text and as i was reading it Joe's face kinda went serious. He had forwarded the message to me, it was from Janie, it said 'JOE! If you left me for that so called 'unique girl' you call a friend, you'll regret it.' I looked up at him with worry in my eyes. He said the the most caring thing ever after I looked at him. He grabbed my hands lifting me up off the ground.

"what if she ends up hurting you? I don't want anything to happen to you."

He gave me the biggest hug ever.

"Joe, I think I'll be ok. What could she possibly do?"

He grabbed my hand and we walked back to his house. I looked across the street and Macy and Kim were at her window with the binoculars. Those are the people I call my friends, the people who watch my every move. I love them. I got out my phone as Joe and I were walking up the steps and texted Macy 'Stop it!'. She replied with a 'Just checking. You look pretty' I didnt have time to reply back to that because Joe stopped me before we walked into the house.

"Brianna----"

"Ya"

"I----I--I love you."

"I love you too."

He grabbed my hands and he leaned in 90% and I leaned in the other 10 closing my eyes (Author's Note: for those of you who have watched Hitch you know the rule) his lips were pillows of softness. This was definately a full on lip lock! I screamed in my head and was also hoping Macy and Kim weren't watching. I pulled away and he looked disapointed. How much cuter could he get? I asked him...

"What was that for?"

"Just for being you."

"I think that deserves another."

I kissed his pillows of heaven and then he told me..

"You should give Janie some lessons."

"Sorry, I don't like to share my gift."

We walked in and I got a text from Macy 'Nice Job!' I didnt need to reply to that one. They would want the deets later.

Chapter 12

As we walked in Nick, Kevin, and Frankie were on the couch and kept starring at Joe and I with big grins on their faces. Joe led me to the living room where everyone else was and they still kept staring. I finally couldn't take it any more.

Me: "What!?!"

Nick: "You two warmed up to each other quickly.."

I looked at him kind of confused and then looked down, Joe and I were holding hands, I quickly let go and Joe got the memo. He sat down and pulled me down next to him. Not even ten seconds after we had sat down Macy and Kim walked in.

Macy: "What's up hommies!"

She plopped her booty right next to Nick and held her hand up with a peace sign. Nick looked her and just started laughing. He started flinging his arms around in all different directions.

Nick: "Whats up with all this?"

Kim: "She's gone completely mad!"

Macy: "I'm going to audition for the new movie 'Alpha Dog' and the girl apparently talks like this. So wat happinen wit you?"

Nick: "If that's really what you want to do, then I'm behind you 100%."

Macy jumped up all excited but everyone completely ignored. Instead everyone had their eyes on Joe and I. I couldn't take the awkward silence an longer.

Me: "Okay! Yes! Kevin and Nick, you were right, I have always liked Joe. Yes everyone, I'm wearing a dress! Yes, Joe and I came in holding hands! Yes, Joe did the most romantic thing ever! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Stop with the staring and telepathic questions!"

Joe grabbed my wrist and pulled me back down onto the couch. He whispered in my ear..

Joe: "I don't think they wanted to know all of that."

Me: "Oh, well, this is embarrassing. So who wants to go get Pizza?"

They all nodded their heads but were still completely quiet from my big outburst. Kevin drove and we all sat down at the big round table near the back of the restaurant. We all sat in our regular order. We got one large cheese and one large pepperoni. We waited for our pizzas and we were all chatting up quite a storm. Joe would whisper in my ear every now and then to tell me i looked pretty, tell me he loved me, tell me he was so happy he met me, or just to get a wiff of my lotion perfume! Macy was still talking with her slang. We all ate like 4 pieces of pizza and then we left. The boys dropped Macy, Kim and I off at my house because they were going to sleep over. They wanted those juicy deets about this morning. As soon as we walked into my room Kim and Macy exploded with questions.

Macy: "Did he get mad about us being in his room?"

Kim: "Where did you go?"

Macy: "What happened with Janie?"

Kim: "Are you guys official?"

Me: "Guys! Stop! Okay, he wasnt mad about us being in his room, we went thru the nature park to this secret open area, he broke up with Janie, and I don't really know if we're official. You guys are staying here right?"

Kim: "Ya I am!"

Macy: "I have no where else to go, who else is going to feed me dinner? My parents are out of town anyway so ya."

Me: "Awesome."

Macy: "OMJ! What was the kiss like?"

Me: "You just don't know when to stop do you?"

Macy: "Come awn! It's just us!"

Kim: "Ya, you know you want to spill your heart out!"

Me: "Ya i kinda do. Well I'll tell you one thing,......he said I should give Janie lessons."

We all laughed at that fact. I told them all about the walk and what he said about my laugh, he was just so ah-mazing. We ordered chinese at 8 and watched Camp Rock. We were singing along and doing the dances and then we totally went silent when Mitchie did her song during the final jam.

Me:"'Can you imagine what it would be like to date a big star?"

Macy: "It must be off the chain! Everyone would totally use you though and you would have tons of haters, possibly."

Kim: "It would be ah-mazing!"

We finished the movie and listened to the Jonas Brothers CD non-stop until we fell asleep. Well Macy and Kim fell asleep. I couldn't, I was so shocked by what had happened today, it's all so much. As my thoughts went back and forth through my mind, something hit my window. I went over to the window seat and opened the window.

Me: "Joe!"

Joe: "Hey, are you busy?"

Me: "Ugh no."

Joe: "Okay then come on."

Me: "Hold on let me get dressed."

I put on my ripped jeans and Volcom hoodie (the same one I wore when Kim, Janie and I wrote our letter to the Jonas Brothers) and slipped on my Roxy flip flops. Joe had gone up on my deck and then jumped onto the roof. I hopped onto my roof and Joe led me down. I didn't know where we were going, but where ever it is with Joe it will be ah-mazing.

Chapter 13

Joe and I walked for what seemed like ever, then we got to the beach. The sand was cold and soft, the moon was full and it lit up the sky and the water. We sat down near the dunes, and just talked. It seems like those three months had taken away so much time. I knew what Joe ment now when he said he didnt want to waste any more time. After an hour of laughter Joe looked at me with sadness in his eyes.

Brianna: Whats wrong?

Joe: Well, you know we go on tour in 3 days. We'll be gone for 4 months, and I wanted to know if you could come.

Brianna: Oh, well 4 months is a long time, and Macy has her audition, she may or may not get the part and I should be there with her either way. and I'm not much of a travel person.

Joe: Ya, I know, I just wanted to try. Well then the next three days are going to be a blast. B-L-A-S-T double exclamation point dot dot dot.

Brianna: Okay, well we better get going, I'm going to get into loads of trouble if my parents find out I snuck out.

Joe: Me too.

The walk back was kind of weird. We didnt say anything to each other., I was thinking about Joe's offer, and I knew he wanted me to go but I couldn't. He was probably hating me for not saying yes but I couldn't handle all that stuff. We got back to my house, Joe helped me up and just said good-bye. I got back in my room, and Macy and Kim were playing go-fish.

Me: What are you guys doing still up?

Kim: Look at you, where have you been?

Macy: Ya, you had me worrying like sick.

Me: Ya, Im sure you were just sick to your stomach with worriness, and you decided playing go-fish would find me.

Macy: Obviously!

Kim: So where were you?

Me: Joe and I went to the beach, and talked.

Macy: About what?

Me: You know...stuff.

Kim: Could you be a little more specific.

Me: He asked me if I wanted to go on tour with him.

Macy started jumping up and down and I tackled her to the floor.

Me: Macy shut up, your going to get me into so much trouble!

Macy: Sorry. Could you get off, I can't feel my legs.

KIm: So what did you say?

Me: I declined.

M+K: Why?

Me: Well I don't like to travel and I want to support Macy in her acting career.

Macy: Yo dog, thats tite! I think I'll get it.

Kim: Well Kevin asked me and Im going.

M+M: What?

Kim: Well we are totally in love so I figured why not.

Macy: What about me? Nick didnt ask me.

Me: He probably didnt want to jepardize your chance of getting a part in a big movie.

Macy: Oh, ya, right.

Kim: Well it's late we better go to sleep.

We all got back into bed and I got a text from Joe. 'You, Kim and Macy come over tomorrow. Bye' He didn't say I love you. I know I shouldnt stress over it but he was totally mad that I hadnt said yes. Ugh, boys. At that I fell asleep.

Chapter 14

I woke up at 9 because I got a call from Joe.

Joe: Good morning!

Me: Hey goodmorning, whats up?

Joe: Are you guys coming over?

Me: Now?

Joe: Ya.

Me: Okay we'll be there in like 30 minutes.

Joe: why that long?

Me: Us girls have to beautify ourselves.

Joe: Geez, okay well hurry up.

Me: Okay okay. We'll be over soon. I love you.

Joe: You too, Bye.

He was still mad that I hadnt said yes, ugh. I woke up Macy and Kim. We got dressed. I chose my khaki shorts, my transformer t-shirt (my second fave movie), my roxy belt and black slip ons. I left my hair down so I still had little waves in my usaully straight hair. Macy put on her red denim skirt and white 3/4 length shirt. She quickly slipped her feet into her white flats and put on her red beaded necklace. She chose to part her hair to the side and put in a red flower clip. Kim put on her white and grey striped bermudas and put on her black 'Juicy' hoodie. She put on her flip flops and she put her hair into a high ponytail. We skipped over to the Jonas' and rang the doorbell. Kevin swung the door open and gave us all big hugs.

Kevin: Come on in.

Nick: Macy!

Macy: Hey Nick!

Nick: Hey Kim, hey Brianna.

K+M: Hi.

Joe: Come on lets go!

Kim: Where are we going?

Joe: We only have 3 days and we have to make the most of it all.

Macy: Oh yay! Fun fun fun fun fun!

Nick grabbed Macy's hand and Kevin grabbed Kim's Joe started jumping up and down waving at me to hurry up. Big Rob drove us all to the mall. We all were jamming to 'I Kissed A Girl'.

Me: Omj! I can't believe how popular this song is. I mean it sounds good and then you actually listen to it and I kind of do a double take. Like whoa!

Joe: I like it!

Kim: It's okay.

Nick: Yay, we're here.

We all got out and Big Rob walked behind us. We all grabbed coffee at starbucks and walked thru all the department stores trying on crazy outfits and just goofing off. I was having a great time but I still felt bad that I hadnt agreed to go on tour with them. I would have been a distraction anyways. I remembered I told Joe i was going to get him those NIke's he wanted so I made a mental note to go get them before we left. We finished walking thru the department stores and then we all split up. The boys went to go get some clothes for the tour, and Macy Kim and I went to PINK. We were walking thru and then this little girl ran up to me. She couldn't help but stare at me.

Me: Ugh, hi.

Little Girl: Hi, Im Mya.

Me: Ugh, Hi Im Brianna.

Mya: Will you sign my magazine?

Me: Ya sure, why?

Mya: Your Joe Jonas' girlfriend. right?

I looked at the magazine and there was a picture of Joe and I at the pizza place. He was whispering something in my ear. The article said...'Joe Jonas was spotted canoodling with a mystery girl at the local pizza shop. Sources tell us these two are very close and we should be hearing alot more of them later.'  This had Janie written all over it. I signed the magazine and then the little girls mom came over.

Mya's Mom: Mya come on. Im so sorry if she was bothering you.

Me: It was no problem.

Mya: Mom this is Joe Jonas' girlfriend.

Mom: Really?

Me: No, not really, I mean we're friends but---

Mom: Oh, I get it, not suppose to be public.

Me: No..

The mom and her daughter walked of before I clear up the misunderstanding.

Kim: You gonna tell Joe?

Me: Im sure he already knows.

Macy: OMJ! This it the cutest pair of sweats ever. They are so mine.

Could Macy be anymore clueless? Macy got her sweats and then we headed to 'Sweet Kicks' (Author's Note: I made that name up) and I looked at the thousands of possible sneaks for Joe. I finally found the right pair. They were white, with a blue swoosh symbol, a red tongue and black insides. I charged it and we went to find Kevin, Joe and Nick. I signed 4 more magazines on the way. we were walking around and then we saw Kevin, Joe and Nick running torwards us with about 25 girls behind them. The girl next to us screamed at the top of her lungs!

Girl: Oh. My. Jonas! It's the Jonas Brothers!

They ran right past us and out the side door. Macy's phone rang. It was text.

Macy: Come on, they'll be somewhere in the garage. 

We walked out there and there were tons of girls out there loking for them. We found the black suburban, but we couldnt go over there without the girls following. Another black suburban drove right by us.

Me: OMJ! There they are.

I pointed to the car and the girls stampeded after it. We made our way to the real car, and hopped in. Joe saw my bag and gave me a huge smile.

Joe: Is that for me?

Me: Maybay! Ya.

Joe: can I open it?

Me: sure.

I tossed the bag torwards him and he tore at the box viciously. I finally took it from him and opened it. I gave it back to him and his eyes lit up.

Joe: Thank you! Exactly the ones I wanted!

He gave me a hug and no kiss. Everyone looked at us like they were confused. Macy being her air-headed self shouted.

Macy: KISS HER!

I gave her the nastiest look and I looked at Joe. He smiled and gave me a peck on the cheek.

Joe: You my new girlfriend!

Me: What? (I was kind of excited)

Joe: According to POP and Informer magazine.

Me: Oh, ya I right, I had to sign like 7 mags.

Joe: Really?

Me: Ya, kind of wierd.

Joe: Ya.

We got back to the Jonas' and we all hung out in the living room. I figured i might has well talk to Joe now.

Me: Hey Joe.

Joe: Yup?

Me: Can I talk to you?

Everyone looked at me and then turned their attention back to the TV remembering my little outburst from the last time they stared at me.

Joe: Sure.

We walked out to the back and I sat on the old swing set. He sat on the one next to me.

Joe: what's up?

Me: You asked me if I wanted to come on tour with you right?

Joe: Ya, did you change your mind?

Me: No, but are you mad at me for saying no?

Joe: Mad, no? Disappointed, yes.

Me: Why?

Joe: Because I really wanted you to come and I dont want to spend time away from you. It's just wasted time.

Me: Im not going anywhere.

Joe: Ya, but what if, you, you know, find someone else?

Me: Is that why your bummed? You think I would drop you like a hot tamale?

Joe: Maybe.

I looked at him in his dark brown eyes and gave him a 'your joking right?' look.

Me: I promise I wont.

Joe: Okay then, I can give you this.

He took out a small ring box, he opened it and there were 2 silver rings. They both said, true love waits. It worked both ways, promising to stay pure until marriage and promising to wait for each other no matter what. I have to admit I really do love him. He slipped the iring on my finger and I put his on him.

Joe: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

He finally said I love you! We went back in and this time nobody even acknowledged us. They didnt want me to blow up. LOL! Maybe Joe and I could live happily ever after.

Chapter 15

The next day Macy and I were at Kim's house haleping her pack for the tour. I loved her room. It was so relaxing. The walls were a boheme blue-green, there was a zebra print border lining the ceiling, her bed was extremely comfy, her room always smelled ah-mazing, because of the various candles she had, and her couch was almost as comfy as the bed. But at the moment it was covered in a bajillion articles of clothing.

Kim: Which one?

She was holding up two tops. One purple halter with a sequin hem, and a red thick strapped tank with flower embroidery.

Me: Both. You can always change, and if you bring one your going to wish you brought the other.

Macy: Point

Kim: That's a given.

She stuffed the clothes on one of the five duffel bags she was bringing, she wasnt a light traveler. As I was zipping up the last duffel my phone rang. 'Im slipping in to the lava, and I'm try---' Macy picked it up.

Macy: Hullo?

Joe: Ugh, hey Macy? Is Brianna there?

Macy: How did you know it was me?

Joe: Do you know anyone who answers the phone and says 'hullo'?

Macy: Maybay....(to me) Brianna! Your boyfriend A.K.A. teen hottie of the year is on the line!

She tossed the phone torwards me and I caught it, and pressed speaker.

Me: Hi hi.

Joe: Your also the only person I know who says 'hi hi'.

Me: Your point?

Joe: We are heading to the beach you guys want to come?

Me: Yuppers.

Joe: Alrighty see ya soon. I love you.

Me: Love you too.

I hung up and Kim and Macy had big smiles on their faces. They obviously couldn't leave anything at 'No Comment'.

Me: What?

Macy: Somebody loves you!

Me: Smartee.

Kim: come awn, lets roll.

We hopped into Kim's car and I got to drive! We pulled up to the Jonas' and they were waiting on the porch.

Joe: I didn't know you could drive.

Me: Ya, Im a pro.

Joe: Hey Kevin! I found someone else to be my schauffer!

Me: Oh no you dont.

I tossed Kim the keys and hopped in the back with Joe, Nick, and Macy, while Kevin took the passenger seat up front with Kim.

Macy: Where is Big Rob?

Nick: He's not coming.

Me: How did you manage that?

Joe: We begged him and told him we would lay low,

Kim: Why didn't you want him to come?

Kevin: You don't get much quality time when you have a body guard next to you 24/7.

M+M+K: OH!

It was a perfect day for the beach. The sun was bright, the water was clear and there werent many people out. We ran into the water and started splashing around. We were playing chicken and Joe and I were the undefeated champions.

Joe: There is no way you will win Nick.

Nick: You don;t know Macy, she is a beast.

Me: She actually is.

Macy: Yes I am!

We went at it for like 5 minutes then Macy got me. I fell backwards taking Joe down with me. We went up for air and everyone was laughing hysterically.

Kevin: Nick and Macy are the new champs!

Kim: WOOP WOOP!

We were pooped and decided it was time to leave. We were walking up and I noticed 4 girls laying out in the sand reading their magazines working on their tans, otherwise known as plastics. We almost made it past them without a word but they of course spoke up.

Plastic: Hi Im Hannah. Your the Jonas Brothers right?

Joe: Yes, yes we are.

He was loving Hannah. She was the kind of girl, normal girls thought big rockstars went for. Fake blonde, big lips, lots of make-up (even at the beach), perfect tan, and overall G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S.

Hannah: Oh well, these are my friends Bailey, Grace, and Ann.

Nick: It's nice to meet you guys.

Bailey looked at Nick with her big blue eyes, and smiled her pearly white smile. He ignored it, he loved Macy.

Ann: Hey Joe, are you and this mystery girl from the pizza shop dating?

He didnt hear her, he was under the Hannah spell. I nudged him with my hip.

Me: Joe she asked you a question.

Joe: What?----Ya, sure.

Kevin and Nick knew I was going to blow if we didnt leave soon. They tried to get us to leave.

Nick: Ugh, we got to go, it was nice meeting you.

Kevin: Ya big tour coming up, lots of stuff to do.

Grace: Wait one question. Are you guys single?

Kevin: No, Kim here is my girlfriend.

Nick: Ya, this is Macy and she's----ugh----my---

Macy: Girlfriend.

I had never seen Macy say something so nastly. It wasnt a 'ya were dating thing' it was a 'ya WE are dating'.

Kevin grabbed Joe's arm trying to get him to leave but he was still drooling over Hannah.

Hannah: Well before you leave, here's my number. Call me.

She gave Joe the paper and he slowly walked away. As soon as we got in the car he was able to talk.

Joe: They were nice.

All: Ya, sure.

Joe: Hey we should all go to Starbucks with Hannah tomorrow. You guys want to?

Kim: No thanks.

Kevin: ya Im good.

Macy: I have to practice for my audition.

Nick: I have to finish packing.

Joe: Brianna?

Me: Why not?

I can't believe I had just agreed to go. I didn't want Joe alone with her, but I didnt want to be with her. Ugh. Joe started speed texting and I didn't have to ask to know who it was. Kim pulled up to the Jonas' and they got out. Joe didnt say anything he was busy texting. Kevin and Nick were going off on him when they were walking in, but he didnt seem to be listening. We drove to Kim's in silence. I was going over what had just happened in my head over and over again. Macy and Kim knew better than to ask me anything at the moment. We got to Kim's and as soon as we got up to her room I plopped down on the couch and screamed into the pillow.

Kim: Go ahead.

Me: What is wrong with Joe? Hello promise ring! Coffee, Hannah, coffee!?!?! Me, Hannah, definately Hannah. One stop to the beach and then BAM! all of sudden what promise ring??? Brianna who? Oh I dont know my best friend, girlfriend, just some girl.

I let out a deep sigh and then fell back onto the couch. Macy came over and put her arm around me.

Macy: Don't worry Brianna, you are way better than coffee.

Kim and I rolled our eyes and we slept over at her house. We watched Mean Girls. That is what Hannah is, she is the plastic and she has her plasticettes. Ugh, she got whatever she wanted and everyone envied her. I dont envy her I hate her. Not becaus eI envy her, or do I? Ugh!!! I ate my favorite ice cream, mint chocolate chip and fell asleep faster than I thought I would. That doesnt mean my mind was asleep, no it was wide awake.

Chapter 16

I woke up with a massive headache, probably from thinking about Hannah all night. I checked my phone, and I had 1 text from Joe. 'Hey meet me at Starbucks at 11. Hannah said she's coming. Love you.' He didnt love me, or he did and had the wierdest way of showing it. Oh no! It's 10:30 I only have 30 minutes to get ready. I usually don't take long but Hannah was going to be there which ment I had to look my best. Ugh, I took a quick shower, and blow dried my hair. I put it half up real quick and didn know what to wear. Macy and Kim had waken up while I was in the shower and they, being the best friends ever, had my outift on the bed. They chose my baby pink skinny jeans, a white babydoll top with baby pink embroidery on the top, and my white flats. I would have chosen my sweet Nike's but they said no. I put my phone in my pocket and Kim drove me to my house because then I could drive my car. I put in my Taylor Swift CD and listened to 'Should've Said No' on repeat.

Me: "You should've said no, you should've gone home, you should have thought twice 'fore you let it all go, you should have known that word about what did with her get back to me, and I should've been there in the back of your mind, I shouldnt be asking myself why, you shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at me feet, you should've said no baby and you might still have me.'

The song finished right on time, I parked and walked in. Joe and Hannah already had a table. I should've known Hannah would be there early. She had on Navy Blue shorts and a red tube top. Her hair was up in a high pony so she could show off her tanned and toned back. I sat down next to Joe.

Me: sorry Im late.

Hannah: That's okay Joe and I have just been getting to know each other.

Me: I guess I didnt miss much then.

Joe: Ya, here's your frap. (He handed me a plain coffee frappacino, my fave) Did you know Hannah used to be a model for GAP kids?

Me: Oh, well what a star.

Hannah: It was no big deal, my mom kind of put me up to it. I wanted to be a swimsuit model.

Me: Wouldn't that be a little cold. I mean wearing a bathing suit all the time.

Joe: well they take the shoots on the beach.

I looked at him like 'how do you know that?' I kind of put it in the back of my mind. Then Joe and Hannah were having thier own telepathic conversation, I felt so out of the loop. I sucked down my frap in 10 minutes flat. Then I decided to interupt the silence.

Me: SO! Joe, this is your last day, I want to hang out before you leave.

Joe: Oh ya, well then lets go, you can help me finish packing and then we can get dinner.

Hannah: Ya, I got to go anyways, big model interview. Maybe I can be a swimsuit model.

Joe: Let me know if you get it, good luck.

Me: Ya, nice to see you lets go Joe.

We walked out and I waved bye to Hannah and Joe gave her a hug! 'It's just a hug, It's just a hug.' I kept telling myself that. I got in and Joe finally came to the car. 'Should've Said No' was playing and Joe started singing along. I quickly made sure it wasnt on repeat.

Joe: So do you like Hannah?

Me: Ya, she's definately.....ugh....definately cute I guess.

Joe: You really think so, I hadn't noticed.

Me: Hahahaha, don't lie, that was the first thing you saw.

Joe: No I didn't.

Me: Yes, you did!

Joe: Did not.

Me: Did too.

Joe: No I didn't.

Me: You totally did.

Joe: Why do you say that?

Me: Hello? She's a beach godess. I bet every guy who walks by her uses one of their cheesy pick-up lines, hoping, maybe just maybe she will look their way.

Joe; Somebody's jealous! (He started chanting that over and over again)

Me: I am not jealous.

Joe: Your temper is showing.

Me: Ugh, fine I'm jealous, there I said it. Im jealous of that swimsuit modeling, sun soaking, every mans dream girl.

Joe: Im sorry, you know I love you right?

Me: Ya, I know, and Im sorry I freaked out, I should trust you.

He gave me a kiss on the cheek and we pulled up to his house. We went up to his room and I helped him get all his stuff together, I was going to miss him. I don't know what I was going to do without him. We finally finished and it was five. I was extremelt hungry. My mom called and I asked her if I could go to dinner with Joe and she said yes.

Joe: Ready to go?

Me: Yup.

Joe: Your driving!

Me: Obviously.

We were going to have dinner, and then just hang out. Nothing could ruin this night. It was just me and Joe, one on one for last time for 4 months.

Chapter 17

We got to the diner (we didn't want to go all out, just be together and talk while we still could) and got our booth. I was sitting across from Joe and the table behind him was a bunch of girls, they were all giggling and snapping pics with their cell phones, I found it really obnoxious, because they couldn't go out without causing some girl to fall to the floor. Then of course this would only happen to me, they played a Jonas Brothers song, the girl started singing, and then one of the girls called someone. Joe and I had ordered our food, and the lady was coming with the food, but then a swarm of screaming girls leaked into the rather small diner. Joe threw a 20 on the table and grabbed my hand. We ran into the kitchen, and asked someone where a back door was. We exited the now crowded diner and instead of driving home, Joe asked to walk.

Joe: Let's just walk, lets not let the night go to waste.

I smiled at him, he may have his quirky moments but he really was just as romantic as Kevin. He grabbed my hand and we walked down the quiet road. I didnt want to tell Joe that I was going to miss him because I didnt want him to rethink the tour and give it up, but I had to. I didnt want him to leave and think I wouldnt miss him at all, then he might let another girl in and I wasnt going let that happen. I interuppted him absent mindly.

Joe: and then----

Me: Joe.

Joe: What?

Me: I'm really going to miss you, like I'm on the verge of tears, majorly sad, I just wanted you to know.

I looked up at him with tears ready to pour out, he looked sad too. He turned torward me letting go of my hands.

Joe: Im going to miss you too. 'Like on the verge of manly tears'.

He mocked me and I chuckled a little, then I stepped torwards him and embraced him in the biggest hug ever. Im talking Guiness Book of World records here. He put his arms around me and I layed my head on his chest letting a tear roll down my cheek. He pulled away and led me further down the road. We got to a park and I pulled him torwards it. We sat on the swings and just talked, I knew I had found the perfect guy, he wanted to know about me, he liked me for who I was, and he didnt lie to me. After a while on the swings I got off and walked over to an open area of grass. I plopped down on my back and looked up at the stars. Joe came next to me and did the same.

Joe: Those stars look like a ginormous heart.

Me: Thats my new favorite then.

Joe: Me too.

Me: Joe?

Joe: Mhmm...?

Me: Can I ask you a question? Like seriously?

Joe: Sure, shoot.

I got up and sat criss-cross apple sauce and started pulling at the grass. Joe got up and watched me vandalize the lawn.

Me: Do you love me?

Joe: Yes, of course.

Me: Not like we make a cute couple and stuff or this is a fling but, like I want to spend the rest of my life with you, like there's no stopping my love for you, like I'll always be there for you, like everytime I see you a smile grows across my face?

I looked up from my now patch of dirt, and to Joe, with genuine concern and curiousity in my face. He looked up me and he smiled. I did the same, he was just so ah-mazing. After a long yet totally necessary silence, he said something.

Joe: Brianna, I love you.

Me: I love you too.

Joe: So you feel the way I feel?

Me: Well if I put it into song, this is what it would be...

I cleared my throat and looked straight into his eyes.

Me: When you look me in the eyes, you tell me that you love me, that everything's alright, when your right here by my side.

Joe: Wait here's the rest.....when you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven, I find my paradise. when you look me in the eyes.

Me: That's exactly how I feel!

Joe: Can we borrow it?

Me: Who?

Joe: Me, Kevin and Nick? We could totally use that in a song.

Me: Okay, but it's not done.

Joe: You and I will finish it.

Me: How? Your leaving for 4 months.

Joe: Brianna! We live in the year 2008, technology! DUH!

Me: Oh right. Ya I totally knew that.

He got up and then helped me up. We walked back to the now empty diner and got a quick bite. I drove him home, and walked him to the door.

Joe: I feel like we are playing the wrong parts. I should be walking you to the door and you should be fiddling with your house keys.

Me: Maybe someday you'll be able to do that.

Joe: Ya someday, well I don't need a liscence for this.

He leaned in, once again 90% and I the other 10. I pulled away and he just smiled.

Me: When are you leaving tomorrow?

Joe: We'll leave here at 4, but the plane leaves at 5:30. Are you coming?

Me: No, I was just going to let you leave without a goodbye.

Joe: What?

Me: Kidding. Your so gullable.

Joe: Oh, hahaha. Not funny. Call me when you get home.

Me: Okay, I will.

I gave him a peck on the cheek and walked to my car, Joe watched me back out and drive away then went inside. I got home and saw my mom. I told her how my night went and then went to my room. I whipped out my phone. Ring..

Joe: Hello?

Me: Hey, Im home.

Joe: Okay, I'll see you tomorrow.

Me: Yup.

Joe: Okay, I love you.

Me: I love you too.

Joe: Goodnight.

Me: Goodnight.

He waited for me to hang up first. I slipped into my grey and red A&F sweats and a matching red hoodie. I set my alarm for 4:45 am. I quickly fell asleep thinking of the song Joe and I put together. (Author's Note: I used one of their songs because you guys are more familiar with it, I didnt feel like writing a song.)

 Chapter 18

'Wake Up! Hurry Up! I love you!' I turned off the alarm on my phone. Joe had recorded that sound so it was now my alarm tone. I had to leave now to get to the airport on time so I didnt bother changing. I picked up Macy and Kim like we planned and grabbed starbucks. I drove, Kim checked off the items on her checklist, and Macy wanted to play a game or something so I suggested Ispy. I chose something blue, it was her eyes, and she would never get it so I didnt really have to play, just say no, no, no every 2 seconds. We finally got the airport after a boring, quiet, and completely cry worthy 42 minute drive. Macy and I helped Kim carry in her 4 duffels, I guessing one for each month or something like that, and checked her in. Joe, Nick and Kevin were waiting for us at the check in area. They helped us get Kim's bags tagged and they had Macy and I gate passes. Macy and I took them sadly and gave all 2 of them hugs, we already hugged Kim like 50 times his morning putting her stuff in the car. We walked all together, and we had about half an hour till they had to board their private jet. We all walked around the over priced gift shops, and talked about howmuch we were going to miss them. We decided to head to the gate 10 minutes before they had to board. I was once again on the verge of tears but I just wrapped my arms around Joe's waist and layed my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and we just stood there with his head on top of mine enjoying each others company while we could.

Me: I'm going to miss you so much!

Joe: I'm going to miss you too, but I'll call, text, e-mail, if I can't find a signal even write you a letter every chance I get.

I laughed, knowing he wouldn't even know how to put the address on the envelope. He probably wouldn't even know he needed an envelope!

Me: You won't forget about me?

Joe: Forget you? How could I. Im wearing you.

He glanced down at our promise rings reminding me that we promised to wait for each other. I looked down at mine and put my hand in his. I smiled up at him and he did the same.

Joe: Oh and we have to finish our song.

Me: Most Definately.

Joe: So now I HAVE to call you any chance I get.

Me: If you are busy dont worry about it, I can get by for about 3 days without hearing your voice.

Joe: Oh really?

Me: I've done it before!

Joe: Mhmm...

Me: Okay 2 days.

Joe: Much better.

He leaned in the way he always does and I tried to enjoy this kiss, considering it's the last one I'll get for 4 months. A couple lights flashed and buttons clicked but we didnt care. I pulled away and gave him another giant squeeze.

Me: I love you.

Joe: I love you too.

Mrs. Jonas: Come on guys time to go.

I gave Kevin a big hug and told him I'd miss him and I did the same with Nick. I gave Mrs. Jonas a hug and told her to keep the boys in line. I hugged Mr. Jonas too and then Frankie gave me the biggest hug ever!

Frankie: I'll miss you.

Me: I'll miss you too!

I gave him a peck on the cheek and eyes widened in excitement. He turned a light pink and ran off to Mrs. Jonas. I found Kim and gave her a ginormous hug.

Me: Kim! I can't believe your leaving me and Macy alone!

Kim: I'll call you like every night.

Macy: You better.

Me: Ya, if you dont there will be consequences!

Kim: Don't worry you guys are my number one priority, and give my mom another hug when you see her.

M+M: We will.

We grouped together in one big group hug, the boys joined us and we all separated.

They boarded their plane and as soon as the entrance was closed and sealed I got a text. 'Text me when you get home. I love you and miss you already. Love Joe.' Macy and I watched the plane leave and then left. We immediately got perky, well Macy did and she perkified me.

Macy: So what are we going to do now?

Me: Shop?

Macy: Fun fun fun. You know we are like early birds right now and Kohls is open so lets go there.

Me: Okay.

Macy: Yay! We are going to have a blast!

I spelled blast in my head adding 2 exclamaition points and 3 periods. Getting Joe off my mind would be harder than I thought. Well Macy and I got into my car and turned on the radio. Burning Up was on and we belted out the words by habit, I could try to get Joe off my mind but it was never going to happen. The world was obsessed with the Jonas Brothers, watching their every move, and I couldn't hide from it.

Chapter 19

Macy and I got to Kohls and we started walking around. While we were walking people would look at his and sort of do a double take. We were really confused, then we turned and looked at each other. We started laughing. We were still in our pj's! Well we didnt care. We walked around smelling the cool perfumes, then I smelled Princess, and remembered Joe. Macy saw me hold back tears and sueezed me tight.

Macy: Come on Brianna, you dont need a boy 24/7 to make you happy.

Me: I know, but he's also like one of my BFF's.

Macy: What am I? a burnt pizza?

I laughed and out my arm around her houlders.

Me: Macy your way better than burnt pizza!

We both laughed remembering when she said I was better than coffee.

Macy: well we can't leave without buying something.

Me: Fine lets go look around.

Right when I said that my phone rang. A text from Joe!! 'Are you home yet? Its already been an hour and it only takes 45 minutes to get home.' He cared so much about me I almost cried but I decided not to let it get to me. I texted him back. 'sorry! Macy and I are at kohls. Hows the flight?' Macy and I walked to the shoe section. I love shoes, I cant get enough of them. Macy and I were walking through the isles then I saw THE pair of shoes. THE pair of shoes, that I HAD to have. They were black suede flat heel boots. I had to have them. They were a must have. I found my size and tried them on. YES! They fit perfectly. Macy and I kept walking around. Macy found the cutest pair of heels. They were trident white, with a black toe and heel. She got them and we walked to the cashier. We passed the girls section and saw a shirt with Joe, Nick, Kevin, and Demi on it promoting camp rock. We kind of laughed, it still hadnt kicked in that we were dating THE Jonas Brothers.Enphasis on 'THE'! We paid and left. As we got in the car my phone rang again. Macy grabbed it as I backed out and read it outloud.

macy: Joe says 'The flight is okay, its kind of boring, I mean clouds are everywhere, I cant see anything. Kevin and Kim are being all lovey dovey and Nick is wishing Macy were here, he keeps saying 'I wish Macy could have come, but she has her audition, I hope she gets it, but I want here to be here...' and blah blah blah, what are you doing now?' (Back to macy) Aw! Nick misses me.

Me: well dont just sit there! text him back!

Macy: right sorry.

We were listening to the radio and nothing good was on. I put in a random CD and started jamming, it was only 10 and I we were jamming. Macy came over to my house and we watched tv.

Me: We are watching Camp Rock.

I put it on and then Macy started singing along to 'Who Will I Be'. I went to the kitchen.

Me: Macy are you hungry?

Macy: Yup!

Me: what do you want?

Macy: The question is what do you have?

Me: The question is what do we not have?

Macy: Ugh, how about.....mhmm....I feel like having a carrot.

Me: carrot it is. I grabbed a carrot and sliced up an apple. I grabbed the smooth peanut butter and jumped on the couch. Macy grabbed her carrot and started chomping on it. I ate my apples and PB and then the final jam was on. My favorite part. Macy and I looked at each other. Mitchie was about to perform and we both knew her every move on the stage. I grabbed the remote and she grabbed her other carrot. We started singing along we were ont he couch jumping around. Demi ghad taught us what she did while singing.

M+M: This is real this me, Im exactly where Im suppose to be now gonna let the light shine on me! Now I found---

My mom: What are you two girls doing?!?!?

Macy and I immediately got off the couch and sat on it.

M+M: Sorry mom.

Macy was like my sister she called my mom, mom and I called her mom, mom, well when she was home.

My Mom: You girls really need to find a hobby, you guys are always bouncing off the walls. You need to channel your energy into a hobby. Now go! Get out of the house and do something constuctive.

M+M: Okay.

We went up to my room and I got dressed. I decided I had to wear my boots, so since it was kind of chilly, I chose my grey skinny's, white tank under my black longsleeved shirt, and my boots! I look okay but it needed something, I put on a green scarf and a skinny green belt. That was it, I put my hair in a low side ponytail and turned torwards Macy.

Me: rate me.

Macy: 9.5

Me: awesome, lets go.

We went to her house and up to her room. She had to get dressed, and she wanted to wear her heels so we went through her entire closet, that took a while, and finally found an outfit. We chose, red skinnies, and a white over the shoulder sweater. She added her black belt to tie it together, she put her hair half up and half down. Then she turned to me.

Macy: Rate me.

Me: Mhmm....9.7

Macy: Suh-weet!

By now you have probably noticed that Kim, Macy and I rate each other on a scale of 1 to 10. No one ever get a ten the highest is like 9.7. The reason we never get to 10 is because you've heard the saying 'Nobody' Perfect' well that goes for outfits as well, your never perfect something can always be changed. So we bounced out the door and back into my car.

Macy: Where are we suppose to find a hobby?

Me: IDK, do we have hobbies?

Macy: clothes.

Me: We could work.

Macy: OMJ! We could get padi to be models! I mean seriously wearing gorgeous clothes for money.

Me: Okay but where do we go?

Macy: I don't know.

I knew exactly who to call but I didnt want to. I mean I would never go there, that is like horrible no one would. I was trying so hard to hide the fact that I knew who to call but Im not good at that. One look and Macy knew I had the answer.

Macy: You know.

Me: No I dont.

Macy: you are such a liar, what do you know?

Me: Nothing.

Macy:Tell Me! Who do we call.

Me: No one!

Macy: tell me!

Me: Janie!

We both sat there quietly in our seats debating wether or not to do it. Life is so confusing.

Chapter 20

After 15 minutes of nothing but the radio playing songs requested by it's listeners, Macy spoke up.

Macy: Well you should call her.

Me: Why?

Macy: Because we have a hobby and she has the key to making our hobby something more than just a 'hobby'.

Me: Well can't we find something someone else with the key to making our hobby more than just a 'hobby'?

Macy: We dont know anyone else who could possibly hold the key to making our hobby something more than just a 'hobby'?

Me: Can we please stop with the key to making our hobby more than just a 'hobby' thing?

Macy: Sure, no more key to making our hobby more than just a 'hobby'.

I turned torwards her with a seriously annnoyed and angry look.

Macy: Sorry!

Me: Why can't you just be happy working at a department store?

Macy: Because models dont work at departement stores, they are on the pictures in the department stores and everyone wants to be the person on the walls of department stores.

Me: We could be the first models to work at a department store, that are on the walls in the department stores that everyone wants to be on.

Macy: But I dont want to be the first model to work at a department store, that are on the walls of the department stores that everyone want to be on.

Me: Stop with the repeating!

Macy: Sorry!

An awkward silence fell upon us and Macy broke it again.

Macy: Just call her.

Me: Fine!

We got to the mall and started walking around.

Macy: Don't you have a call to make?

Me: I already made it.

Macy: No you didn't!

Me: Maybe I did.

Macy: Maybe your lying.

Me: Maybe I am.

Macy: Aha! so you were lying!

Me: No!

Macy: Yes you are now make the call!

Me: Fine!

We sat down on a bench and I scanned though my texts. I found the ones from Janie to Joe and hit send. I was now listening to 'Burning Up' as an answer tone. 'cause Im burning up, burnin--'

Janie: Hello?

Me: Hi, Janie?

Janie: Obviously!

Me: Oh okay so it is you.

Janie: Your point. Who is this?

Me: Ugh, Brianna.

Janie: Brianna, unique freak, Brianna?

Me: ya...

Janie: Ew, what do you want?

Me: A favor.

Janie: I don't believe I owe you one.

Me: No you dont but could you do one for me?

Janie: No.

Me: Why not?

Janie: Ugh, a guy with the initials JJ.

Me: what about him?

Janie: Maybe the fact that you stole him from me.

Me: Steal? No. Deserved? Yes.

Janie: Not helping your favor wanted.

Me: Okay whatever, what do I have to do to get you to do something for me?

Janie: Ugh let me think? Give me back my beau.

Me: Not happening.

Janie: Mhmm..fine tickets to a concert.

Me: Deal.

Janie: And meet and greet passes.

Me: Okay.

Janie: and backstage passes.

Me: Not happening.

Janie: fine, so what do you want?

Me: An interview with your mom.

Janie: Why?

Me: Me and friend are going out for the model business. 

Janie: You couldn't be a model.

Me: Thats your mom's choice not yours.

Janie: whatever, done.

Me: Okay great tomorrow, at 4.

Janie: Sure, why not. Just come to my house.

Me: Thanks.

Janie: Your completely un-welcome.

Me: Janie, the charmer.

Janie: Brianna, the hater. Bye

She hung up before I could even respond.

Macy: So what did she say?

Me: Yes.

Macy: Awesome!

Me: Ya, just spify. Lets shop while we're here.

Macy: cant say no to that!

Macy and I walked around for like ever but all I was thinking about is Joe, the interview tomorrow, and our song.

Chapter 21

I woke up to thoughts of Joe running thru my mind. I just can't forget him. I slowly got up and got on my computer, logged into my e-mail and had 3 new e-mails. One of them was from Juicy Couture, the other one was about finding your match, the third one was from Joe.

'Hey Brianna,

Well We are in Ohklahoma, we were like the only car on the road, and well I just wanted to say I miss you. I was thinking about our song too. I was thinking of a verse, here it is...

How Long will I be waiting

to be with you again

Gonna tell you that I love you

In the best way that I can

I can't take a day without you here

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear

what did you think? Well I got to go, sound check, boring. Well I'll call you later. I love you.

Joe'

I huge smile swept across my face. I didnt reply though, I got up and got dressed Macy and I had our interview today and well I didnt want to go but I was going for Macy. I zipped up my white skinny's and put on a banana yellow tank. I layered my navy blue oxford shirt on top w/o buttoning it so my favorite tank could get some attention and rolled up the sleeves. I flipped my hair causing it to look effortlessly volumized and added my matching yellow flats. I kept the jewelry low key putting in diamond studs and a 16 inch necklace with a silver heart dangling from it. I rated myself a 9 and then called Macy. We were going to hang out have lunch and then go to the interview.

Macy: Hullo?

Me: Hey, are you ready?

Macy: Yuppers come and get me!

Me: okay bye!

Macy: Buh bye.

I said Hi to my mom, stuck my phone in my pocket in grabbed my keys. I headed over to Macy's and she came out dressed in her white strapless sundress. She had on white flip flops and her hair was pulled back by a green headband that matched the green belt cinched around her tiny waist. She got in right as my phone vibrated.

Me: hi hi!

Joe: Hey!

Me: You sound happy.

Joe: Well I'm talking to you so ya.

Me: I am pretty ah-mazing arent I?

Joe: When you put it that way...

Me: so how was the concert?

Joe: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious! The crowd was ah-mazing and we had a private meet and greet with only like 50 people so it was good. Ho was your day?

Me: Pretty spify. Macy and I went shopping and now we are just going to go do lunch.

I didnt want to mention the modeling thing because then he would bring up Hannah. Then that would bring up Janie it was just unneeded information.

Joe: Fun, well did you get my e-mail?

Me: Yes and I loved the verse!

Joe: Great do you have an idea for the next one?

Me: Ya but I'll share it with you later. I got to go.

Joe: Okay love you.

Me: Love you too bye!

I hung up and knew macy would have something to say.

Macy: So a verse..does that mean there is a song?

Me: Maybay, maybay not.

Macy: I want to hear it!

Me: I didnt say there was a song.

Macy: Ya but you guys have one so you have to share it with me.

Me: Later, when I tell him my idea.

Macy: Fine.

We went to Panera Bread and I got my altime fave, the baked potato soup. Yum. We enjoyed our meal and then we left and decided to go to Janie's. Ugh just the thought of her makes me gag.

Macy: Im so excited!

Me: Ya, me too.

I lied, I didnt want to not support Macy so I just went with it. I do not want to go, this is just going to be horrible. Ugh we drove in silence and then got to my house. we walked across the street and knocked on the door.

sorry it was super dooper short and not very ah-mazingbut it will get better I promise!