chapter one
*JB
"Guys, hold on!" Nick announced to Joe and Kevin as they stepped out of the tour bus into a crowd of screaming girls who would attack them if it wasnt for Big Rob. "GUYS! ouch..." He said after he tripped over Joes 'DANGER' pillow. He grabbed his OMNIPOD and rushed to place it on the small of his back. "Bye Franklin," he grabbed his sun glasses and raced to catch up.
*christines point of view
"HOLEY CRAPTACULAR," I screamed as I held my clean and crisp backstage passes to the JB concert on thursday. "PINCH ME. Im dreaming... awwww... OUCH! FAG! NOT LITERALLY!" I said to my best friend cassidy who was lying on the floor holding her tickets to her heart. "I love him more than any man ever in life. Hes so cute. I bet hes brushing his teeth or something right now. awww!" She said "Cass, look at me. look at me. look-- do i have something in my teef?"
chapter two
-thursday-
*JB
"...amen" Nick finished his prayer and told Big Rob to let in the contest winners. "H-H-Hott" Joe whispered in Kevins ear as the blonde walked in. Kevin nudged him an agreeing/shut up nudge. She was followed by a brunette. Nick stood with his hands in his back pockets. "Hey guys, im Kevin!" Kevin introduced himself to the two girls in matching black vests and skinny jeans. "hey! wow you guys are great! i love you" the brunette rushed in for a hug to the scarf wearing Kev. "Well are you guys excited for the show?" Kevin asked as he patted the brunettes back. "Extremely" The blonde answered. Finally brunette backed away and introduced herself. "Im Christine, its so amazing to finally meet you!" she said as she put her hands in her back pocket, oblivious to Nicks same gesture. "Hello im" -shake of the hair- "dangah" Everyone burst out laughing and Nick looked up. Christines eyes met with his and she kept a fixed look on her beloved. He introduced himself by shaking thier hands. "So tell me something we dont already know" Christine said as she grabbed a cherry out of the fruit basket and plopped herself down on the couch.
*christines point of view
I didnt show it, but I am so nervous I am going to pee in my pants. After me and Joe had just finished three rounds of cherry stem tie-ing, Cassidy and Kevin battled it out in Guitar Hero 3. Nick sat quietly. I really dont know what he was doing. He was humming I Will Possess Your Heart by Death Cab For Cutie and scribbling all sorts of words on a napkin. I love him, but i really wished he would talk. I looked at him. His brown curls fell slighly over the left side of his face and he would wipe them away slightly when he was thinking. Oh how i loved this boy. "Guys tonight is really the best night of my life. Thanks for spending time with us!" I smiled sweetly and tried not to have my palms start sweating again as I stared at nicks sweet smile. "Yeah! We love to have our fans to talk to. Thanks." Nick said as he gave me a hug. I was caught in a daze and didnt notice he had slipped something in my back pocket. I gave Kevin and Joe hugs and Cassidy took her time saying goodbye to Joe. "Have a great concert!" I added. "Joe you'll have to buy more cherries" I laughed pointing to the empty fruit basket. "Haha. I will. Bye guys." Joe said as he closed the door. "I think I..." I heard Nick say from the other side.
chapter three
*JB
Nick stared at the wall thinking of ways to look out for the girls he had just met, in section 101. Thats on Kevins side. "You okay?" Kevin asked Nick. "Yeah, fine!" He was fine, he just met two really great girls and once Christine read the note, she... "OH CALL ME SUPERMAN AND HIT ME WITH A BANANA, WASNT SHE HOT?" Joe shouted after cleaning up the cherry stems. "Who?" Nick asked. "Both of them. I mean i know im 3 years older but, wow!" "Shut up Joe" Nick said. "Nicholas, are you okay?" Joe sat down next to him. "Stand up" Joe checked Nicks OMNIPOD. "Why didnt you attatch it Nick?" Joe placed it right. "Thats why you have been acting so wierd. It should take a while. Ill tell Demi to take a longer time for the opening. Okay bud?" "Yeah" Nick answered.
*christines point of view
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WE FREAKING JUST MET THE JONAS BROTHERS!" Me and Cassidy screamed so loud people turned around from the fourteenth row. Being in the first row for the first time was the best. So far I was in a dream. Im so lucky. But so starving. "Are you hungry?" Cassidy asked rubbing her stomach and taking off her red sunglasses. "CRAVING.......NICK JONAS." I announced. "Baha. Lets go." She said. We headed over to a stand and bought our T- shirts and some apple fries. Thank God for Burger King. It was almost 8, and Demi should be opening, I thought. "We'll eat at our seats, kay?" Cassidy nodded as she struggled with her large coke and our apple fries. "Gimme" I sighed and I took the things and gave her our tickets to show instead. The fatest lady of my life scanned us to make sure we were 'clear.' "Maim, im going to need you to empty your pockets." She said in her annoying accent. "Whatever." I answered and handed over my food, money, and some piece of paper in my back pocket. "All good, you might want to put this somewhere you cant loose it." She said with a smile. "Okay?" I replied confused. We got to our seats and I reorganized my pockets. "FATEST LADY EVER" Cassidy said as she fell into her seat. "Uh cass. You might want to take a look at this." I handed over the foled paper. A tear fell down my cheek, and I looked onto the stage. Nick was standing behind the curtain. I smiled.
chapter four
*JB
"Good Job Dem." The whole Jonas team congratulated Demi on her opening performance. Nick was upbeat finally and was ready to perform. He wondered if it was a good thing that Christine was crying. Maybe he shouldnt have... The backround music roared on stage and the Jonas Brothers took thier place on the riser. "Feeling better?" Kevin asked Nick and put his hands on his shoulders. "Definatly" Nick smiled. An hour passed when Nick took his chance to crossover to kevins side. He saw plenty of cute girls each night but he couldnt stop thinking about Christine. When he saw her, he bent down. "Dont cry" He said with a smile wiping away her tears and holding her hand. Unfortunatly Nick couldnt single out one girl at a concert, so he ran down the first row of each section touching hands with everyone he passed. Joe had a chance to crossover too. He ran back and forth and caught a glimpse of the girls. He winked at Cassidy and watched as Christine held her hand and screamed.
*christines point of view
Nicks dogtag bounced up and down on my chest while I danced to 'Tonight'. But I couldnt sing along. I had Nicks song stuck in my head. The lyrics he had written on the napkin ment alot. It came from his heart. He even wrote down the chords. I just couldnt believe he wanted to see me of all people after the concert. I will force myself to sing along to songs, i thought. Nick came up on his piano and the crowd went wild. "Today, i had an accident" Nick announced. "What?" I thought, looked at Cassidy. "I forgot to put on this thing i use for my diabetes called an OMNIPOD" The crowd went wild as he lifted up his shirt to show. "I wasnt myself. I met amazing people today. And I didnt act the way I should have." I looked down. This cant be happening. My whole life since I was 12 was The Jonas Brothers. Now Nick knows I exsist. Not only that but he wrote me a song. I own his dogtag. I immediatly started crying. "But If it wasnt for my brothers, I probably wouldnt have the strength for tonights concert. So thank you Joe. Kevin." The crowd cheered again. "This song. Is for all the broken hearts. For every lost dream. This song,...Is for you." I looked down at the napkin. Nick had written, on the back, those words. I loved this boy more than pickles and tea. I realized then and there, that I really did LOVE this boy. It wasnt just an obsession. This was real.
chapter five
*JB
"That was exelent!" Kevin cheered after walking off the stage. Joe and Nick were patting down thier faces with rags and Garbo was skipping to his dressing room. Oh Garbo! "I hope they can" Nick said as he looked at his brothers. "That would be sick!" Joe replied doing his 'Jonas snap'. "Am I missing something?" Kevin asked. "Kev we asked the girls that we met today to meet us after the show, and come on tour tomorrow. Just to see what its like. Big Rob will take them home tomorrow night." Nick explained to Kevin. "Where are they going to sleep?" Kevin asked, he wasnt sure if even THIER parents would go along with this. "eh, you got a point. What has mom said?" Joe asked Nick. "Garbo is talking to them, it should be fine. And they can sleep in Frankies bed. Frankie can sleep with mom and dad, right?" Nick pleaded. The guys looked at eachother and laughed. Nick had never been so caught up with a girl. Not even Miley. Maybe Selena for the first few days, but this was a little much for Nick. "Guys you have to get into the tour bus, now! Before the mob comes!" Big rob pushed the guys into thier dressing room to hurry and pack. "What about Christine? And Cassidy?" Nick asked worried. "who?" Big Rob asked. "Ill write a note. They will come." Kevin said. "I hope." The words slipped from Nicks mouth.
*christines point of view
"Hurry, my mom said yes. surprisingly! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Cassidy screamed. "Best day of life" I answered and we sprinted toward where the note told us to go. "They arnt here..." Cassidy said as she took the note off the door. "OMJ, we can make it if we run" I said not really worried. When we got in the tourbus, no body was there. "Actual bed." I said running my fingers over Nicholas's bed. "Actual TOURBUS!" Cassidy said. "wow. this hasnt hit me yet." I said, playing with Nicks dogtag that was latched around my neck. "Crap, what are we supposed to wear, and sleep with?" I asked. "Crap im gross in the morning and I dont have a toothbrush!" I added. "We have or t- shirts. We can sleep in those" Cassidy said. "Point. But tomorrow?" I asked. Wow im going to have to figure something out. And fast. "--If thier here." Nick said as he walked through the door.
chapter six
*JB
Nick thought she looked beautiful. Her long brown hair tied up in a ponytail and her short sundress. They had ran to the mall at 1 in the morning and bought the girls a few outfits and things they needed for the next day. Ofcourse, they understood the girls needed to change, and boy, Christine could really clean up. On the way back home, Kevin drove and Joe sat in the passenger seat. Christine sat in the middle of the back seat. She fell asleep. She didnt realize but her head fell on Nicks shoulder. He didnt mind. He held her hand and let her sleep. Cassidy noticed that nick was holding her hand, she looked at him and smiled. She was happy for her best friend and she didnt know what was coming for her. Nick got tired and fell asleep. His head fell on hers. Joe turned around and nudged Kevin. He looked in his review mirror. Nicks curls were a mess, but they looked so cute. He saw thier hands intertwined and smiled. He was proud of his brother. When he found out he hadnt atttached his OMNIPOD today, he got really worried. He had performed brilliantly though, and still succeded in getting the girl. 'Good job Nicholas', he thought.
*christines point of view
When I woke up I didnt open my eyes. I gathered my thoughts and had to figure out where I was. It was quiet except for Cassidys voice talking with another guy. Where was I? I was in a car. Someone was holding my hand. And their head was rested on my own. The person was warm and it made me sleep more. But I had to figure it out. Last night? OMJOMJOMJOMJOMJOMJOMJOMJ. Nicholas. He is holding my hand. I couldnt sleep. My breathing got faster and Nick woke up. He smoothed out my hair and the car stopped. I rubbed my eyes and sat up. He quickly realesed my hand. Joe turned around, and looked at Nick. I looked down and let him give Nick any 'brotherly signal' he needed to. Kevin pulled in and we walked into the tourbus. Kevin had showed us around before we left, so we could just go to sleep when we got back. I went into the bathroom. I got dressed and washed up. I only wear mascara and eyeliner so I didnt look much different then before. But I applied more eyeliner, i had to look good with the Jonas Brothers! I walked out in my black soffes and tank top. Nick was sitting at the table drinking tea and twirling around the spoon in it making clanging sounds. "Hey" He smiled and said to me. I decided to sit across from him. "Do you know where Cassidy is?" I asked. "They are on the couch with Kevin in the studio." He said. I sat criss cross applesause:) "Why are you out here then?" I asked concerned. "Waiting for you" He looked into my eyes.
chaper seven
*JB
Joes arm brushed cassidy's and they turned to eachother. Kevin sat quietly texting his girlfriend. They hadnt seen eacother since the disney channel games. He missed her so much. Joe looked at cassidy and grabbed her hand. "im glad im here" Cassidy said. "I am too." Joe replied and he squeezed her hand. It was 245 in the morning and the guys really needed thier sleep."Im going to bed. Goodnight Joe. Goodnight Cass." He hugged her goodnight and went to brush his teeth. Nick was sitting with Christine in the kitchen. Kevin heard them laughing and came in to say goodnight. Nick had his eyes closed and he was drawing something with a red crayon. "UH?" Nick opened his eyes and looked at his picture. He looked at it and rubbed his eyes and laughed in his 'nicholas' laugh. Then he looked at Kevin. "Oh hey Kev. We found a crayon." "yeah, uh, interesting." Christine laughed again. "excelent nick" Kevin said as he patted his brother on the back and looked at his picture. "Well im going to bed, goodnight Nick. Up at 11. We have the album interview for FOX at 12." He turned to Christine. "Would you like to come?" He asked her. "Yeah, sure!" She answered turning to Nick. "Good! Goodnight!" Christine got up to hug Kevin and he turned to the bathroom. Nick got up, grabbed her hand, and led her to the studio.
*christines point of view
I didnt let go of Nicks hand when i sat on the couch next to Joe. Nick sat next to me. I loved him. How I wish i could of told him... But he would think I was an obsessed fan trying to win him over. If he only knew... His body was warm and i pulled my knees up to my chest. A tear ran down my cheek. WHY THE HECK AM I CRYING? I wiped the tear away fast. Nick and Cassidy saw. Nick brushed my hair behind my ear. "whats the matter?" Cassidy mouthed. "lets go to bed" I texted her. "Hey guys, im really tired, were going to get to bed." Cassidy announced. Thank God for Cassidy. "Yeah." I said. "are you coming with us tomorrow?" Joe asked. "Yeah they are" Nick said. I got up and so did Joe. "Night Joe" I gave him a hug and watched him hug Cassidy goodnight. Nick took my phone out of my soffes and put in his number. I watched him as he took out his iphone and handed it to me. We exchanged numbers and he told me it was just in case I needed anything tonight. "Thanks" I told him and I went in for a hug. He pushed me away. 'what?' I thought to myself. Cassidy and Joe had gone to bed already. Nick titled up my chin and gave me a kiss. My first kiss. "goodnight christine." He told me as he took back is phone. He held my hand and led me to my bed. He jumped on his above our bunk. I smiled and crawled in with cassidy. I waited 20 minuets before I told cassidy how I felt about Nick. She wiped away my tears and told me she felt that way about Joe. My phone vibrated. one new message: nick. He heard me. Oh no. I opened up the text. I layed down. i think i love you. Tears poured out and i hit reply. i think i do too. I pushed send and fell asleep.
chapter eight
*JB
Nick was in a very good mood that morning. Joe and Kevin were taking showers and Nick had already taken one. Cassidy was up with Nick and already ready. It was about 1115. Frankie and Mrs. and Mr. Jonas had left to an interview and Big Rob would take the boys. Nick was playing Halo and drinking a red bull with Cassidy. When Christine got up she took a shower and got dressed in a babydoll top, long neckalace, and faded jeans. She put small loose curls at the end of her hair. She popped in mint gum and ran in the studio. "Uh three player. Now." She said jokingly. Nick patted the seat next to him signaling that she could sit next to him. She smelled like coconut and pinkberry. Nicks favorite ice cream place. He gave her a kiss and handed her a controler. "Wow I cannot play!" She said. The score was N-4 C-2 and Christine- neg. 3. "I quit!" She announced. "Haha LOB." Cassidy said. Nick guessed it was her nickname and laughed. It was 1145 and the guys needed to leave. Big Rob had called Kevin and they were waiting in the car. Christine grabbed a soy joy and ran out with the others.
*christines point of view
The makeout session in the back of the car lasted 4 minuets as Cassidy and Joeseph try to defeat eachother in tonsel hockey. I sat in the back looking out the window. I liked doing that in cars. I like to see all the trees pass while I come up with stories of faries and such. Im a strange person i guess. Or still a child, I watch the Disney channel on a daily basis! My phone vibrated in my back pocket. one new message: nick. He looked back at me and smiled. sorry, that must be uncomfortable. I didnt mind really. im fine. I replied. Our relationship wasnt official. We were still just friends. Friends that kissed twice... Kevin cleared his throught. Then again, louder. And they pulled away from eachother. GEE, who knew what a few hours with your guy obsession could do? We got out of the car. I didnt expect reporters and magazine photo shoots while getting out of a car. I stood still, afraid of what my escape would be. Somehow, the others made thier way in the door and I was left standing unsure of my next move. "Who are you?", "Are you friends of the boys?", "Where are you going?", "Do they fight", "Whats your name?" Questions were rattling my brain. Help, i thought. "Christine" was the only answer I could force out.
chapter nine
*JB
"Where...Where's Christine?" Nick looked around him and didnt see her at all. "Oh no." Kevin said looking out the window. "Uhh..." The door slammed behind him and Christine quickly put her back against it breathing heavily. "Sorry." She said. "Its not your fault. Im sorry we left you like that. Did they ask you anything?" Joe asked. "I...Uh...Yeah" I said trying to catch her breath. "Did you answer?" Nick approached her and put his hand on her arm. "I mean I,...I told them my name. Thats all." Christine said. Nick took her hand and led her to where she and Cassidy needed to stay while they did thier interview. "Be careful when we go back out next time, okay?" He asked her as he bent down to her level when she sat down. "Yeah, I will." She smiled to him and then fidgeted with her bottom of her top as he walked away.
*christines point of view
I thought about Nick and I. Were things moving to fast? Does he do this with any other girls? If not, I must be the luckiest girl on the planet. I met him yesterday. He thinks he loves me. I love him, thats for sure. Its just so fast. I need to tell him. But what If he doesnt feel the same? Boys are so confusing, exspecially when thier rockstars...
chapter ten
*JB
Its different without her here. What am I going to do tonight, when I have to take her home? "Alright guys, take a seat." Focus Nick. "Okay, what is your favorite thing to do while on tour?" The reporter asked with a glaze over his eyes. "Well I like to write songs, We come back after a long day and its easy then to just sit and think about what I want to write about." Nick answered. Hopefully I wont have to answer any more questions for a while, he thought. Joe crossed his legs. "And Nick, you have diebetes? How do you deal with that." This is probably the 300007998 time Nick had been asked that question. He answered with the normal response. He took a deep breath after and zoned out. Christine and Cassidy are like my best friends, he thought. I know ive known them for like, a day, but we kind of just 'connected'. Speaking of connected, "--Connect three in Camp Rock, am I right Nick?" "Uh, Yeah, Yes." Nick answered. STOP NICK, you cant keep thinking about them...
*christines point of view
"I dont even know if you feel the same way, but I really do. And I dont want you to think im some obsessive fan, but I just wanted to let you know before--" Nick kissed me in the deserted hallway of the FOX 4 News Center. I just kissed Nicholas Jerry Jonas, again. "I do." He told me and he brushed my hair back behind my ear. "I dont even know why, but not even Mi--, Uhm, I mean," Nick scrated the top of his forhead. "I mean no other girl has made me want to write songs every day, in every free time I have. And you do. And I wish you didnt have to leave. And all I could think about in there is how sorry I am that I left you outside. And--" I shut him up by returning a kiss and I was proud that I told him how I felt. I dont know what I would have done if he didnt feel the same way. "When will I see you again?" I asked. "Photo shoot Nick, 15 minuets. Hurry" Big Rob told us and he went to the car. "This time stick close" Nick said smiling. We rushed out the door and crowds were pulling us back. I grabbed nicks shirt at his shoulder. I didnt want to loose him again. We jumped in the car and cassidy texted me. joe asked me out. I really like him. What should i say. I mean we have been waiting for this forever! WE MET THE JONAS BROTHERS. WE ARE HANGING OUT WITH THEM:DDDDDD Its just that I dont know when im going to see him again. I looked at her and she gave me a confused face. I hit reply. I told Nick how i felt. Say yes Cass. It wont hurt. Youll be dating a jonas brother!! And hes someone you really like. I can tell. Trust me *winkwink* She looked back at me and mouthed thanks. If only Nick would ask me...
chapter eleven
*JB
We were on the way home from the photo shoot and the concert wasnt for another 6 hours. Nick needed to take a nap. The guys always did in an afternoon if they wernt booked. They had told the girls and they were up to it too. It was quiet on the way back because, ofcourse, everyone was tired. Nick held Christines waist and played with the top of her belt rubing his fingers along her skin. He didnt care what any magazine said about them. He liked her. He wouldnt deny it. He just didnt want her to leave. The tour didnt end for another four months and then they were heading back to New Jersey. They crawled into bed and Christine let Cassidy have the bed and she went to the couch. It had been an hour before Joe woke up to a faint scream. He walked out rubbing his eyes. "Wow are you okay" He reached out his hand to Christine who was on the floor wrapped up in her blankets and rubbing her forehead. She burst out laughing. "Am..am i missing something?" He said laughing and sitting next to her on the couch. "I fell i guess" I responded. "Well are you sure your alright?" Joe asked getting her advil and a glass of water. "Peachy" She said laying down. "Thanks." She couldnt fall back asleep. Nick felt someone getting in with him. He rolled over. "Bad dream?" He asked when he saw Christine's face. "Something like that" She laughed and let him cradle her in his arms and she fell asleep.
*Christine's point of view
When i woke up nicks hand was around my waist and my back was touching his chest. I rubbed his arm to wake him up. When he didnt I sat up and taped him. "Nicholas, wake up" I said. "Nick stop playing!" I laughed and ran my hands through his curls. I pushed him and shook him but he wouldnt wake up. " I climbed out of the bed and woke up Kevin. "Hmm...Hhh...Woah..What? I mean hi!" Kevin said groggly. "Kev Nick isnt waking up." I said breathing fast. He jumped out of bed and walked to his brothers bunk. "Nick, stop. Seriously. Wake up." Kevin hit him hard in the stomach but he still didnt wake. "Get Joe." I ran to Joe's bed and slapped him. "Heyyyy" He laughed. "Get up now! Your brothers not waking up." I said pulling him from his bunk. I pulled him so hard he fell out and his knees hit the ground hard and he pushed himself up. "What, Why, Why isnt he waking up?" Joe asked. "Call 911." Was all Kevin said.
chapter twelve
*JB
"My brother, whats happening to my brother?" Joe asked making the nurse get to the point as the Jonas family and the girls waited in the room with Nick lying on the bed unconious. Frankie was rocking back and forth in the corner reading his train book. "Your brother has fainted. Does he have any illness? Has this happened before? We dont seem to have you on record." The nurse added. "He has type one diabetes" Mrs. Jonas announced wiping away a tear. "And what does he take for that? Does he use shots? Maybe his insulin supply has expired." The nurse said checking his pulse. "He uses and OMNIPOD" Mrs. Jonas told her stroking frankies hair. "Oh dear..." The nurse trailed off. "What?" Christine immediatly reacted to the nurses comment. "Im sorry to inform you, but OMNIPODS have been recalled. They are realesing poisonious chemicals into the bloodstream. We have removed it when you came in i suppose. But there is not much we can do for the next two hours. We can just pump his stomach and hope for the best." The Jonas family responded in blank stares. "What is the worst thing that can happen?" Kevin asked rubbing his palms together. "Nothing fatal, i think. But he will need shots. He will most likely go home tomorrow morning" There was a sigh of relief and Christine grabbed Nicks hand.
*christines point of view
They were all waiting in the waiting room and Joe andI had decided to stay. I couldnt bare to not see him when he woke up. It had been three hours since we had rushed him into the hospital. Joe and I had talked about seeing eachother again. "I will miss you so much" I said fighting back my tears that I hadnt let go since we had gotten here. "I will too, you are great friends, and with Cassidy and I being apart I dont know how long I can handle it. Nick cares for you too. I can see it in his face." Joe said sitting next to me and smiling. "My parents wont care. I want to stay. Well, I live in a foster home. They are nice and kinda wealthy, which is how I was able to meet you, but I never seem to fit in with that family anyway. When I met Nick, things just fell into place and I didnt think that it was happening. It still hasnt hit me yet..." I said letting the tears flow. Thats when Nick woke up.
chapter thirteen
*JB
Nick looked tired, and he rubbed his eyes. "Ill come in after you guys talk." Christine said. "Hey bud." Joe said once Christine had closed the door. "Who was that?" Nick asked. "Christine, she was waiting with me untill you woke up. She likes you alot dude." Joe patted Nicks chest. "I dont know anyone named Christine, Joe." Nick said confused. "Dude, shes the girl your like in love with. Shes the one that told us your not feeling well. She saved your life braw." Joe said looking into Nicks eyes making him remember. "I really dont know what your talking about Joe..." Nick answered. "Whats the last thing you remember befor waking up?" Joe asked rubbing Nicks forehead. "Writing some song on a napkin" Nick said sitting up. "But somehow I know why im here, i woke up when the nurse was in, i just didnt sit up. I felt natious anyway. Then I fell asleep." "Okay Nick. Im going to tell mom your okay. Ill let Christine in." Joe said walking out. Nick felt bad that he didnt remember anything. The girl was gorgeous, he thought, but he couldnt remember anything about her.
*christines point of view
I walked in even after Joe said it wasnt a good idea. "Hey boy" I said and i sat on the edge of his bed. "Are you christine?" Nick asked. I stood up, confused and wondering why hedidnt remember me. "Uh...yes? Why, wh--, Nick why dont you know who I am?" I asked. "I dont know." He replied. I slowly started to back up. My back hit the wall and I slid down it ending up with my face in my knees crying. Nick got up and headed over to me. "Im sorry, I cant remember now." I stood up and looked him in the eyes. I became a wreck. Tears were flowing out of my eyes and I bit my lip and kicked the wall. "Why dont you know who I am? We were--, I helped you. Today. I brought you here. I need you. I dont belong where I am. I dont know why the hell im trying, maybe its because you were the only person who cared enough to say they loved me. But you dont even know who I am. You need to remember." I shook him. "Nick please. remember. Your the only one I have! Nick..." He held my hand. "Im so sorry. I dont re-- Why are you wearing this?" He grabbed his dogtag and yanked it off my neck and it fell on the ground. I ran out of the room crying, past the jonas family, into the street and to the car. I rocked back and forth crying and praying. I prayed that Nick would remember who I was. I layed down over the back seat of the car and fell asleep.
chapter fourteen
*JB
"When will he remember?" Joe asked sitting on Nicks bed. Nick was resting his head on his hands as if he had a headeache. Nick was thinking about how he couldnt remember this girl. It had only been 4 hours ago. Why cant I remember? He thought. He punched his bed pole making his knuckle bleed after the nurse told him it would be another 3 hours before he could remember anything. "Shi.t..." Nick said sucking on his knuckle. Nick hadnt shown this much anger in a while. But things were coming back to him. When everyone left, Kevin decided to stay. "Kevin im scared." Kevin looked at his brother. Nick was rubbing his hands together and biting his lip and fighting back tears. Nick never cried, people swore he did at concerts, but he never did. This was serious and Kevin knew it. "Nick im so sorry this happened to you. Dont worry you can leave here in a few hours and we will cancel the concert for tomorrow morning. You will remember after you rest. Its tough Nicholas. It is, your family understands it. Christine doesnt, she hasnt known you and what your side effects can be. Dont worry about what she has to think at the moment. She will get over it when you remember." Kevin said scratching Nicks back. "Kay." Nick responded and rolled over. He texted Roshon Fegan on his phone and told him what had happened. Roshon was supposed to come to the concert. Nick had to give him the details. "Sleep." Kevin said taking away his phone. "What the he--. Whatever" Nick sighed and closed his eyes. Suddenly it all came back to him. "I--I--Re--Christine..." Nick jumped out of bed and sprinted out of the hospital in just his boxers. Fortunatly no one was around with a camera. He opened the car door.
*christines point of view
Nick was hunched over my body in the inclosed car when I opened my eyes. He kissed me hard on the mouth and then softly as I put my arms around his neck. He inched his hands up my shirt to where my bra was beginning and I pulled away. "Im guessing you remember?" I smiled. "I love you" He said rubbing my back beneath my shirt. "I do too" He pushed me back down on the seat. "More than ever" I breathed out before he kissed me again.
chapter fifteen
*nicks point of view
I realized that i shouldnt have come out to the car in just boxers. Atleast it was an advantage with christine. We had been kissing for a while, and the whole time I was brainstorming a song. I was startled when she started talking again. "Where do they think you are?" She asked me. "I dont know, I guess I should let them know were fine." I laughed. I was starving and I was really out of breath. I needed to check my blood sugar badly. We got out of the car and we took the back door into the hospital. "I want to sing you something." I blurted out. She looked at me and took my hand. "Okay" She said as she led me to my parents. "I want to perform tonight" I said quickly. "Honey are you sure? Take this" My mom handed me a pump to check my sugar level. I ate what I needed to eat and we left the hospital. I had exactly 4 hours and 32 minuets with christine. I had to make the most of it. When we got to the tourbus, everyone had things to do. Cassidy went with Joe to his Camp Rock interview. Kevin had a photoshoot to make up for last week. And my parents were planning out next tour with Frankie. So, me and christine sat down and ate Nerds Rope. "Can--I sing you the-- uhm song now?" I asked. Why the heck was I so nervous? "Yeah, Did you just write it" She asked. "I was thinking about it when I couldnt remember. I feel so bad baby. I didnt mean to forget..." I said putting my fingertips to my lips. "Its okay, Its better now" She rubbed my arm. I got my guitar and we sat on the bed in the master. "Ready?" I asked. "Mhm."
Broken hearts and last goodbyes
Restless nights but lullabies
Helps make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
Building up the strength just to say
I'm sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep.
Its all me
This time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay.
But your already on your way.
Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know your gonna walk away
And leave me with the price to pay
But before you go I wanted to say
Yeah!
That I'm sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
Its all me
This time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay.
But you're already on your way.
Can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go, then please girl
Just leave me alone.
Cause I don't want to see you and me going our separate ways.
I'm begging you to stay
If it isn't too late
I'm sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep.
Its all me
This time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay.
But your already on your way.
But your already on your way...
(see authors note)
i looked up into her eyes and her eyes were glassy with tears. I leaned over my guitar and kissed her. I ran my finger through her hair. "Im going to miss you" I said. 3 hours and 22 mineutes.
(authors note- this song is called sorry by the jonas brothers. Its my favorite and when I listened to my new cd it reminded me so much of the ff!)
chapter sixteen
*christines point of view
I didnt want to leave him. What girl would want to leave THE Nick jonas? To me he was more than THE nick jonas. He was like a bestfriend and boyfriend, although I can understand why he hasnt asked me yet... He's too busy. "I know Joe knows this, but you were kind of 'dead' when I told him." I said trying to lighten the mood of us both thinking of our last goodbyes. I criss-crossed my legs on his bed. "I live in a foster home. My dad died when I was four and my mom was an alcholic. I went to live with a really loaded family, and thats how I was able to meet you. Im not telling you because I want you to feel sorry for me, I just thought maybe you would want to know..." (see authors note1) I dont think he knew what to say because he had his nervous deep voice studder. "But anyway, what are you going to wear tonight?" I quickley jumped off his bed and ran to his closet. He caught up and grabbed my waist. We looked into his closet and I grabbed a piano tie. "HA wear this" I turned around and wrapped it around his neck. I turned back around to the closet and picket out Nicks red plaid shirt. I put it on over my t shirt and told me he would have to bribe me for it back. I sprinted to the other side of the bus and picked up one of Frankies webkinz. "IN THE NAME OF PINK POODLE HAVE MERCY!" I shouted. "I have an idea. How about you go home." "Uh!" I smiled and through the poodle in his face. He held my face in his hands. "Let me finish! I will come see you in sometime in the next 4 months." He kissed me "and we will spend the rest of the tour together." kissed me again. "But, that means you have to take a toutor for school with me." And again "And--" I screamed and hugged him. "Really? You can do that?" "Only..." Nick said going to his bunk. He pulled out a black box with a lught blue bow wrabbed around it. "If you..." He signaled me to open it. (see authors note2) "Take this..." I looked at him straight in the face when I saw my gift. It was a beautiful diamond heart on a siver chain. "Nick..." I jumped to hug him and I wrapped my legs around his stomach and kissed him. I let go and he kissed me back. "Will you be my girlfriend?"
(authors note 1: the bed was small. Like an air matress on a top bunk. It had a curtain for privacy and a built in tv. You probably have seen it on youtube on the tourbus tours.)
(authors note2: I was thinking soming like this,)
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chapter 17
*nicks point of view
Please say yes. Please say yes. "Yes" She answered. Thank God. But she looked worried. "What?" I tilted up her chin. "I dont know how, uhm, what if people ask?" I laughed. "We'll get to that later." Later that day Big Rob took her and I to a mall. We had an hour untill the concert but we wanted to get out of the bus. I was used to the screaming fans following me around, but I wasnt sure how Christine was going to handle it. "WHO IS SHE?" "DUMP HER! I LOVE YOU" "HERE SHE IS!" "IM GOING TO THE CONCERT TONIGHT" "WERE YOU IN THE HOSPITAL?"The fans were going crazy and holding up a magazine. I looked closley and saw that on the front page of TWIST magazine 'Nistine is real? Better than Niley?' How had they made the magazine so fast? It was only yesterday we were caught in the poparazzi... I thanked one of the fans and took the magazine they were shoving in my face. We leaned up against the wall and the crowd of people had become smaller. I leaned in to show her what it said. There was a picture of Christine holding my shirt trying to keep up, and a picture of us getting into the car. It said: Nistine? We saw these two going to several places on August 14. People said they saw the two holding hands and laughing together. Who is she? A co-star? We want you to decide. Tell us any information, send to TWISTMAG@post.com. I closed the magazine. "Im sorry." She laughed, "This is really funny Nick, I thought this would never happen to me. It doesnt make me upset. It makes me appritaite you more because I know that you care about what people say. Dont worry about it. I just dont know what to tell them if they ask." "Say yes. Or no. I dont care. I love you." Why did I say that? Im so cheesey. Uhh...
*christines point of view
Personally I wanted people to know that Nick, the nicest guy I have ever known, loved, me. Of all people! I didnt want attention, I just thought this could be fun to actually BE somebody. Not to be invisable. I had the greatest boyfriend and I didnt care who knew it. It had only been two days but I had gotten over the fact that he was one of the biggest rockstars ever. He was just a regular guy. Who happend to play on stage to 18000 people, in one night.
Chapter One'
Moving was always something I liked to do. I was much better at moving than I was at making friends. I never was the kid in theater or band. Niether was I involved in cheerleading or gymnastics. I wasnt very good at anything except for story writing. Journalism was my thing. I was the girl in the corner drinking green tea and wearing her glases and sweatshirt, paying attention only to the boy next to her and examining his pen man ship. I was different, and I didnt care.
My parents were wealthy. We had moved by the lake in a several story house. I had the upstairs to myself. My parents were never home, and were out of town most of the time, visiting places like New Zealand or Africa. For many 15 year old girls, being on your own was scary and it gave you freedom to do whatever you liked. Although I was able to do what I desired, i never roamed outside the small trail that led down to the gravel bay. The weather was always cloudy and rainy. I loved it that way.
I started my job at the old opera house on a saturday. The old theater had been transformed into a cozy, used book store. My shifts consisted of 4 hours worth of sitting down and pricing books. Easy enough. I never thought anything interesting would happen to me in this little Washington community. Untill I met a man named Nicholas.
Chapter Two
He wore a red plaid shirt and carried a coffee in his left hand. I still sat eating my chex mix. I had seen him somewhere before. I knew he was important when my boss greeted him with a smile. From a distance all I could hear him say was "...fine... im looking" Which was the normal response from a customer in this bookstore. He was the most handsome human being I had ever laid my eyes on. But I didnt stare. I sat quietly unnoticed as always. "Excuse me" He said from over the counter. My immidiate responce was to stand up from my criss cross position. So i did. I didnt speak at first, I was reading and glancing him over. He was perfect, and his hair messy and full of shine. "How can I help you" I mumbled, turning pink. He put his hand out. I took it and looked down. We shook and he answered, "Im Nick, may you show me the concert hall?"
I walked him down a flight of stairs. My hands were in the pockets of my plain dark gray unhooded sweatshirt. I had matched it with a pair on faded skinny jeans and my TOMS shoes. When we reached the concert hall the lights were off and i had forgotten the key. "Oh, im sorry, i- i um." I was embarrassed. "I have forgotten the key for the lights, do you want to wait here?" It was then when the electric box sparked and all the power went out in the building. Im not very good with people, so I didnt say anything. "Well, I guess thats not a problem anymore." He said. "Can I get your name?" I felt his warm hand accidently brush my arm in the darkness. "Arabell" I answered.
Chapter Three
"Well Arabell, what do you propose we do now?" He asked me and i saw his eyes seal as if he looked down at the floor. Even in the pitch black i wanted to see him, and read him, i wanted to know him."Nick?" I said subconciously and immediatly knew i shouldnt have.
"Yes?"
"Im sorry, its just, i feel like Ive seen you before, or know you from somewhere." I didnt know he was a Jonas Brother. I had never even heard of the band. But He didnt tell me either. He never told me at all that day.
We had clibmed the ladder up to the grid. The part of the stage in the theater that the curtains hang from. It was a flat surface and very high up. He dared me to go by myself. But I made him tag along.
He was fun, someone to talk to. I hadnt talked to anyone in quite some time. We talked about silly things. How did the mail get sent to all the places around the world in less than a week? Why does hair grow after you die? Why I was stuck in this town working in this book store. He talked softly and new what to say to impossible questions. It was hard to say I didnt like him, because i did.
