AAAHHH!! I am so mad at so many people. Okay first off this kid named MArcus who I have sort of been friends with got mad at me because I called him on the weekends a lot when I was bored. This girl named Jessi hates me. And to top it off a bunch of the girls in my class have made me their target. This is the part that will make you mad everyone in my class pretty much HATES the jonas brothers. OK well today me,kyle,and kate started doing this weird joke thing. it is "90% of gay relationships start with a touch on the shoulder" and we would walk around touching eachother''s shoulders. We tried to touch MArcus's shoulder but he got mad. anyways i get a not from him later saying-

Faith,

I hate you!! You are a gaywad!! I'm never talking to you again!!! FAG!!

-Marcus

Just for yalls info my intials are FAG so I have gone threw a lot of teasing. So yeah that was my day. I think im going to leave my school and go to a dif one. should I? plz coment idk what to do!!

-fizzaith

hey everyone....i feel like crap right now. okay just a lil update. maggie and i are friends again and i have started going to shapers again. i have a cell phone now (i just got it last week) and i told maggie and my friends at school but no one at church. (we have already started the story on what hapend the updat is over). well last night i was at shapers okay? well me and maggie were talking and she told me that nathan (this 15yr old dude who i used to have a HUGE crush on but dont anymore) told her to tell me NOT to ask for his cell number. i didnt want it in the first place. a while back i found out that he had found out that i used to have a crush on him but he still thinks i do. dont ask me why i barely even tlk to him anymore. so...i was like WTF i was really mad that he would insensitive enough to say something like that and not even to my face. then we were talking to Gooky (Amanda) Nathan's Best Friend. she mentioned my phone and again i was like "WTF" in my head. i guess nathan told her i had a phone but he has never told her that he told maggie to tell me not to ask for his number. so she said she would give me hers and nathans and of course i said i didnt need nates. she asked me y and i told i just didnt so now she probably goin to go ask nate y i was so wierd about that. then nathan came and just started tlking with me like nothing was wrong. oh yeah i forgot to mention that maggie said about an hour before this that he was also avoiding me. so yeah. but him coming up to me and tlking to me like nothing was wrong was enough to make me want to slap him. but i didnt. but when he walked away i was on the verge of tears. so yeah. on top of that i have just had a really rough week. well i have to go. um...if you can plz help me out here i dont know what to do. COMENT ME PLEASE!! i need some serious help. okay bye

-faith

OMJ PPL!!! IT IS OFFICIALY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!! YAY. I HAVE DINNER AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE AT 3PM UNTIL WHENEVER SO IM GONNA GO TO BED. WELL IL GO SIT IN MY ROOM FOR A FEW HOURS AND READ,WRITE,OR WHATEVER I WANT EXCEPT PLAY ON THE COMPUTER. IM SO EXCITED!! IM LISTENING TO HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD AND JONAS BROTHERS. YALL HAVE TO CHECK HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD OUT SOMETIME THEY ARE AN UNKNOWN GROUP BUT THEY ARE PRETTY GOOD. MY FRIEND HAS THEIR CD AND WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD ME ABOUT THEM. ANYWAYS I PROBABLY WONT BE ON FEW THE NEXT FEW DAYS.

MERRY CHRISTMAS,

FAITH

Okay my best friend maggie just emailed me. saying that i need to grow up. you know why? 1: becuase she thinks I'm keeping her from being a good Christian. 2: Because I love the Jonas Brothers too much (my biggest pet peeve bout this email). 3: Because I'm in middle school but I act crazy enough to be a 5year old. Yea im crazy!!! Im way out there. she is also tired of hearing my *crap* about the problems in my life. she is my best friend isnt she supposed to listen?!?! she also got mad at me because i posted the nick j show part 1 on her  facebook and some christmas lights video. she said she is trying to grow up. honestly it sounds to me like she is becoming more and more imature everyday. i told her i had enough crap in my life and i didnt need any from her. i wrote a story a while back and she rewrote it for me.  okay everyother word is a cuss word (she said she needed to make it sound more like me yea i cuss but not that much), she made it WAY too short and 3: she gave it to me as a bday gift!!!!! now i email her saying that i want MY version of the story back cuz she said she needed one or the other. i choose mine becuz i can spell checl it myself and make it better w\out ruening it. okay guys now plz coment me telling me what to do next cuz i have no idea. thanks a lot.

-faith