holy crap my profile is going crazy... i am GANNA delete it and make a new one now..... so if ur talkn to me i will find u again lol

heyy everyone (: i saw twilight again STILL AMAZING lol talk to me? plzzze

holy crap i feel so weird right now.... i am complealy jealous of my BEST FRIEND idk how when we stand next to each other i feel like i am uber ugly she is just beautiful... god i love her but my jealsouy is gettin the better of me... i mean me and this girl are CLOSE! as anything... i just met her this year but my gosh we are like amazing friends.. were the type of girls who are linking arms walking around school... and now everything is like aaaaaaaaaaaah idk i feel like ugh around her IDK WHAT TO DO

oooooh k so loong blog time... k so in this month that i have been gone so much has changed in my life.. i lost ALOT of friends over carlos... yes u are probably like who the hell is carlos... k well he is an amazing boy i met who always gets in trouble and apparently me to cause my algebra teacher hates me... k so as christy said he is on his man period... GIRL THING lol soo like one day i was not even talking during a test and he goes ann stop talking i was like i wasnt talking and he goes i dont care be quiet.. so i am like ok but i wasnt talking he goes well u are not so get out of my class.... yeah thats hatred lol idk though i get in trouble with carlos <3 and yeaah if u remember jauvier were no longer going out (: but still best friends along with jordan duuuuh but i lost alot of friends cause of carlos they tell he me he is not a good  friend.... whatever if u knew him u would see he is an amazing boy (: and yeaaah i am still me lol gettin green highlights soon YEAAAH lol ok so i have a story guilty pleasure i am actually gonna post some right now <3 it has nothing to do with the jonas brothers... if u read it LIKE REALLY CLOSELY and u know about my life u would get its basicially a story of my life.. well not all parts and u would get what i mean aha but honeslty only christy would get it cause she knows everything AND I MEAN EVERYTHING! about my life aha ooooh more random news i moved out of my old uuugh house lol i moved to a nicer house and its biiig i love it aha but my amazing brother (really bff) still lives there so i left him... :( i am ganna miss him even though we see each other in school and we walk to each others houses... in other news aha i sound like a tv person anywaay tomorrow i am going up north to NJ and NYC to visit relatives and crap wooo hooo (UGH) lol and spend thanksgiving there BLAAAH! but ooh well i get to see my fav uncle who i love to death lol well i think i am done now aha i am gonna go post my story..

GAAAAAAAAH i am grounded for a month from the computer... i will try to sneek on like from time to time but idk lol so if u dont see me on its cause of that :( lol see yall december 1st (:

ugggggh i am beginning to think i hate my parents AGAIN! like my sister jessica.. who i have not seen for 4 months! well she is in a fight with my parents so my parents said the only way we can see each other is if she comes to our house well she is coming tonight.. and so she was like meet me outside.. so my parents are telling me i cant cause she has to come inside now... so she is like i dont think i am... and i think they r keeping me from seeing my OWN SISTER uggggh!

omg so if u read the blog under this one on my page... well the cops now know it was a drive by shooting.. well i found out how he died... ok so the kid he was hanging out with knew all along about the shooting cause he secretly hated lucas... so all of a sudden this car drives by them and shoots four time all four hitting lucas.. two in the leg, one in the stomach area and one in the head... he was pronounced dead at the scene... the kids were identified but not caught.. this sucks if u read this and dont cry u dont have a heart... he was killed cause they didnt like him... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS COUNTRY!  now on monday i am gonna be depressed... and for the rest of my life.. cause this is unforgettable i trated him like a brother... we even called each other brother and sister... besties for life and now no more... his myspace is gonna still have everything on it but i am putting rip and such... U WONT BE FORGOTTEN!

OMG this cant be happening.... MY BEST!!!! friend lucas just passed on like seriously in this past 2 hours ... and no one knows how.. it could of been suiside.. or a drive by shooting... all i know is hes gone FOREVER! jeeze this sucks my school wont be the same cause he knew practicially everyone.. so its gonna be a hard loss UGH can life be any worse.. i felt amazing yesterday and today eveything changed... gah i cant take it anymore... first my mom.. now him!?!?! and alot of people in between gosh why is everyone dying in my life..oh god now i am gonna go see the crime scene soon... i need to see my friend one last time gosh my best friend just left me